Changes

As you talked, you were able to uncover one area that does indeed, need to be brought to the [[light]] and [[healed]]. You think of yourself as being less able to [[compete]] on an [[intellectual]] level with your [[brothers and sisters]] that have had the [[opportunity]] of gaining a formal [[education]] and have received their piece of paper indicating that they have indeed put in the hours. Recognize JoiLin, that those hours we refer to are under the heading of formal education, and that piece of paper, a formal piece of paper, indicative of those hours spent working toward the degree. [[Life|Living]] itself, is an [[education]] child, as well, you have always been an avid [[reader]] with a wide range of interests. Give yourself some credit for the [[knowledge]] you have [[attained]] on your own. And give yourself some credit here as well; you do not [[feel]] insecure with all of your [[siblings]] who have that formal piece of paper, it is only some few. If we look a bit deeper, you may be able to [[recognize]] that it really has naught to do with that piece of paper; it has more to do with [[personality]] [[conflicts]]. You will remember in our [[conversation]] yesterday when I spoke of difficulties a [[person]] [[experiences]] in one area that are [[echoed]] in or are manifested in another area? I believe this is true for you in this case. Look at the people you know that have their degrees, but with whom you are quite comfortable. If this were truly a [[problem]] of your [[feeling]] inadequate when in the [[presence]] of someone with a [[degree]], this pattern would hold true within all of your [[relationships]]. And so, we think the difficulty lies more in the direction of the [[individual]], and [[conflicts]] between you and your sibling that need to be worked on. Can you think of any other pattern or incident wherein as a child you were made to feel small or insignificant?

As you talked, you were able to uncover one area that does indeed, need to be brought to the [[light]] and [[healed]]. You think of yourself as being less able to [[compete]] on an [[intellectual]] level with your [[brothers and sisters]] that have had the [[opportunity]] of gaining a formal [[education]] and have received their piece of paper indicating that they have indeed put in the hours. Recognize JoiLin, that those hours we refer to are under the heading of formal education, and that piece of paper, a formal piece of paper, indicative of those hours spent working toward the degree. [[Life|Living]] itself, is an [[education]] child, as well, you have always been an avid [[reader]] with a wide range of interests. Give yourself some credit for the [[knowledge]] you have [[attained]] on your own. And give yourself some credit here as well; you do not [[feel]] insecure with all of your [[siblings]] who have that formal piece of paper, it is only some few. If we look a bit deeper, you may be able to [[recognize]] that it really has naught to do with that piece of paper; it has more to do with [[personality]] [[conflicts]]. You will remember in our [[conversation]] yesterday when I spoke of difficulties a [[person]] [[experiences]] in one area that are [[echoed]] in or are manifested in another area? I believe this is true for you in this case. Look at the people you know that have their degrees, but with whom you are quite comfortable. If this were truly a [[problem]] of your [[feeling]] inadequate when in the [[presence]] of someone with a [[degree]], this pattern would hold true within all of your [[relationships]]. And so, we think the difficulty lies more in the direction of the [[individual]], and [[conflicts]] between you and your sibling that need to be worked on. Can you think of any other pattern or incident wherein as a child you were made to feel small or insignificant?

===Dialogue===

===Dialogue===

===='''''[[Defense]]'''''====

===='''''[[Defenses]]'''''====

JoiLin: Yes, I think they mostly had to do with the way I felt about how I looked. My [[friends]] all had pretty [[clothes]], they all began the school year with a whole new wardrobe, and my clothes were mostly hand-me-downs or from a consignment store. I remember one year when my dresses were all too short, and they called me Alice in wonderland; I knew it was not meant as a compliment. In addition to new clothes, they all wore make-up and I didn’t have any…. my mother wouldn’t even let me wear it if I had any.

JoiLin: Yes, I think they mostly had to do with the way I felt about how I looked. My [[friends]] all had pretty [[clothes]], they all began the school year with a whole new wardrobe, and my clothes were mostly hand-me-downs or from a consignment store. I remember one year when my dresses were all too short, and they called me Alice in wonderland; I knew it was not meant as a compliment. In addition to new clothes, they all wore make-up and I didn’t have any…. my mother wouldn’t even let me wear it if I had any.

Ambrose: And how did it make you [[feel]]? Not having these [[things]]?

Ambrose: And how did it make you [[feel]]? Not having these [[things]]?

JoiLin: Insignificant, I guess. [http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Little_Match_Girl Poor Little Match Girl syndrome], I suppose. Maybe I felt sorry for myself as well. I knew I wasn’t as pretty as they were, but I also knew it had mostly to do with all of the [[feminine]] trappings they had, it had more to do with the [[clothes]] they wore, the make-up they applied, and they way they had their hair cut and styled.

JoiLin: Insignificant, I guess. [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Little_Match_Girl Poor Little Match Girl syndrome], I suppose. Maybe I felt sorry for myself as well. I knew I wasn’t as pretty as they were, but I also knew it had mostly to do with all of the [[feminine]] trappings they had, it had more to do with the [[clothes]] they wore, the make-up they applied, and they way they had their hair cut and styled.

Ambrose: And how did you handle this?

Ambrose: And how did you handle this?

This has been due to your hard work JoiLin. This is due to your [[committed]] walk with [[the Father]]. Give yourself credit, each and every time you come to recognize the [[successes]], the [[positive]] changes you have made, and child there have been many. Look for them. [[Recognize]] them, and benefit from that recognition, by seeing the light you are [[becoming]].

This has been due to your hard work JoiLin. This is due to your [[committed]] walk with [[the Father]]. Give yourself credit, each and every time you come to recognize the [[successes]], the [[positive]] changes you have made, and child there have been many. Look for them. [[Recognize]] them, and benefit from that recognition, by seeing the light you are [[becoming]].

===Closing===

===Closing===

===='''''[[Transmitting]]'''''====

===='''''[[Transmitting]]'''''====

*5-02-95

*5-02-95

*All of Normal Mind Could Have a Teacher

*All of Normal Mind Could Have a Teacher

===Lesson===

===Lesson===

Much that you have written in your e-mail over these two days has been as you suspected, a flow between our two minds; this is what we have hoped for, as this is the most effective way for me to help you as you go about your daily life. It allows for more interaction between us; as we are limited when we can only communicate when a formal lesson is in progress. It this format comfortable for you child?

 

Much that you have [[written]] in your e-mail over these two days has been as you [[suspected]], a [[flow]] between our two [[minds]]; this is what we have [[hoped]] for, as this is the most effective way for me to help you as you go about your daily [[life]]. It allows for more [[interaction]] between us; as we are limited when we can only communicate when a formal lesson is in [[progress]]. It this format comfortable for you child?

===Dialogue===

===Dialogue===

JoiLin: Yes, Ambrose, I find it to be very comfortable and very interesting! It’s a lot of fun to feel my mind stretching as you feed in information that I am somewhat unfamiliar with.

JoiLin: Yes, Ambrose, I find it to be very [[comfortable]] and very interesting! It’s a lot of fun to feel my [[mind]] stretching as you feed in [[information]] that I am somewhat unfamiliar with.

Ambrose: Do you have questions?

Ambrose: Do you have [[questions]]?

JoiLin: Yes, I was wondering, when we have this on-going conversational thread moving between us, is it also your desire that we sit down for a formal lesson?

JoiLin: Yes, I was [[wondering]], when we have this on-going [[conversational]] thread moving between us, is it also your [[desire]] that we sit down for a formal lesson?

Ambrose: If at all possible, it would be helpful, but only in so far as the practice of speaking the words is concerned. If it is not comfortable for you to take the time, then by all means do what is most comfortable for you. The spoken session will always wait for a more convenient time.

Ambrose: If at all possible, it would be helpful, but only in so far as the [[practice]] of [[speaking]] the [[words]] is concerned. If it is not comfortable for you to take the time, then by all means do what is most comfortable for you. The spoken session will always wait for a more convenient time.

Are you aware of what you just now began to feel, JoiLin? You were thinking that you would like a formal lesson, and then immediately, you were filled with anxiety, over wondering what the lesson would be about, what would the specific words be? Take a deep breath and try to allow this anxiousness to dissipate child.

Are you [[aware]] of what you just now began to feel, JoiLin? You were [[thinking]] that you would like a [[formal]] lesson, and then [[immediately]], you were filled with [[anxiety]], over wondering what the lesson would be about, what would the specific words be? Take a deep [[breath]] and try to allow this [[anxiousness]] to [[dissipate]] child.

All normal minded people on your planet at this time have the possibility of making contact with a teacher, and yes, there are as many different kinds of teachers as there are different kinds of students seeking them. All sincere seekers will be given the guidance they seek; no matter what school of thought they embrace. So you were correct child, when you said you thought this mission was a lot bigger than might have been thought at first. Remember, all paths lead to the Father, and that means that all seekers will find the Father through whatever path their sincere seeking leads them. All paths lead to the Father; none are excluded.

All [[normal]] minded people on [[your planet]] at this time have the possibility of making [[contact]] with a teacher, and yes, there are as many different kinds of [[teachers]] as there are different kinds of [[students]] seeking them. All [[sincere]] seekers will be given the [[guidance]] they seek; no matter what [[school]] of thought they [[embrace]]. So you were correct child, when you said you [[thought]] [[this mission]] was a lot bigger than might have been thought at first. Remember, all [[paths]] lead to [[the Father]], and that means that all [[seekers]] will find the Father through whatever path their [[sincere]] seeking leads them. All paths lead to the Father; none are excluded.

You were also correct in your thinking when you said that perhaps if a person genuinely sought the Father’s will in their life, and daily renewed that prayer/commitment, then they could be relatively certain that the path they were on does in fact incorporate the Father’s will for them. All of the experiences in your lives whether seen as positive or negative on this side of the physical life, will be seen and understood, when you leave behind the physical vessel. to have been leading you ever onward toward your eternal goal of fusion with the your Adjuster. All that has transpired in your lives does indeed help to prepare you for your future service to the Father and your siblings. The key to all of this is that you become a sincere seeker of the Father’s will for you. That is the only prerequisite for success in this initial venture, or this physical life that you live.

You were also correct in your [[thinking]] when you said that perhaps if a person genuinely sought [[the Father’s will]] in their life, and daily [[renewed]] that [[prayer]]/[[commitment]], then they could be relatively certain that the path they were on does in [[fact]] incorporate the Father’s will for them. All of the [[experiences]] in your lives whether seen as positive or negative on this side of the [[physical]] life, will be seen and [[understood]], when you leave behind the [[physical]] vessel. to have been leading you ever onward toward your [[eternal]] goal of [[fusion]] with the your [[Adjuster]]. All that has [[transpired]] in your lives does indeed help to [[prepare]] you for your [[future]] [[service]] to [[the Father]] and your siblings. The key to all of this is that you become a sincere [[seeker]] of the Father’s will for you. That is the only prerequisite for success in this initial venture, or this [[physical]] life that you live.

We will continue if you are willing, so that we can test your ability to stay focused on my words while there are distractions going on within the home. It will take a bit of concentration child, but I think you are up to it.

We will continue if you are willing, so that we can test your [[ability]] to stay [[focused]] on my [[words]] while there are [[distractions]] going on within the [[home]]. It will take a bit of [[concentration]] child, but I think you are up to it.

One of the things you have been wondering about is whether you are being helpful when you communicate with your cyberspace siblings. I think you already understand that this is indeed part of your ministry; that you are indeed doing the Father’s work when you reach out to your siblings in love and understanding. You have had enough personal feedback JoiLin to understand that this is a work that we, your teachers, see as a most helpful and productive one.

One of the things you have been wondering about is whether you are being helpful when you [[communicate]] with your cyberspace siblings. I think you already [[understand]] that this is indeed part of your ministry; that you are indeed doing the Father’s work when you reach out to your siblings in [[love]] and [[understanding]]. You have had enough personal [[feedback]] JoiLin to understand that this is a work that we, your teachers, see as a most helpful and productive one.

===Closing===

===Closing===

I can tell that we have reached the end of our patience! The distractions have taken you away at least enough for me to request that we take this up later or on the morrow. No, child, I am not finding fault with you. It is quite difficult, I understand, to concentrate with that sort of noisy distraction going on. I think you have done exceptionally well to have remained connected for a long as you have.

I can tell that we have reached the end of our [[patience]]! The [[distractions]] have taken you away at least enough for me to request that we take this up later or on the morrow. No, child, I am not finding [[fault]] with you. It is quite [[difficult]], I [[understand]], to [[concentrate]] with that sort of noisy distraction going on. I think you have done exceptionally well to have remained connected for a long as you have.

 

==Session 6==

==Session 6==

*5-03-95

*5-03-95

*All Life Carries The Seeds of Creation

*All Life Carries The Seeds of Creation

===Opening===

===Opening===

Dear child, let us begin. It is I will, your teacher who loves you.

Dear child, let us begin. It is I will, your teacher who [[loves]] you.

===Lesson===

===Lesson===

We appreciate your making the attempt to move beyond your present wall of fear. Continue to take that faith step child and you will soon find yourself again amid the sun, you will find yourself once again full of confidence in both the future and your own abilities. Trust us JoiLin, you will get through this, and when you do you will struggle with these doubts no more, at least not at this level.

We [[appreciate]] your making the attempt to move beyond your present wall of [[fear]]. Continue to take that [[faith]] [[step]] child and you will soon find yourself again amid the [[sun]], you will find yourself once again full of [[confidence]] in both the [[future]] and your own abilities. Trust us JoiLin, you will get through this, and when you do you will [[struggle]] with these [[doubts]] no more, at least not at this level.

 

Let us pick up on the lesson I wished to impart last evening at your group meeting, although as you can see, you were indeed given a lesson of much merit. Not hearing my words last evening did not cause your group to suffer any loss! Do not put that layer of self-reproach upon yourself, as it is entirely unnecessary.

Let us pick up on the lesson I wished to impart last evening at your group [[meeting]], although as you can see, you were indeed given a lesson of much merit. Not hearing my [[words]] last evening did not cause your group to suffer any loss! Do not put that layer of self-reproach upon yourself, as it is entirely unnecessary.

The farmer, when he plows his fields turns over the earth, exposing new soil, soil that has not been used in the last planting. As well, does he add back to the earth the debris left over from the harvest, and by so doing, enriches the soil. Now, the newly exposed soil is rich in nutrients and ready to sustain the new crop while the old soil, being depleted, is once again going back to the earth as a means of restoring nutritional balance. So the dead, the old, gives itself back to that from which it sprang, thereby ensuring the continuation of the life cycle. All of life has within it the seeds to carry it further…. the seeds of creation lie hidden within the life vehicles of all living organisms.

The [[farmer]], when he plows his fields turns over the [[earth]], exposing new [[soil]], soil that has not been used in the last planting. As well, does he add back to the earth the debris left over from the [[harvest]], and by so doing, enriches the soil. Now, the newly exposed soil is rich in nutrients and ready to sustain the new crop while the old soil, being depleted, is once again going back to the [[earth]] as a means of restoring nutritional [[balance]]. So the dead, the old, gives itself back to that from which it sprang, thereby ensuring the continuation of the life [[cycle]]. All of [[life]] has within it the [[seeds]] to carry it further…. the seeds of creation lie hidden within the life vehicles of all living [[organisms]].

You, as a will creature, have even more potential, as you do not just have the seeds of propagation, but you have the seeds of divinity as well! Think of it…. you are both mortal, and divine! You are all beginning to show signs of a desire to know where your responsibility lies, if any, toward this divine gift of the Father, that lies within. There is no easy answer, the best answer I can give you is this: your responsibility is whatever you make it to be, whatever you accept as your responsibility.

You, as a [[Free will|will]] [[creature]], have even more [[potential]], as you do not just have the [[seeds]] of propagation, but you have the seeds of [[divinity]] as well! Think of it…. you are both [[mortal]], and [[divine]]! You are all beginning to show signs of a [[desire]] to know where your [[responsibility]] lies, if any, toward this [[Thought Adjuster|divine gift]] of [[the Father]], that lies within. There is no easy answer, the best answer I can give you is this: your [[responsibility]] is whatever you make it to be, whatever you [[accept]] as your [[responsibility]].

The greatest gift given to humankind by the Father in addition to the gift of Himself was the gift of free will choice. It is this gift that makes all of your life such an incredible adventure! Were it not for your ability to choose, life would indeed, become dull with very little joy or discovery; it would no longer be such an adventure.

The greatest gift given to [[humankind]] by [[the Father]] in addition to the gift of Himself was the gift of [[free will]] choice. It is this gift that makes all of your life such an incredible [[adventure]]! Were it not for your [[ability]] to choose, life would indeed, become dull with very little [[joy]] or [[discovery]]; it would no longer be such an [[adventure]].

Learn to accept that each of you walk your own individual paths…all heading in the same approximate direction…all being reacted upon by different currents, different winds of growth.

Learn to [[accept]] that each of you walk your own [[individual]] [[paths]]…all heading in the same approximate [[direction]]…all being reacted upon by different currents, different [[winds]] of [[growth]] yet all [[leading]] to the same [[eventual]] [[goal]]; learning to let go of the self imposed [[expectations]] we have, either for ourselves or for others, is one of the toughest lessons to learn, yet the sooner it is learned, the sooner greater leaps of [[growth]] will be possible.

Yet all leading to the same eventual goal. Learning to let go of the self imposed expectations we have, either for ourselves or for others, is one of the toughest lessons to learn, yet the sooner it is learned, the sooner greater leaps of growth will be possible.

You are [[feeling]] as it this is all just [[rhetoric]], with no [[design]]. Turn up the [[contrast]] on the screen child and see that it does indeed have a recognizable [[flow]] from one [[thought]] into the next. There, you see? Letting go and simply letting be what will, is the easiest way I know to let this [[communication]] evolve. If for instance, you had felt [[secure]] enough last evening to take a deep [[breath]], and pretend that it was just us, at [[home]] here, where you feel safe, you might have been able to get over this last impediment to your development as a receiver. This is not [[criticism]] child, as you well know, I would simply help you to see that the end is in [[sight]]. You have but to, as you say on this world, bite the bullet!

===Closing===

===Closing===

If you have the time later in the day, try to sit for a few moments at the recorder and let us work together again; this moving between the computer and the recorder will help to strengthen our connection. Go child into your day knowing that you are indeed in His watch care, and have many that would assist you as you reach further into His light. Shalom.

If you have the time later in the day, try to sit for a few moments at the recorder and let us work together again; this moving between the computer and the recorder will help to [[strengthen]] our [[connection]]. Go child into your day knowing that you are indeed in His watch [[care]], and have many that would [[assist]] you as you reach further into His [[light]]. [[Shalom]].

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