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*Experience With Music & The Receipt of Poetry
*Experience With Music & The Receipt of Poetry
===Narrative===
===Narrative===
One day just before Christmas in 1994, I had gone to the mall to buy several Christmas presents.
One day just before [[Christmas]] in [http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/1994 1994], I had gone to the mall to buy several Christmas presents.
I was in a small boutique, and had finished paying for my purchase, when as I was leaving, my arm reached out and took down a CD from a display. It was not anything I would have bought. For one thing, it didn’t even seem to belong on that particular display, as the display had CD’s on it that all had nature sounds in their background, e.g., birdsong, waterfalls, rain, and the like. This CD however, had none of that, it was by an Italian pianist/composer, and one I’d never even heard of. For -some- reason that I couldn’t understand, I went back in line and stood for another forty minutes in order to purchase that CD. When I got home, I just laid it on top of my rack system and basically forgot about it.
I was in a small boutique, and had finished paying for my purchase, when as I was leaving, my arm reached out and took down a CD from a display. It was not anything I would have bought. For one thing, it didn’t even seem to belong on that particular display, as the display had CD’s on it that all had [[nature]] sounds in their background, e.g., birdsong, waterfalls, rain, and the like. This CD however, had none of that, it was by an Italian pianist/composer, and one I’d never even heard of. For -some- reason that I couldn’t [[understand]], I went back in line and stood for another forty minutes in order to purchase that CD. When I got [[home]], I just laid it on top of my rack system and basically forgot about it.
That is, until the evening that I came home from a teaching mission meeting where I had transmitted our Universe Mother Spirit. Whenever she came through it was always very emotional, and her energy stayed with me for several hours afterward. So, on this particular night, I went into the music room where we had a piano, with the intention of playing, something that always seemed to calm me down. However, my eye caught sight of the CD and I thought to see what it was like, so I put it on the carousel…as soon as the first strands of music filled the air, everything around me changed…the air became filled with an undulating, blue mist, …… I became aware of hearing words and at the same time I understood that I was to take them down…I fell into my meditation chair, picked up the pen and tablet that lay on the side table and took down these words. Every day for the next several weeks, whenever I played that particular piece of music I had a very heightened spiritual experience, not the same as the initial one, but heightened nonetheless.
That is, until the evening that I came [[home]] from a [[teaching mission]] meeting where I had transmitted our Universe [[Mother Spirit]]. Whenever she came through it was always very [[emotional]], and her energy stayed with me for several hours afterward. So, on this particular night, I went into the music room where we had a piano, with the [[intention]] of playing, something that always seemed to calm me down. However, my eye caught sight of the CD and I thought to see what it was like, so I put it on the carousel…as soon as the first strands of music filled the air, everything around me [[changed]]…the air became filled with an undulating, blue mist, …… I became aware of hearing words and at the same time I [[understood]] that I was to take them down…I fell into my [[meditation]] chair, picked up the pen and tablet that lay on the side table and took down these [[words]]. Every day for the next several weeks, whenever I played that particular piece of music I had a very heightened spiritual [[experience]], not the same as the initial one, but heightened nonetheless.
This was given during the second week of January, 1995]
This was given during the second week of January, 1995]
MY GIFTS TO YOU BELOVED
MY GIFTS TO YOU BELOVED
This music, to touch your heart, like none other has.
This [[music]], to touch your [[heart]], like none other has.
In this music is the reverberation of my love
In this music is the [[reverberation]] of my love
Made manifest in you.
Made [[manifest]] in you.
You have asked to feel my love for you,
You have asked to feel my love for you,
So I have given an expression of my love
So I have given an [[expression]] of my love
To you, blessed child.
To you, [[blessed]] child.
Know always that I will give to you what you seek, in my name…
Know always that I will give to you what you seek, in my name…
Nothing is impossible unto me…
Nothing is impossible unto me…
To see my love reflected in your light, gives me great joy!
To see my love [[reflected]] in your [[light]], gives me great joy!
You have promised to walk wherever I lead….
You have [[promised]] to walk wherever I [[lead]]….
So come, blessed daughter of light, the dance has begun.
So come, blessed daughter of light, the [[dance]] has begun.
I will lead you to waters never tested,
I will lead you to waters never tested,
And show you wonders no man has ever conceived.
And show you [[wonders]] no man has ever [[conceived]].
Come beloved, be not afraid. I am here.
Come beloved, be not [[afraid]]. I am here.
I hold your hand. Come, let us begin.
I hold your hand. Come, let us begin.
And I replied:
And I replied:
My open heart.
My open [[heart]].
My loyalty and faith in you.
My [[loyalty]] and [[faith]] in you.
The music of my soul – the note that is yours alone.
The [[music]] of my [[soul]] – the [[note]] that is yours alone.
The love I have for you, unbounded by time or space.
The love I have for you, unbounded by [[time]] or [[space]].
My joy in all your creation.
My joy in all your [[creation]].
My selfless love for others.
My selfless love for others.
My deep desire to help mankind and my planet.
My deep desire to help [[mankind]] and my planet.
My trust that your hand will always lead me where I need to go.
My trust that your hand will always lead me where I need to go.
The knowledge at long last, of your love for me!
The [[knowledge]] at long last, of your love for me!
AND NOW, COUNT ALL THESE AMONG MY GIFTS FOR YOU
AND NOW, COUNT ALL THESE AMONG MY GIFTS FOR YOU
Music that moves within you r heart – it is I!
[[Music]] that moves within your heart – it is I!
The colors of a dawn sky or dusk – it is an expression of both hope
The [[colors]] of a [[dawn]] sky or dusk – it is an [[expression]] of both [[hope]]
And rebirth I give to you.
And rebirth I give to you.
The glorious sight of a rainbow to rekindle anew,
The [[glorious]] sight of a rainbow to rekindle anew,
My promise to you.
My [[promise]] to you.
Your senses, which you are just now receiving.
Your [[senses]], which you are just now receiving.
The experience of life and the knowledge that
The [[experience]] of life and the knowledge that
Both before and after the door – I am.
Both before and after the door – [[I am]].
The knowledge that you are my beloved child, unique,
The [[knowledge]] that you are my beloved child, unique,
Like no other, irreplaceable in my heart.
Like no other, irreplaceable in my [[heart]].
Wind chimes, birdsong, the sun on your face,
Wind chimes, birdsong, the [[sun]] on your [[face]],
The smell of lilacs, a summer shower, newly fallen snow,
The smell of lilacs, a [[summer]] shower, newly fallen snow,
The crash of thunder, a waterfall, a baby’s sweet breathe,
The crash of [[thunder]], a waterfall, a baby’s sweet [[breath]],
The love of a friend, a mother’s faith, a child’s trust,
The love of a friend, a mother’s [[faith]], a child’s [[trust]],
The first flower of spring, and autumn’s splendor,
The first flower of [[spring]], and [[autumn]]’s splendor,
Physical expressions of love,
Physical [[expressions]] of [[love]],
Your ability to pray, and your ability to communicate with me,
Your ability to [[pray]], and your ability to [[communicate]] with me,
All the gifts manifested through nature,
All the gifts [[manifested]] through [[nature]],
Your ability to think, to envision, to be….
Your ability to [[think]], to envision, to be….
All these gift to you my beloved child….
All these gift to you my beloved child….
Your ears will hear, your heart will feel,
Your ears will hear, your heart will feel,
As we begin this journey into yesterday’s dreams!
As we begin this [[journey]] into yesterday’s [[dreams]]!
Listen my beloved, as I call your name…
[[Listen]] my beloved, as I call your name…
Your name that is both joy and light!
Your name that is both joy and [[light]]!
My child, you were given a pattern – the unique wonder that you are, at birth.
My child, you were given a [[pattern]] – the unique [[wonder]] that you are, at [[birth]].
I would have you uncover this perfect pattern and begin the journey of discovery,
I would have you uncover this perfect pattern and begin the [[journey]] of [[discovery]],
Of recognition, of all that you are, of all that you can be.
Of recognition, of all that you are, of all that you can be.
Your life’s journey thus far has caused my gift to become hidden.
Your life’s journey thus far has caused my gift to become hidden.
Look within my child; look with both your mind and your heart.
Look within my child; look with both your [[mind]] and your [[heart]].
Seek to recognize the false patterns, those put down by your ego self,
Seek to recognize the false patterns, those put down by your [[ego]] [[self]],
And those pressed upon you by others. Look as well for those you put upon yourself,
And those pressed upon you by others. Look as well for those you put upon yourself,
In defense, albeit unnecessary, of your original pattern.
In [[defense]], albeit unnecessary, of your original pattern.
Do not think this will be an easy task, for it will not…
Do not think this will be an easy task, for it will not…
It will take a degree of honesty you may yet need to nurture,
It will take a [[degree]] of [[honesty]] you may yet need to nurture,
And much soul searching.
And much [[soul]] searching.
What I can give you, is my unending love and support along the way,
What I can give you, is my unending [[love]] and [[support]] along the way,
And the promise that the journey, while it may not be easy, nor
And the [[promise]] that the [[journey]], while it may not be easy, nor
Without obstacles, will engender much growth and joy.
Without [[obstacles]], will engender much [[growth]] and [[joy]].
And at the end my beloved child, you will be free to begin your
And at the end my beloved child, you will be free to begin your
Life as I intended you to, before your world was torn asunder by
Life as I intended you to, before your world was torn asunder by
Rebellion and darkness.
[[Rebellion]] and [[darkness]].
LOVE IS CREATION
LOVE IS CREATION
Open your hearts, my dear children
Open your hearts, my dear children
To the love that is within.
To the [[love]] that is within.
I am the life and the resurrection,
I am the [[life]] and the [[resurrection]],
I am here, I walk beside you!
I am here, I walk beside you!
Look to my light….
Look to my light….
And trust in your connection to me.
And [[trust]] in your [[connection]] to me.
Where you walk…I am.
Where you walk…I am.
Where you dare to explore …I will be!
Where you dare to [[explore]] …I will be!
Open your hearts, my dear children,
Open your hearts, my dear children,
For you are the Light of this world.
For you are the [[Light]] of this world.
In me you have your being,
In me you have your [[being]],
In me you have your strength.
In me you have your [[strength]].
Follow me into the light of this new dawn.
Follow me into the [[light]] of this new [[dawn]].
Follow me and watch a New Age begin…
Follow me and watch a [[New Age]] begin…
From me…through you…
From me…through you…
Love is…creation….
Love is…[[creation]]….
From me…. through you.
From me…. through you.
It seems I cannot bear it!
It seems I cannot bear it!
My old life is passing away, and I am reborn!
My old [[life]] is passing away, and I am reborn!
The world and all I look on, has filled with your Light.
The world and all I look on, has filled with your [[Light]].
You have become my sustenance, my strength, my very life!
You have become my sustenance, my [[strength]], my very life!
I know you now, like I never thought to, yet I want to experience more.
I know you now, like I never thought to, yet I want to [[experience]] more.
My love for you knows no bounds. No limits.
My [[love]] for you knows no bounds. No limits.
I yearn to be held forever in your embrace!
I yearn to be held forever in your [[embrace]]!
And I know -that- gift too, will one day be mine,
And I know -that- gift too, will one day be mine,
As I seek ever more to know you…the circles will begin to close,
As I seek ever more to know you…the [[circles]] will begin to close,
And we’ll meet heart to heart, will to will, light to light.
And we’ll meet [[heart]] to heart, will to will, [[light]] to light.
You are I, and I am you…together in eternity!
You are I, and I am you…together in eternity!
You are my brother, you are my sister,
You are my brother, you are my sister,
And I love you with such compassion!
And I love you with such [[compassion]]!
I would give you the gift of love,
I would give you the gift of [[love]],
If you would but let me.
If you would but let me.
To show you your heart holds the key.
To show you your heart holds the key.
Look within to the Father, for He is there.
Look within to [[the Father]], for He is there.
And look without, for He is there as well.
And look without, for He is there as well.
Ask and ye shall receive…
Ask and ye shall receive…
Was not said to deceive.
Was not said to [[deceive]].
The gifts are yours,
The gifts are yours,
And freely given…
And freely given…
So open your hearts,
So open your [[hearts]],
And receive!
And receive!
Oh, my friend, my beloved,
Oh, my friend, my beloved,
You bring such joy into my life!
You bring such [[joy]] into my life!
You are the pattern I hold within;
You are the [[pattern]] I hold within;
My highest expression of love.
My highest [[expression]] of love.
For you would I give up my life
For you would I give up my life
If I thought it would give to you yours.
If I [[thought]] it would give to you yours.
You bring out the best that I have from within,
You bring out the best that I have from within,
And inspire me to strive ever higher.
And [[inspire]] me to strive ever higher.
Your light and your love support me,
Your light and your love [[support]] me,
As none others have before.
As none others have before.
My love for you is like none I have known.
My love for you is like none I have known.
It is my Father’s love, reflected back to you,
It is my Father’s love, [[reflected]] back to you,
My brother, my beloved, my friend!
My brother, my beloved, my friend!
The words "I love you" fall short,
The words "I love you" fall short,
As they try to express what is not of this world.
As they try to [[express]] what is not of this world.
More apt is this phrase: U vey ah
More apt is this phrase: U vey ah
The upwelling of love, for which there are no words!
The upwelling of [[love]], for which there are no words!
I AM HERE
[[I AM]] HERE
I live within the citadel of your heart.
I live within the [[citadel]] of your [[heart]].
I am here! I live…within you, my beloved children.
I am here! I live…within you, my beloved children.
You stand at the door…do not be afraid…
You stand at the door…do not be afraid…
Take my hand…I will lead you through.
Take my hand…I will [[lead]] you through.
The gift I would give will fill all your needs,
The gift I would give will fill all your needs,
The gift I would give you is love.
The gift I would give you is love.
Drink deeply, my children…from the well that’s within…
Drink deeply, my children…from [[the well]] that’s within…
For I am the water of life!
For I am the [[water]] of life!
How long have I yearned to show you the way,
How long have I yearned to show you the way,
To remove the darkness brought on by the rift!
To remove the [[darkness]] brought on by the rift!
We walk, you and I, hand in hand through the mist,
We walk, you and I, hand in hand through the mist,
As we watch the New World unfold.
As we watch the New World [[unfold]].
Our time is now, our hour has come…
Our time is now, our hour has come…
I am Here! Feel my love, experience my tears of joy…
I am Here! Feel my love, [[experience]] my [[tears]] of [[joy]]…
As you open your hearts, and connect…
As you open your hearts, and [[connect]]…
From me…through you…to all!
From me…through you…to all!
This world is beginning to be bathed in the light,
This world is beginning to be bathed in the [[light]],
The love from the heavens above.
The love from the heavens above.
So too, will my voice that as once so obscure,
So too, will my [[voice]] that as once so obscure,
Begin to be more fully heard!
Begin to be more fully heard!
A New Day is dawning, the age where enlightenment reigns.
A New Day is [[dawning]], the age where [[enlightenment]] reigns.
Where hearts will all open and let go of their pain…
Where [[hearts]] will all open and let go of their pain…
No more will I cry out in vain!
No more will I cry out in vain!
HOW MY HEART SINGS!
HOW MY HEART SINGS!
Oh, my Father, how blessed is my life!
Oh, my Father, how [[blessed]] is my life!
Why did it take me so long?
Why did it take me so long?
To recognize that your touch, your hand,
To [[recognize]] that your [[touch]], your hand,
Has always been there, and it was I that was too blind to see?
Has always been there, and it was I that was too [[blind]] to see?
How my heart sings, as I begin each new day,
How my [[heart]] sings, as I begin each new day,
To know I will spend it with you!
To know I will spend it with you!
You are my life, and all that I want,
You are my [[life]], and all that I want,
Is to pattern myself after you!
Is to pattern myself after you!
Please help me dear Father, as an act of my will,
Please help me dear Father, as an act of my will,
To make of myself a reflection,
To make of myself a [[reflection]],
As I know all I am, or ever will be,
As I know all I am, or ever will be,
Help me to walk through each day of my life,
Help me to walk through each day of my life,
Accepting each day as a gift…
[[Accepting]] each day as a gift…
To be used as a channel for extending your love,
To be used as a [[channel]] for extending your love,
To my brothers and sisters, from you.
To my brothers and sisters, from you.
CRYSTAL TEARS OF DELIGHT
CRYSTAL TEARS OF DELIGHT
Do not weep for me my beloved,
Do not [[weep]] for me my beloved,
The tears I cry are crystal tears of delight!
The tears I cry are [[crystal]] tears of delight!
To have you come into my life, to learn to know you,
To have you come into my [[life]], to learn to know you,
To discover that as the ocean is to the wave, \and the wave is to the individual droplets,
To [[discover]] that as the [[ocean]] is to the [[wave]], \and the wave is to the individual droplets,
So too, are we to each other….
So too, are we to each other….
To draw from, when we are in need…
To draw from, when we are in need…
To blend our individual strengths,
To blend our [[individual]] [[strengths]],
That the emerging Supreme may benefit
That the emerging [[Supreme]] may benefit
From our dance through this new time.
From our [[dance]] through this new time.
United in love, yet separate,
United in [[love]], yet [[separate]],
Each unfolding in unison to the Father’s directed will,
Each [[unfolding]] in unison to the Father’s directed will,
Yet alone, as well. I will praise and bless our Father,
Yet alone, as well. I will [[praise]] and bless our Father,
For letting it be so, for the rest of my eternal life,
For letting it be so, for the rest of my eternal life,
As we are now, as we will become,
As we are now, as we will become,
No more meaningful words could be spoken than,
No more meaningful [[words]] could be spoken than,
You are my beloved brother, you are my friend,
You are my beloved brother, you are my [[friend]],
You are indeed, a part of my heart!
You are indeed, a part of my [[heart]]!
A GIFT ALONG THE WAY
A GIFT ALONG THE WAY
Today you gave to me such a wonderful gift!
Today you gave to me such a wonderful gift!
You cannot know how it moved my heart.
You cannot know how it moved my [[heart]].
You thanked me for coming into your life.
You thanked me for coming into your [[life]].
Yet you could not know how much you have enriched my own!
Yet you could not know how much you have enriched my own!
Our meeting, dear friend, was not by chance alone,
Our meeting, dear friend, was not by [[chance]] alone,
We met dear sister, through divine intervention!
We met dear sister, through [[divine]] [[intervention]]!
You and I will see each other through storms of sorrows,
You and I will see each other through [[storms]] of sorrows,
As well as showers of bliss. Our journey has just begun.
As well as showers of [[bliss]]. Our [[journey]] has just begun.
But already is the pattern becoming evident to me.
But already is the pattern [[becoming]] evident to me.
We have each come to this place, moving along our individual paths,
We have each come to this place, moving along our individual [[paths]],
That were different, yet the same.
That were different, yet the same.
The wonder of it all is that they have brought us
The wonder of it all is that they have brought us
To the crossroads where our two lives have touched,
To the [[crossroads]] where our two lives have touched,
With the will of our Father, under whose beneficence we all live.
With the [[will of our Father]], under whose beneficence we all live.
And I thank him for giving me you as well!
And I thank him for giving me you as well!
I AM NOT SPECIAL
I AM NOT SPECIAL
Oh, my soul! How wondrous is this adventure we begin!
Oh, my soul! How wondrous is this [[adventure]] we begin!
I stand in awe of how it is that I have been chosen
I stand in [[awe]] of how it is that I have been chosen
To participate in this wonder…this gift to our planet!
To [[participate]] in this wonder…this gift to [[our planet]]!
I am not special…there is nothing about me that would
I am not special…there is nothing about me that would
Help me to understand why I’ve been given such joy,
Help me to [[understand]] why I’ve been given such joy,
Such incredible joy! Have I done something of which I am not aware?
Such incredible joy! Have I done something of which I am not aware?
I do not believe that I have…I have looked,
I do not believe that I have…I have looked,
And cannot find such a treasure. Why, then, I ask my soul…why?
And cannot find such a [[treasure]]. Why, then, I ask my [[soul]]…why?
The exquisite joy and wonder of it is almost unbearable.
The exquisite [[joy]] and [[wonder]] of it is almost unbearable.
What have I ever done, my Father, that you would choose me,
What have I ever done, my Father, that you would [[choose]] me,
Above others, much more worthy than I?
Above others, much more [[worthy]] than I?
Why have I chosen you my child? The wonder of it,
Why have I chosen you my child? The wonder of it,
Beloved daughter is that it was not I, that chose, but you!
Beloved daughter is that it was not I, that chose, but you!
And the heavens rejoiced on that day,
And the [[heavens]] rejoiced on that day,
While your song, the unique note that is you,
While your [[song]], the unique [[note]] that is you,
Reverberated across the sky!
[[Reverberated]] across the [[sky]]!
Look to the patterns that flow through your life
Look to the [[patterns]] that [[flow]] through your [[life]]
To understand your part in the universal melody of eternity.
To understand your part in the universal [[melody]] of [[eternity]].
This is the song of the spheres,
This is the [[song]] of the spheres,
The music that ties us together.
The music that ties us [[together]].
The dance of life is the dance of love,
The [[dance]] of life is the dance of [[love]],
As it weaves us together through you.
As it weaves us together through you.
You are the pattern that becomes ever clearer
You are the pattern that [[becomes]] ever [[clearer]]
As we seek our connection with you.
As we seek our [[connection]] with you.
===Reply===
===Reply===
BETWEEN ME AND THEE
BETWEEN ME AND THEE
Oh, my Father! I am so blessed! How did I ever come to believe that I was happy before you came into my life? To even try to compare the two feelings seems ludicrous to me! There simply is no
Oh, my Father! I am so [[blessed]]! How did I ever come to believe that I was happy before you came into my life? To even try to [[compare]] the two feelings seems ludicrous to me! There simply is no [[comparison]]…nor the words to [[describe]] to another, the [[joy]], with which you have filled my entire life! It begins within as an up [[flowing]] of what seems to me, the most joyous, tender, understanding [[love]], I have ever known…and then you move out and beyond this [[body]]…to fill every [[space]] within my environment…you are everywhere I look…the feeling of being totally cherished, and understood beyond all measure, is so incredible to me.
I feel this [[moment]] as if I am a newly created butterfly, just emerging from my [[chrysalis]]…wings still folded, and shimmering with the dampness of [[birth]]…and as your [[music]], this [[love]], within which I am held, permeates my being…I begin to move my wings…to stretch…to begin to feel such an exuberance for life…for love…for giving myself in your [[service]], in how ever many ways, you will make known to me! I pray Father that I may never move from this [[space]]…this place of gentle nourishment within my [[soul]]!
Oh, my blessed child! You bring me such delight! How long I have waited for your [[desire]] to come to me, to grow, to [[mature]], to reach that point in time, when your desire began to meet mine! Do not [[cry]], my own, we are now, as if we are one…time will only increase the bonds between us. I –[[feel]]- your distress beloved…you worry that I will leave…set aside these [[worries]]…I will never leave you…I have been with you through all of your [[past]] [[fears]] and [[joys]]…why would I leave you now, when you have given of yourself, in such total [[commitment]] to me? You and you alone, [[blessed]] child are the only one that could ever break these ties that weave our two selves together! So brush away your [[tears]], my beloved, and be…with me…forever…with love…as we were meant to be…through all [[eternity]]!
Dear Father, please help me to be all that I can be. Help me to recognize the gifts I have within, do that I might [[share]] them in loving [[service]] to you with my brothers and sisters. Loving you, through them, brings me such joy, such filled to over flowing [[abundance]]. How can I find the means, the [[words]], to express what you have given, what you mean to me? There are no words in my entire whole world that begin to come near what I [[feel]]! I have never felt so inadequate, so at a loss, how can I make these [[feelings]], what you are to me, more [[clear]] to you?
Oh, my beloved child, you do! You [[express]] it in all that you are, in all that you do in my name. Know always, that you are my beloved daughter in whom I am so [[proud]]! Know as well, that what you do in my name will always bear fruit, and one day, my precious own, will these gifts you give come back to you increased beyond measure!
==Session 6==
==Session 6==
*3-30-95
*3-30-95
