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Iruka: Did you have further [[questions]]? [No]

Iruka: Did you have further [[questions]]? [No]

===='''''[[Myth]]'''''====

===='''''[[Myth]]'''''====

D1: I was saving one in reserve. Since nobody is going to take it. Its not...my question isn't really like...well it is about [[this planet]]. In the [[past]], were there such things as like [http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pegasus Pegasus], or [http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Unicorns unicorns], and that half-horse half-human thing. Were there such things as those actually, or are those just [[mythology]] that is made up...

D1: I was saving one in reserve. Since nobody is going to take it. Its not...my question isn't really like...well it is about [[this planet]]. In the [[past]], were there such things as like [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pegasus Pegasus], or [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Unicorns unicorns], and that half-horse half-human thing. Were there such things as those actually, or are those just [[mythology]] that is made up...

Iruka: Those are [[Morontia]] [[beings]]. They were known about back in [[66:5 Organization of the One Hundred|the schools]] when there were the schools here on [[the planet]]. They have gotten woven in to [[mythology]]. They were not [[creatures]] here on the planet, like a horse, or like a dog. But they are from the [[Morontia]] worlds. So when you say are they real, they are real, and they have gotten changed in [[mythology]] stories down through the [[ages]]. Does this [[explain]]? [yes, very well]

Iruka: Those are [[Morontia]] [[beings]]. They were known about back in [[66:5 Organization of the One Hundred|the schools]] when there were the schools here on [[the planet]]. They have gotten woven in to [[mythology]]. They were not [[creatures]] here on the planet, like a horse, or like a dog. But they are from the [[Morontia]] worlds. So when you say are they real, they are real, and they have gotten changed in [[mythology]] stories down through the [[ages]]. Does this [[explain]]? [yes, very well]

S2: Iruka, last week I ran into one of those situations that is impossible and I spent too much [[energy]], invested too much energy in an impossible situation. I'm reviewing in my [[mind]] why I did that, where I missed the clues. But the one thing that [[puzzles]] me the most is that I walked in 90 percent [[expecting]] not to get the job, not to get the contract, and I wanted to bow out elegantly. I wanted to have that [[peace]] inside of me, that I could walk away from this table with 7 people sitting at it, with them all [[respecting]] me. It didn't happen, it didn't happen at all. Inside of me, I got this [[urge]] to beat everybody up, I got so mad. This...just reviewing this urge, this madness in..you know it is like I'm losing [[control]]. I didn't verbally beat anybody up, I didn't [[physically]] beat anybody up, I just wanted to. The first time I felt that [[urge]] was in seventh grade when a fellow jammed his pencil up the palm of my hand and I didn't do it. Second time was in eighth grade and I pulverized this fellow and I got beat up by a gang of Mexicans.

S2: Iruka, last week I ran into one of those situations that is impossible and I spent too much [[energy]], invested too much energy in an impossible situation. I'm reviewing in my [[mind]] why I did that, where I missed the clues. But the one thing that [[puzzles]] me the most is that I walked in 90 percent [[expecting]] not to get the job, not to get the contract, and I wanted to bow out elegantly. I wanted to have that [[peace]] inside of me, that I could walk away from this table with 7 people sitting at it, with them all [[respecting]] me. It didn't happen, it didn't happen at all. Inside of me, I got this [[urge]] to beat everybody up, I got so mad. This...just reviewing this urge, this madness in..you know it is like I'm losing [[control]]. I didn't verbally beat anybody up, I didn't [[physically]] beat anybody up, I just wanted to. The first time I felt that [[urge]] was in seventh grade when a fellow jammed his pencil up the palm of my hand and I didn't do it. Second time was in eighth grade and I pulverized this fellow and I got beat up by a gang of Mexicans.

About a week later, that fellow was electrocuted and I felt bad about that ever since. The next time I can really [[remember]] [[feeling]] bad about this feeling was...I was in a [http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Water_polo water polo] game and I was a goalie and this guy swam by and I just beat the hell out of him, and he turned around and he looked at me and he goes 'why did you do that?'. At that time I was [[thinking]] I was trying to [[protect]] my territory in front of the goal and get that fellow [[scared]] every time he came in to take a shot. You know, he had to deal with me, that was my [[thinking]], but I felt bad about it and I never did that again. At this [[point]] I am [[struggling]] with how do I contain my [[emotions]] and whether that [[feeling]] of wanting to beat somebody up is part of my [[ego]]. It just seems that my ego is in the way of everything now. What are some [[techniques]] to getting rid of that?

About a week later, that fellow was electrocuted and I felt bad about that ever since. The next time I can really [[remember]] [[feeling]] bad about this feeling was...I was in a [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Water_polo water polo] game and I was a goalie and this guy swam by and I just beat the hell out of him, and he turned around and he looked at me and he goes 'why did you do that?'. At that time I was [[thinking]] I was trying to [[protect]] my territory in front of the goal and get that fellow [[scared]] every time he came in to take a shot. You know, he had to deal with me, that was my [[thinking]], but I felt bad about it and I never did that again. At this [[point]] I am [[struggling]] with how do I contain my [[emotions]] and whether that [[feeling]] of wanting to beat somebody up is part of my [[ego]]. It just seems that my ego is in the way of everything now. What are some [[techniques]] to getting rid of that?

Iruka: First let me comment on how your [[consciousness]] has grown. You are [[aware]] of the time you are spending with your [[anger]], and that is what it is isn't it, your anger? [yes] You want to strike back because they are not doing something that you wanted them to. They are not hiring you for the contract, or using your [[ideas]]. So you want to [[hurt]] back. Is that correct, in a nutshell?

Iruka: First let me comment on how your [[consciousness]] has grown. You are [[aware]] of the time you are spending with your [[anger]], and that is what it is isn't it, your anger? [yes] You want to strike back because they are not doing something that you wanted them to. They are not hiring you for the contract, or using your [[ideas]]. So you want to [[hurt]] back. Is that correct, in a nutshell?

Iruka: Because your [[ego]] is wrapped up in you. You [[feel]] personally [[attacked]]. In spite of what happened you are still getting [[love]] from [[the Father]], you are still getting His approval, and His [[joy]], and His [[peace]]. Can you re-[[focus]]?

Iruka: Because your [[ego]] is wrapped up in you. You [[feel]] personally [[attacked]]. In spite of what happened you are still getting [[love]] from [[the Father]], you are still getting His approval, and His [[joy]], and His [[peace]]. Can you re-[[focus]]?

S2: Oh yes, I slept after that day and the next day it seemed like a [http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nightmare nightmare]. By yesterday, Saturday, it was out of my [[mind]]. It was so hard letting loose of that, quickly. It ruined the rest of the day, Wednesday, and part of Thursday. It made me non-productive and I still couldn't get rid of it quickly. It is just a [[measuring]] [[technique]] of where I am at [[spiritually]] with my [[ego]] and that is what it is. It is a good lesson for me.

S2: Oh yes, I slept after that day and the next day it seemed like a [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nightmare nightmare]. By yesterday, Saturday, it was out of my [[mind]]. It was so hard letting loose of that, quickly. It ruined the rest of the day, Wednesday, and part of Thursday. It made me non-productive and I still couldn't get rid of it quickly. It is just a [[measuring]] [[technique]] of where I am at [[spiritually]] with my [[ego]] and that is what it is. It is a good lesson for me.

Iruka: Let me make a suggestion. The next time you are spending [[time]] with [[the Father]], bring this to Him. Bring the situation, [[explain]] to Him you cannot get rid of it, cannot let go of it. A couple of things might happen. He might say give it to me. He might walk you through it with Christ [[Michael]] at your side, walk through the [[meeting]]. If that happens, just [[relax]] because it will end in a way that will [[heal]], will heal you, and it won't be something that you have [[anticipated]]. You might get new [[insight]] that will leave you at [[peace]] with what happened. Does this help? Could you do that?

Iruka: Let me make a suggestion. The next time you are spending [[time]] with [[the Father]], bring this to Him. Bring the situation, [[explain]] to Him you cannot get rid of it, cannot let go of it. A couple of things might happen. He might say give it to me. He might walk you through it with Christ [[Michael]] at your side, walk through the [[meeting]]. If that happens, just [[relax]] because it will end in a way that will [[heal]], will heal you, and it won't be something that you have [[anticipated]]. You might get new [[insight]] that will leave you at [[peace]] with what happened. Does this help? Could you do that?

Iruka: That sounds like a good beginning, yes. [thanks]

Iruka: That sounds like a good beginning, yes. [thanks]

===='''''[[Healing]]'''''====

===='''''[[Healing]]'''''====

G2: Hello Iruka, I had a [[question]] in my [[mind]] but I just lost it. I have switched from trying to type all my [[information]] down from my teacher to go to just recording it on a tape recorder and we seem to be talking better. I was [[wondering]] with my [[healing]] . ..with the [[life carrier]] that's working with me..I haven't, other than G3, there has not really any person that I have had [[opportunity]] to help. I know my [[father]] has [[problems]] with [http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Palsy palsy] in his hand and he had hinted that...I'd approached him once about helping him. Recently he has been hinting in [[private]] about how it is beginning to hurt him a lot more. Is there any way that you can know his [[feelings]] on this, or is this something that he will approach me for in the [[future]] to help him. When the time comes that he does ask me, if he does, what do I need to do right now to be ready for that time.

G2: Hello Iruka, I had a [[question]] in my [[mind]] but I just lost it. I have switched from trying to type all my [[information]] down from my teacher to go to just recording it on a tape recorder and we seem to be talking better. I was [[wondering]] with my [[healing]] . ..with the [[life carrier]] that's working with me..I haven't, other than G3, there has not really any person that I have had [[opportunity]] to help. I know my [[father]] has [[problems]] with [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Palsy palsy] in his hand and he had hinted that...I'd approached him once about helping him. Recently he has been hinting in [[private]] about how it is beginning to hurt him a lot more. Is there any way that you can know his [[feelings]] on this, or is this something that he will approach me for in the [[future]] to help him. When the time comes that he does ask me, if he does, what do I need to do right now to be ready for that time.

Iruka: As far as being ready, you are. There is nothing more to do. You do need, whoever you [[pray]] over, you need their [[permission]] and know that they [[believe]] in a creator who can and is willing to [[heal]] them. The person themselves, it will be more [[effective]] if they believed that it is happening, it can happen, and that it will happen. Other than directly asking your father how he [[feels]] about it, you can't know. What he might have said weeks or months or years ago, he might feel differently. People [[change]], people change their [[attitudes]], and their [[minds]]. So other than just directly asking him, I don't think you can know. Does this help?

Iruka: As far as being ready, you are. There is nothing more to do. You do need, whoever you [[pray]] over, you need their [[permission]] and know that they [[believe]] in a creator who can and is willing to [[heal]] them. The person themselves, it will be more [[effective]] if they believed that it is happening, it can happen, and that it will happen. Other than directly asking your father how he [[feels]] about it, you can't know. What he might have said weeks or months or years ago, he might feel differently. People [[change]], people change their [[attitudes]], and their [[minds]]. So other than just directly asking him, I don't think you can know. Does this help?

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