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Student: Yes I can. It's similar to what we were learning about praying for people - even praying for [[strangers]], and I'm starting to see that and be quite [[comfortable]] with that. Thank you.

Student: Yes I can. It's similar to what we were learning about praying for people - even praying for [[strangers]], and I'm starting to see that and be quite [[comfortable]] with that. Thank you.

Michael: Let this awareness go deep within. Let it become a part of you. More than anything for you, I desire your effectiveness to increase. For you and I have many souls to bring into the Father's family. You will be amply assisted (tape ends)..to be in that place of simple understanding and love. I enfold you in my understanding and love. (Pause.) Let us continue.

Michael: Let this [[awareness]] go deep within. Let it [[become]] a part of you. More than anything for you, I [[desire]] your effectiveness to increase. For you and I have many [[souls]] to bring into [[the Father]]'s family. You will be amply [[assisted]] (tape ends)..to be in that place of simple [[understanding]] and [[love]]. I enfold you in my understanding and love. (Pause.) Let us continue.

Student: Michael, my Father, when I speak to you during the day, in my moments of stillness, and just during my daily activity, I sense or hear an answer, and I'm trusting that to be you. And I'm acting on what I hear. I'm acting on it financially, and in financial decisions, as you know. I'm acting on it with my children, with my wife. I would like some reassurance. I guess; it's like a young child always tugging on its parents to know that what I sense to be your answer, that it is truly you that I am hearing in my mind, and not just my mind playing tricks on me? I do sense your presence now, as I sense it in stillness. I sense the Mother's presence now. I hear her speak to me, sometimes. I guess I need to be able to trust what I hear more, and know that it is you speaking. So that's my concern, my question. And I do have one other that I'd like to ask before we're finished.

Student: Michael, my Father, when I speak to you during the day, in my moments of [[stillness]], and just during my daily activity, I sense or hear an answer, and I'm [[trusting]] that to be you. And I'm acting on what I hear. I'm acting on it financially, and in [[financial]] [[decisions]], as you know. I'm acting on it with my [[children]], with my [[wife]]. I would like some reassurance. I guess; it's like a young child always tugging on its [[parents]] to know that what I sense to be your answer, that it is truly you that I am hearing in my [[mind]], and not just my mind playing tricks on me? I do sense your [[presence]] now, as I sense it in [[stillness]]. I sense [[the Mother]]'s presence now. I hear her speak to me, sometimes. I guess I need to be able to [[trust]] what I hear more, and know that it is you speaking. So that's my concern, my question. And I do have one other that I'd like to ask before we're finished.

Michael: My son, your mind has not yet reached that level of mastery where you are able to detect my voice correctly at all times. And so I ask you, are you fearful of making mistakes and having errors in judgement? (Yes, I am.) You are not expected to perfect. You are not required to attain full mastery. You are only required to try. The fear you have inside of you of making mistakes will cause you to freeze inside, and it will stunt your growth. For it will create much consternation and foment great doubt and cause you to doubt yourself.

Michael: My son, your [[mind]] has not yet reached that level of mastery where you are able to detect my [[voice]] correctly at all times. And so I ask you, are you fearful of making [[mistakes]] and having errors in [[judgement]]? (Yes, I am.) You are not [[expected]] to perfect. You are not required to [[attain]] full mastery. You are only required to try. The [[fear]] you have inside of you of making mistakes will cause you to freeze inside, and it will stunt your [[growth]]. For it will create much consternation and foment great [[doubt]] and cause you to doubt yourself.

It is important now that you recognize that the mistakes that you are going to be making in your judgement are correctable. And they are a necessary part of your experience now for you to be able to gain a better sense of what is happening within your own inner longings, as opposed to what it is that my will has in store for you. What is so difficult about making mistakes that cause you this fear? I want you to find that now.

It is important now that you [[recognize]] that the [[mistakes]] that you are going to be making in your judgement are correctable. And they are a [[necessary]] part of your [[experience]] now for you to be able to gain a better sense of what is happening within your own inner longings, as opposed to what it is that my will has in store for you. What is so [[difficult]] about making mistakes that cause you this fear? I want you to find that now.

Student: I've made some financial decisions on what I thought was your answer to my question, and which can cause some financial loses. And I was hoping to be able to tithe what the profits from these decisions. And I was hoping to have your help with this. And I guess the fear is if what I perceived to be your answer was not you, then I'm putting myself at great financial risk. Michael: The risk that you are placing yourself in is not necessarily financial as it is in self-deception. For you must be aware of what is truly important to me is your faith in where you are being led, and not necessarily in the area of helping you to achieve greater financial prosperity just because the proceeds would be going to a good cause.

Student: I've made some [[financial]] [[decisions]] on what I thought was your answer to my question, and which can cause some financial losses. And I was hoping to be able to [[tithe]] what the [[profits]] from these decisions. And I was hoping to have your help with this. And I guess the fear is if what I [[perceived]] to be your answer was not you, then I'm putting myself at great financial [[risk]].  

You must, in time, learn how to separate your desires from your faith and what my will is for you. Financial losses, I understand, will cause you some concern, but I am more concerned about the spiritual gains that you will make when you learn from these valuable lessons. And it is important that you begin to ask that my will be dominant in your life, and be less concerned with what it is that you want to do at this point. Your are still a very, very, very young child in spirit. And if you truly wish to have that trust and the level of communication with me, then it is very vital that you trust what my will is for your life, and for your family, and for your ways to be of service to your brethren. This requires you to be in that place of learning and of asking in every moment that you can: it is not my will but Your will be done. Can you do this, and do you understand how deeply impacting this is now in your inner life?

Michael: The [[risk]] that you are placing yourself in is not necessarily financial as it is in [[self]]-[[deception]]. For you must be aware of what is truly important to me is your [[faith]] in where you are being led, and not necessarily in the area of helping you to achieve greater financial [[prosperity]] just because the proceeds would be going to a good cause.

Student: I felt that I was doing that Michael. I was daily asking that not my will but the Father's will be done. But I understand what you're saying, and it is becoming clear to me that perhaps my own will is still dominant in my actions.

You must, in time, learn how to [[separate]] your [[desires]] from your [[faith]] and what my will is for you. Financial losses, I [[understand]], will cause you some concern, but I am more concerned about the [[spiritual]] gains that you will make when you learn from these valuable lessons. And it is important that you begin to ask that my will be [[dominant]] in your life, and be less concerned with what it is that you want to do at this point. Your are still a very, very, very young child in spirit. And if you truly wish to have that [[trust]] and the level of [[communication]] with me, then it is very [[vital]] that you trust what my will is for your life, and for your [[family]], and for your ways to be of [[service]] to your brethren. This requires you to be in that place of learning and of asking in every [[moment]] that you can: it is not my will but Your will be done. Can you do this, and do you [[understand]] how deeply impacting this is now in your [[inner life]]?

Michael: There will be a time when your desire and your actions are not one hundred percent harmonized, and there is no shame or judgement on this. It is only to point out to you the distinction that you are leaning in your own mind of letting go of what you perceive needs to occur, and letting the Father's will prevail in all instances. The co-creative nature of what you are trying to do is important, and your thoughts and your interests are important, but let me and let your Father in Paradise guide you and show you how to bring those qualities and interests that you have more in line with truth, and the reality that you need to actualize within you. Does this shed more light on your mind, and in your soul as I share these words with you?

Student: I felt that I was doing that [[Michael]]. I was daily asking that not my will but the Father's will be done. But I [[understand]] what you're saying, and it is [[becoming]] clear to me that perhaps my own will is still dominant in my [[actions]].

Student: Yes it does. It makes me, in a sense, feel I'm just a very, very immature child with a lot of growth needed. Michael: But inherently lovable. (Laughter. Well I'm glad there are some good characteristics or qualities.) But let yourself accept your immaturity, for this is truly the only way to master where you are. You will outgrow this just as you outgrew your childhood and your adolescence and your early manhood. But you could not change where you were in childhood or adolescence by mere acts of will. Those potentials in your physical body needed to develop and gradually lead you into the next phase of your development. And so for your spiritual development as well.

Michael: There will be a time when your [[desire]] and your [[actions]] are not one hundred percent [[harmonized]], and there is no [[shame]] or judgement on this. It is only to point out to you the distinction that you are leaning in your own [[mind]] of letting go of what you [[perceive]] needs to occur, and letting [[the Father]]'s will prevail in all instances. The [[co-creative]] nature of what you are trying to do is important, and your thoughts and your interests are important, but let me and let your Father in [[Paradise]] [[guide]] you and show you how to bring those [[qualities]] and interests that you have more in line with [[truth]], and the [[reality]] that you need to actualize within you. Does this shed more light on your mind, and in [[your soul]] as I [[share]] these words with you?

Letting go more now of what you perceive needs to be done and allowing my will in your life to prevail more will take you into that realm of walking in faith; not knowing or seeing where you are going, but letting the experience grow strong and lead you into greater soul maturity. Accept where you are. Accept your mistakes and you mis-perceptions, and use this to gain greater experience.

Student: Yes it does. It makes me, in a sense, feel I'm just a very, very immature [[child]] with a lot of [[growth]] needed.  

Student: I will most certainly do that Michael. You know my love for you.

Michael: But inherently lovable. ([[Laughter]]. Well I'm glad there are some good characteristics or [[qualities]].) But let yourself [[accept]] your immaturity, for this is truly the only way to master where you are. You will outgrow this just as you outgrew your [[childhood]] and your [[adolescence]] and your early [[manhood]]. But you could not [[change]] where you were in childhood or adolescence by mere acts of will. Those [[potentials]] in your physical body needed to [[develop]] and gradually lead you into the next [[phase]] of your development. And so for your [[spiritual development]] as well.

Michael: Be in that place now of accepting. Feel where you have or still harboring these feelings of immaturity, and I will shed my love on them. For I love every part of you that which you have yet to develop; that which you see as immature. (Pause.) Let us continue.

Letting go more now of what you [[perceive]] needs to be done and allowing my will in your life to prevail more will take you into that realm of walking in [[faith]]; not knowing or seeing where you are going, but letting the [[experience]] grow strong and lead you into greater [[soul]] [[maturity]]. [[Accept]] where you are. Accept your mistakes and you mis-perceptions, and use this to gain greater [[experience]].

Student: Yes Michael. Since last week, last Thursday, when Welmek was speaking to me about allowing the Father's love to come through me and to see the Father's love in others, I have been really allowing that experience to be manifest and actualized and really experienced in my day-to-day life. And I noticed how when I allow myself to be in this place, how my agenda falls away, how I see people in a different light, how I see myself, how I feel about myself and others. It seems like any anxiety or tension - any resentment or animosity - any unsavoriness falls away, drops, and ceases to exist. And I noticed over the past few days a level of agitation beneath the surface of my psyche, and it seems like a strong part of who I am wanted to be totally in this place of the Father's love of who I am, and who each and everyone of us are. And this is how I wish to live in each moment. Any anxiety or turmoil I feel seems to dissipate. And I feel my being transforming, in a sense, transmuting; changing. Old desires are falling away, new insights are opening up. I still feel certain anxieties for my children, for their own wellbeing and safety. But even then, I know they are being led towards their own self-actualization and wonders with the Father.

Student: I will most certainly do that Michael. You know my [[love]] for you.

Michael: My son, what is it that you want most from me? Student: I was thinking about this today. And what is it that you want from me? What is my next step or opening up in my unfoldment? I guess to live as you lived on this planet? I guess to experience that certainty of the Father with me and everyone else?

Michael: Be in that place now of [[accepting]]. Feel where you have or still harboring these feelings of immaturity, and I will shed my [[love]] on them. For I love every part of you that which you have yet to develop; that which you see as immature. (Pause.) Let us continue.

Michael: Where do perceive you are being held back within yourself? Let my light of truth go deep within you now, and find those places where you feel that unsavoriness and let it shine on that. You may not yet be able to see what that is, and it is not as important as just being truthful in wanting the light to shine within. Admitting to the unsavoriness within you brings no mark of shame. You need not fear any reprisals in letting this be uncovered within you. Your desire to live in the state of the Father's grace and love and ever ministering that love to others is the desired state of your existence. And it will be the natural state of your existence at all times in the future. But in accessing the Sprit of Truth within - in your thinking - in your consciousness you are able to purge all of that which you still find within you that you care not for. Feel this truth. Feel my love go deep within you. Anchor this truth in your desire to be rid of this unsavoriness.

Student: Yes Michael. Since last week, last Thursday, when Welmek was speaking to me about allowing [[the Father]]'s love to come through me and to see the Father's love in others, I have been really allowing that [[experience]] to be [[manifest]] and actualized and really experienced in my day-to-day life. And I noticed how when I allow myself to be in this place, how my [[agenda]] falls away, how I see people in a different [[light]], how I see myself, how I feel about myself and others. It seems like any [[anxiety]] or tension - any [[resentment]] or animosity - any unsavoriness falls away, drops, and ceases to exist. And I noticed over the past few days a level of [[agitation]] beneath the surface of my [[psyche]], and it seems like a strong part of who I am wanted to be totally in this place of [[the Father]]'s love of who I am, and who each and everyone of us are. And this is how I wish to live in each moment. Any [[anxiety]] or [[turmoil]] I feel seems to [[dissipate]]. And I feel my being [[transforming]], in a sense, [[transmuting]]; changing. Old desires are falling away, new [[insights]] are opening up. I still feel certain anxieties for my children, for their own well being and safety. But even then, I know they are being led towards their own self-[[actualization]] and wonders with [[the Father]].

The Father's Light shines deeply within you now. In the coming days, let yourself be in this deep internal excavation of all the dark places. Shine His light. Feel His love. Feel my Spirit of Truth opening you. You will be freed, but you must be patient and allow that which is occurring in you to reveal itself in the normal and natural fashion. Be in my peace, my son. Let us continue. (Long pause.)

 

 

 

[[The Father]]'s Light shines deeply within you now. In the coming days, let yourself be in this deep internal [[excavation]] of all the [[dark]] places. Shine His light. Feel His [[love]]. Feel my [[Spirit of Truth]] opening you. You will be freed, but you must be [[patient]] and allow that which is occurring in you to [[reveal]] itself in the normal and natural fashion. Be in my peace, my son. Let us continue. (Long pause.)

===Closing===

===Closing===

My children, I invite you to share more of your day with me. I am ever present in your minute to minute activities should you be so willing to focus your gaze upon me, and to ask for my influence to overshadow your life. No detail of your life is too small or insignificant for me to share. I ask you to be more considerate of this. Your growth is so important and significant. I know how difficult it can be to turn your gaze inward throughout your busy day. But use these words as a reminder that I am ever present with you. Each breath you take, each sigh, each thought is already known. All of you need to do is ask me to be with you, and I will escort you through the difficult tasks of daily life, and help you attain that joy and happiness and satisfaction you crave deeply within you. Feel my love my children as I take my leave. My words will end but my presence lingers. We are never separate. Good evening.

My children, I invite you to [[share]] more of your day with me. I am ever present in your minute to minute activities should you be so willing to [[focus]] your gaze upon me, and to ask for my [[influence]] to overshadow your life. No detail of your [[life]] is too small or insignificant for me to share. I ask you to be more considerate of this. Your [[growth]] is so important and significant. I know how [[difficult]] it can be to turn your gaze inward throughout your [[busy]] day. But use these words as a reminder that I am ever present with you. Each [[breath]] you take, each sigh, each thought is already known. All of you need to do is ask me to be with you, and I will [[escort]] you through the difficult tasks of daily life, and help you [[attain]] that [[joy]] and [[happiness]] and satisfaction you crave deeply within you. Feel my love my children as I take my leave. My words will end but my [[presence]] lingers. We are never [[separate]]. Good evening.

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