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*(Experiencing Mother Spirit: service)

*(Experiencing Mother Spirit: service)

   

   

NEBADONIA:  Yes, my son, that is true--if you [[realize]] that what we are talking about is [[pure]] [[spirit]].  Similarly to how I [[focus]] the [[Cosmic Mind]] of the [[Infinite Spirit]] down for each [[individual]] [[personal]] [[being]] within me according to their [[ability]] to receive this, just so, my son, what you will [[experience]] is how I present myself to you at that particular [[moment]], that [[unique]] moment of time and situation.  And so I am able to [[appear]] to each of my [[children]] of [[different]] orders of personal [[beings]], and at each [[stage]] of their [[spiritual]] [[growth]], so uniquely.  Insofar as you “see”--that is, [[feel]]/[[realize]]/[[experience]] my [[Holy Spirit]], yes, you are experiencing through me the [[creative]] [[quality]] of the [[Infinite Spirit]].  Keep in [[mind]] all along that we are two very [[discrete]] [[beings]].  I am the daughter of the [[Infinite Spirit]], and the [[parent]] is [[different]] from the child.  Now does this qualification--([[Mother Spirit]] [[chuckles]])--give you some notion of what you would [[experience]] if, as you say, you could see me?

NEBADONIA:  Yes, my son, that is true--if you [[realize]] that what we are talking about is [[pure]] [[spirit]].  Similarly to how I [[focus]] the [http://nordan.daynal.org/wiki/index.php?title=Paper_16#16:6._THE_COSMIC_MIND Cosmic Mind] of the [[Infinite Spirit]] down for each [[individual]] [[personal]] [[being]] within me according to their [[ability]] to receive this, just so, my son, what you will [[experience]] is how I present myself to you at that particular [[moment]], that [[unique]] moment of time and situation.  And so I am able to [[appear]] to each of my [[children]] of [[different]] orders of personal [[beings]], and at each [[stage]] of their [[spiritual]] [[growth]], so uniquely.  Insofar as you “see”--that is, [[feel]]/[[realize]]/[[experience]] my [[Holy Spirit]], yes, you are experiencing through me the [[creative]] [[quality]] of the [[Infinite Spirit]].  Keep in [[mind]] all along that we are two very [[discrete]] [[beings]].  I am the daughter of the [[Infinite Spirit]], and the [[parent]] is [[different]] from the child.  Now does this qualification--([[Mother Spirit]] [[chuckles]])--give you some notion of what you would [[experience]] if, as you say, you could see me?

   

   

Student:  Oh!--yes it does, because in my [[stillness]] and [[meditation]] I look forward to [[experiencing]] the [[individual]] [[spirit]] [[personalities]] of [[Michael]] and you, [[Nebadonia]], as well as the presence of [[God the Father]].  It really opens up doors and makes me [[realize]] that [[personality]] is such an amazing [[thing]].  The gift of [[personality]], that [[the Father]] has given us, is just awesome to me; and that, in some way, opens up doors I can’t even [[explain]].  (laughter)

Student:  Oh!--yes it does, because in my [[stillness]] and [[meditation]] I look forward to [[experiencing]] the [[individual]] [[spirit]] [[personalities]] of [[Michael]] and you, [[Nebadonia]], as well as the presence of [[God the Father]].  It really opens up doors and makes me [[realize]] that [[personality]] is such an amazing [[thing]].  The gift of [[personality]], that [[the Father]] has given us, is just awesome to me; and that, in some way, opens up doors I can’t even [[explain]].  (laughter)

Student:  My next question for [[guidance]] is: how can I better serve my fellow [[mortals]]?

Student:  My next question for [[guidance]] is: how can I better serve my fellow [[mortals]]?

   

   

NEBADONIA:  It’s a two-fold process, and a balance we once referred to as: deep calls to deep, and responds.  As you become deeper inside yourself with these spiritual experiences you mentioned, it might seem strange but these actually allow you to let go of yourself with a growing and genuine self-confidence.  It’s this inner confidence which allows you to open yourself outwardly.  It comes out as a greater tenacity and fearlessness to let other folks come in to you where you can more clearly register them.  For each person you meet is unique as well, and you have to grow your ability to fearlessly embrace so much living character.  

NEBADONIA:  It’s a two-fold [[process]], and a [[balance]] we once referred to as: deep calls to deep, and [[responds]].  As you become deeper inside yourself with these [[spiritual]] [[experiences]] you mentioned, it might seem strange but these [[actually]] allow you to let go of yourself with a [[growing]] and genuine self-[[confidence]].  It’s this inner confidence which allows you to open yourself outwardly.  It comes out as a greater [[tenacity]] and fearlessness to let other folks come in to you where you can more clearly register them.  For each [[person]] you meet is [[unique]] as well, and you have to grow your [[ability]] to fearlessly [[embrace]] so much living [[character]].  

   

   

This ability is the opposite of prejudice wherein an inner insecurity is the cause of the need to pre-judge and type others along stereotypical lines that mask their individual uniqueness.  A prejudiced person sees only types--race, or sex, or ethnicity--not individuals.  But to see and accept another as the living, changing, bottomless infinity they actually are, is being of service, is giving them recognition and response.  As you grow spiritually inside, you are creating the tough balance, the equanimity, to meet them as whom and what they are.  As you grow inside so you also grow outwardly in what you are able to perceive and relate to.  This is your character.  This is your own secure home base of spirit that enables you to let the world in unafraid.  It is its own reward--instantaneously!--(Mother Spirit laughs).  Being of service is the greatest, fullest life you can live.  More and more people will emerge as individuals to fill your soul.  

This [[ability]] is the [[opposite]] of [[prejudice]] wherein an inner insecurity is the cause of the need to pre-judge and [[type]] others along [[stereotypical]] lines that [[mask]] their [[individual]] [[uniqueness]].  A prejudiced person sees only [[types]]--[[race]], or [[sex]], or [[ethnicity]]--not [[individuals]].  But to see and [[accept]] another as the living, changing, bottomless [[infinity]] they actually are, is [[being]] of [[service]], is giving them [[recognition]] and [[response]].  As you grow [[spiritually]] inside, you are creating the tough [[balance]], the [[equanimity]], to meet them as whom and what they are.  As you grow inside so you also grow outwardly in what you are able to [[perceive]] and relate to.  This is your [[character]].  This is your own [[secure]] [[home]] base of [[spirit]] that enables you to let the world in unafraid.  It is its own reward--[[instantaneously]]!--([[Mother Spirit]] [[laughs]]).  [[Being]] of [[service]] is the greatest, fullest life you can live.  More and more people will emerge as [[individuals]] to fill your [[soul]].  

   

   

Deep calls to deep, for they will register your response too--not always consciously, perhaps, but there is something in them as well--their Thought Adjuster, their portion of my spirit and my being, which recognizes the intrinsic love and strength you have.  It’s this which enables you to see their character and reflect it back to them more fully.  Does this sound like something interesting?

Deep calls to deep, for they will register your [[response]] too--not always [[consciously]], perhaps, but there is something in them as well--their [[Thought Adjuster]], their portion of my [[spirit]] and my [[being]], which recognizes the [[intrinsic]] [[love]] and [[strength]] you have.  It’s this which enables you to see their [[character]] and [[reflect]] it back to them more fully.  Does this [[sound]] like something interesting?

   

   

Student:  Yes--very much.  

Student:  Yes--very much.  

   

   

NEBADONIA:  This is how you open yourself to others and give them the greatest gift of, not only yourself, but their own infinite personhood beyond what they can yet perceive.  This is what Michael did when he was among you as Jesus, taking people just as they were and giving them back an awareness and hope in themselves they could not muster alone.  This is what spirit does.  This is what you do for each other.  In addition you become an example for all those around you of what is possible because it’s actually happening.  So give it a try.

NEBADONIA:  This is how you open yourself to others and give them the greatest gift of, not only yourself, but their own [[infinite]] [[personhood]] beyond what they can yet [[perceive]].  This is what [[Michael]] did when he was among you as [[Jesus]], taking people just as they were and giving them back an [[awareness]] and [[hope]] in themselves they could not muster alone.  This is what [[spirit]] does.  This is what you do for each other.  In addition you become an example for all those around you of what is possible because it’s actually happening.  So give it a try.

   

   

Student:  I read in the Urantia book that Michael had many incarnations.  Do you, Nebadonia, incarnate?

Student:  I [[read]] in the [[Urantia book]] that [[Michael]] had many [[incarnations]].  Do you, Nebadonia, incarnate?

   

   

NEBADONIA:  No.  Keep in mind that while we have a rather absolute unity of spiritual understanding and exchange between the two of us, we are two very distinct and different kinds of beings.  My consciousness is literally the bounds of the Local Universe and I anchor the consciousness of all my children within me.  This is my motherly attribute, how my Holy Spirit is the mother of all the native personal beings, even all the life, in our Local Universe.  As such I am more a part of you, a dimension of your body and mind, whereas Michael is more a companion with you, as with me.  As another discrete being, Michael moves around a lot while I don’t move like that at all.  Together, united in spirit, we are mostly independent of both time and space.

NEBADONIA:  No.  Keep in [[mind]] that while we have a rather [[absolute]] [[unity]] of [[spiritual]] [[understanding]] and exchange between the two of us, we are two very distinct and [[different]] kinds of [[beings]].  My [[consciousness]] is [[literally]] the bounds of the [[Local Universe]] and I anchor the [[consciousness]] of all my [[children]] within me.  This is my [[motherly]] [[attribute]], how my [[Holy Spirit]] is the mother of all the [[native]] [[personal]] [[beings]], even all the life, in our [[Local Universe]].  As such I am more a part of you, a [[dimension]] of your [[body]] and [[mind]], whereas [[Michael]] is more a companion with you, as with me.  As another [[discrete]] being, Michael moves around a lot while I don’t move like that at all.  [[Together]], united in [[spirit]], we are mostly [[independent]] of both [[time and space]].

   

   

So I neither need to, nor am able to become one of you, as Michael was able to become, in a descending series, one of our children and live their actual life.  He did this for the both of us, as well as you.  

So I neither need to, nor am able to become one of you, as Michael was able to become, in a [[descending]] series, one of our [[children]] and live their actual life.  He did this for the both of us, as well as you.  

   

   

Student:  This just popped into my mind: what were your feelings about Lucifer, and was he cognizant of you?

Student:  This just popped into my mind: what were your [[feelings]] about [[Lucifer]], and was he [[Awareness|cognizant]] of you?

 

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===='''''[[Lucifer]]'''''====

*(Lucifer’s erroneous ideas and choices)

*(Lucifer’s erroneous ideas and choices)