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==Session 3==

==Session 3==

*4-27-95

*4-27-95

*You Perceive Yourself To Be An Integrated Human Being

*You Perceive Yourself To Be An Integrated [[Human Being]]

===Opening===

===Opening===

Let us begin.

Let us begin.

===Lesson===

===Lesson===

Today I would like to talk about your perception of yourself, child. It is good that in many ways you perceive yourself to be an altogether integrated human being. However, there are some negative repercussions to believing this to be so. Can you think of what any of these negatives might be?

Today I would like to talk about your [[perception]] of yourself, child. It is good that in many ways you perceive yourself to be an altogether [[integrated]] [[human being]]. However, there are some [[negative]] repercussions to believing this to be so. Can you think of what any of these negatives might be?

===Dialogue===

===Dialogue===

JoiLin: Well, off hand I guess if I believed myself to be well adjusted, then I might not be seeking to discover how I could better adjust, or what I might look at in myself to discover why I did certain things or behaved in certain ways. If I believed that I had no problems, no personality weaknesses, than I would be standing still, at least in regard to emotional growth. I might also see myself as somehow superior to my brothers and sisters, as if they had problems, deficiencies, where I did not. I don’t know if I do that, but I see that as a possibility. Looking back to a conversation I had with a friend in the mission, where she was sharing about her personal difficulties, (read issues), I can remember thinking and maybe even saying, "I hate to tell you this, but I feel a bit guilty for not being able to relate to you on this; I guess I just don’t have those problems." However, in personal sessions I’ve had since that conversation, one, even with Michael (!), the teachers have indicated that I may have some problems that I’m not in touch with. So I see all of this that I’ve mentioned as negatives that would hinder my own personal spiritual/emotional growth.

JoiLin: Well, off hand I guess if I believed myself to be well [[adjusted]], then I might not be seeking to [[discover]] how I could better adjust, or what I might look at in myself to discover why I did certain things or behaved in certain ways. If I believed that I had no [[problems]], no [[personality]] [[weaknesses]], than I would be standing still, at least in regard to [[emotional]] [[growth]]. I might also see myself as somehow superior to my [[brothers and sisters]], as if they had [[problems]], deficiencies, where I did not. I don’t know if I do that, but I see that as a [[possibility]]. Looking back to a [[conversation]] I had with a friend in [[the mission]], where she was [[sharing]] about her personal difficulties, (read issues), I can remember [[thinking]] and maybe even saying, "I hate to tell you this, but I feel a bit [[guilty]] for not being able to relate to you on this; I guess I just don’t have those problems." However, in personal sessions I’ve had since that [[conversation]], one, even with [[Michael]] (!), [[the teachers]] have indicated that I may have some problems that I’m not in [[touch]] with. So I see all of this that I’ve mentioned as [[negatives]] that would hinder my own personal spiritual/emotional [[growth]].

Ambrose: Yes, child, it seems obvious to me, and I hope to you as well, that there is nothing lacking in your intellectual endowments; you are very much up to this task we set about. Can you see this JoiLin?

Ambrose: Yes, child, it seems obvious to me, and I [[hope]] to you as well, that there is nothing lacking in your [[intellectual]] [[endowments]]; you are very much up to this task we set about. Can you see this JoiLin?

JoiLin: Yes, part of me has always been able to see that, but there’s this other part of me that feels inadequate, as if not having that degree somehow makes me a lesser candidate for intellectual ability.

JoiLin: Yes, part of me has always been able to see that, but there’s this other part of me that feels inadequate, as if not having that degree somehow makes me a lesser [[candidate]] for intellectual ability.

Ambrose: Good, now we begin to uncover something we can work on together. And JoiLin, do not think that because you have these areas, and yes, there are other areas that as we move into this process a bit, and you become more comfortable with it, you will uncover. Do not believe yourself to be somehow diminished, to be somehow not as worthy, good, or as blessed as you indeed are. These difficulties are a common problem on your planet, and indeed on all of the rebellion affected planets to one degree or another. These are the kind of problems that most will begin to work on after they reach the first mansion world. You begin it now in preparation for your work in this mission. All members of this mission will sooner or later all come to this point on their path. It becomes necessary for each individual, in order to be the most effective in their outreach to others, that they be as clear and as integrated within their own beings as possible. You would not ask someone to help you that had some of the same problems you did, you would go to someone that did not have the same difficulties or social behaviors that you did. This is not to point the finger at you JoiLin; it was but an example, perhaps a poor one.

Ambrose: Good, now we begin to uncover something we can work on together. And JoiLin, do not [[think]] that because you have these areas, and yes, there are other areas that as we move into this [[process]] a bit, and you become more [[comfortable]] with it, you will uncover. Do not [[believe]] yourself to be somehow diminished, to be somehow not as [[worthy]], [[good]], or as [[blessed]] as you indeed are. These difficulties are a common [[problem]] on [[your planet]], and indeed on all of [[Isolated worlds|the rebellion affected planets]] to one degree or another. These are the kind of [[problems]] that most will begin to [[work]] on after they reach the [[first mansion world]]. You begin it now in [[preparation]] for your work in [[this mission]]. All members of this mission will sooner or later all come to this [[point]] on their [[path]]. It becomes [[necessary]] for each [[individual]], in order to be the most effective in their [[outreach]] to others, that they be as clear and as integrated within their own [[beings]] as possible. You would not ask someone to help you that had some of the same [[problems]] you did, you would go to someone that did not have the same difficulties or [[social]] [[behaviors]] that you did. This is not to point the finger at you JoiLin; it was but an [[example]], perhaps a poor one.

This lesson will be continued tomorrow, or perhaps later. I leave you now with my blessing and my appreciation that we have indeed begun to move into the future! Shalom.

This lesson will be continued tomorrow, or perhaps later. I leave you now with my [[blessing]] and my [[appreciation]] that we have indeed begun to move into the [[future]]! [[Shalom]].

*Later that same day:

*Later that same day:

Ambrose: If you are ready we will pick up where we left off.

Ambrose: If you are ready we will pick up where we left off.

Looking within, endeavoring to recognize those areas, those trouble spots, if you will, serves on more than one level. As these areas are discovered, and you work with them to eliminate and overcome, you will in essence, be freeing yourself of so much that has been weighing you down. These things weigh on you child; even though your conscious mind has refused to recognize them; they do still affect your emotional well-being. Some of these will be seen to have been exhibiting altered behavior in areas other than the one affected. It is almost like a physic echo. The problem is here, yet its effects show up in another area altogether. Many times this causes a problem for those in the health related fields, when they attempt to help a client. They begin to work in the area that the problem is manifesting, when in fact, the real difficulty lies in an entirely different area. But I digress, as you begin working on these problems, you free yourself to experience more fully, your existence.

Liken yourself to a balloon filled with sand that weighs it down and keeps it from flying. As the sand is replaced with air, you become more [[buoyant]], more able to soar to heights not even seen by you from your current [[earth]]-bound [[position]], if you will. So, as these areas begin to be [[healed]], to be cleared of the [[pain]] and [[shadow]] that filled them, they will immediately become filled with [[the Father]]’s light, allowing you to more fully [[experience]] His love for you. This also allows you to more ably [[express]] this love to your [[brothers and sisters]], in [[service]] to Him. We know this is your highest [[priority]] child, and we will move [[mountains]], truly, we will do what it takes to help you realize this desired [[goal]] of [[service]].

Liken yourself to a balloon filled with sand that weighs it down and keeps it from flying. As the sand is replaced with air, you become more buoyant, more able to soar to heights not even seen by you from your currant earth-bound position, if you will. So, as these areas begin to be healed, to be cleared of the pain and shadow that filled them, they will immediately become filled with the Father’s light, allowing you to more fully experience His love for you. This also allows you to more ably express this love to your brothers and sisters, in service to Him. We know this is your highest priority child, and we will move mountains, truly, we will do what it takes to help you realize this desired goal of service.

And there is yet another level that will be more accessible as this [[healing]] progresses; you will begin to [[discover]] within yourself child, much that you had only [[dreamed]] could be possible for you. You will discover abilities you never knew you had; your [[creativity]] will be opened and freed from the sand that weighed it down; and you will discover that you are much more able to help your [[brothers and sisters]] as well.

And there is yet another level that will be more accessible as this healing progresses; you will begin to discover within yourself child, much that you had only dreamed could be possible for you. You will discover abilities you never knew you had; your creativity will be opened and freed from the sand that weighed it down; and you will discover that you are much more able to help your brothers and sisters as well.

As you begin to reach out more and more from this lightened, more free place you will be in, the [[joy]] you will discover through doing this, will be so much more heightened than it is now. You only think you know what real joy is child, wait until you really [[experience]] it! Then we will talk again.

As you begin to reach out more and more from this lightened, more free place you will be in, the joy you will discover through doing this, will be so much more heightened than it is now. You only think you know what real joy is child, wait until you really experience it! Then we will talk again.

We are [[proud]] of you and your willingness to do the [[work]] [[necessary]] to be all you can be. [[Recognize]] this yourself, give yourself credit; you hold back the [[love]] from yourself that you so easily give to others. [[The Father]] would have you [[love]] yourself, as well, perhaps even first. For when we love ourselves, as the Father loves us, we truly become [[free]] to love others, as He would have us love them. We delight in you JoiLin. And we look forward to much [[progress]] within the coming months.

I leave you now, as I think we have covered enough ground for today, and we will pick up our lesson tomorrow if you have the [[opportunity]]. Know child how proud I am of you and that I am ever near and will [[respond]] if you call. [[Shalom]].

==Session 4==

==Session 4==

*4-28-95

*4-28-95