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Mary: I feel very strong fondness for A'Cilla, and for Will. Will was the first teacher that came to my aid. A'Sandra, for the first time on Tuesday night... when she teased me I just... she became endeared.

Mary: I feel very strong fondness for A'Cilla, and for Will. Will was the first teacher that came to my aid. A'Sandra, for the first time on Tuesday night... when she teased me I just... she became endeared.

Ambrose: As did you, Little One. For you, at least on some level, seem to help to facilitate A'Sandra's ability to feel her connection with her group. That was missing and is now well established and she feels deeply indebted to you for this.

Ambrose: As did you, Little One. For you, at least on some level, seem to help to [[facilitate]] A'Sandra's [[ability]] to [[feel]] her connection with her group. That was missing and is now well established and she feels deeply indebted to you for this.

Mary: Well, if it is perceived as a gift, if it is indeed a gift that I am able to give, it comes so easily to me that I am just delighted to be able to facilitate these friendships because that's what they are. It's given me a truly deeper understanding of the Urantia Book when it speaks of being able to recognize one another by our personalities.

Mary: Well, if it is [[perceived]] as a gift, if it is indeed a gift that I am able to give, it comes so easily to me that I am just delighted to be able to [[facilitate]] these [[friendships]] because that's what they are. It's given me a truly deeper [[understanding]] of the [[Urantia Book]] when it speaks of being able to [[recognize]] one another by our [[personalities]].

 

Ambrose: You are one of the individuals within this Mission that we use the term 'connector' for and with good reason, for you easily facilitate connections between people. And, that is one of your roles.

*Anger and temper tantrums

*Anger and temper tantrums

 

Mary: I enjoy that role. So, I'm thoroughly delighted that I can help in this way. I have seen it with, primarily with JoiLin. She appreciates the [[relationship]]. She was so appalled and swore she would never do another [[TR]] session for me because I was so mad at A'Cilla, and yet, this was probably the [[turning point]] in my relationship with A'Cilla.

Mary: I enjoy that role. So, I'm thoroughly delighted that I can help in this way. I have seen it with, primarily with JoiLin. She appreciates the relationship. She was so appalled and swore she would never do another TR session for me because I was so mad at A'Cilla, and yet, this was probably the turning point in my relationship with A'Cilla.

Ambrose: Indeed it was.

Ambrose: Indeed it was.

Mary: And, it just served such a bigger purpose. To be allowed to rant and rave and throw a temper tantrum and just... that's the best description - a temper tantrum.

Mary: And, it just served such a bigger [[purpose]]. To be allowed to rant and rave and throw a temper [[tantrum]] and just... that's the best [[description]] - a temper tantrum.

Ambrose: Indeed.

Ambrose: Indeed.

Mary: But, I've had training! I use to get furious at my grandmother and ten minutes later I was right back as if nothing had ever happened. I know that's one of my qualities in a way, I do get angry, but I'm over it rather quickly.

Mary: But, I've had [[training]]! I use to get [[furious]] at my grandmother and ten minutes later I was right back as if nothing had ever happened. I know that's one of my [[qualities]] in a way, I do get angry, but I'm over it rather quickly.

Ambrose: Yes. And, this is indeed an instance where a weakness becomes a strength.

Ambrose: Yes. And, this is indeed an instance where a [[weakness]] becomes a [[strength]].

Mary: Why... All right, Steve said to me that anger is fear based and pain, having hurt feelings, is fear based. Is that true? I argued with him.

Mary: Why... All right, Steve said to me that [[anger]] is [[fear]] based and [[pain]], having hurt [[feelings]], is fear based. Is that true? I argued with him.

Ambrose: Repeat please.

Ambrose: Repeat please.

Mary: Steve said that hurt feelings are anger, I said hurt feelings are sometimes covered by anger. So, if I'm angry at someone it's because I've had my feelings hurt. He said anger and hurt are the expression of fear and I said what would I be fearing if I had my feelings hurt and he said fear of loss.

Mary: Steve said that hurt feelings are [[anger]], I said hurt feelings are sometimes covered by [[anger]]. So, if I'm angry at someone it's because I've had my feelings hurt. He said anger and hurt are the [[expression]] of [[fear]] and I said what would I be fearing if I had my feelings hurt and he said fear of loss.

Ambrose: All of these feelings, Little One, are interwoven. Pieces of one are dependent on pieces of another and so it goes back and forth and becomes interwoven even more as smaller pieces are dependent on other smaller pieces. You are both right.

Ambrose: All of these [[feelings]], Little One, are interwoven. Pieces of one are dependent on pieces of another and so it goes back and forth and becomes interwoven even more as smaller pieces are dependent on other smaller pieces. You are both right.

Mary: But there's no... pat answer?

Mary: But there's no... pat answer?

Mary: He was giving a pat answer.

Mary: He was giving a pat answer.

Ambrose: Well he was giving the answer as he understands it. As were you.

Ambrose: Well he was giving the answer as he [[understands]] it. As were you.

 

*Teacher asked to describe T/R - student

*Teacher asked to describe T/R - student

 

Mary: Let's see how the [[resistance]] is going today. Would you like to [[describe]] JoiLin as a student?

Mary: Let's see how the resistance is going today. Would you like to describe JoiLin as a student?

Ambrose: Most certainly.

Ambrose: Most certainly.

Mary: Will she permit it?

Mary: Will she permit it?

Ambrose: I think so. She is a blessing, a light to me. Watching her develop, I was aware of JoiLin as a personality, and as one who's potential would set her on a path that would bring her into conjunction with this Mission within years. I was aware of her having been under the overcare of Lin-El since but a tiny child.

Ambrose: I think so. She is a [[blessing]], a [[light]] to me. Watching her develop, I was aware of JoiLin as a [[personality]], and as one who's [[potential]] would set her on a [[path]] that would bring her into conjunction with [[this Mission]] within years. I was [[aware]] of her having been under the [[overcare]] of Lin-El since but a tiny child.

It was not until she became an adolescent that I began to think that I would like to take her on as a personal student. And, it wasn't until she did in fact discover the Teaching Mission that my formal application was accepted.

It was not until she became an [[adolescent]] that I began to think that I would like to take her on as a personal [[student]]. And, it wasn't until she did in [[fact]] [[discover]] the [[Teaching Mission]] that my formal application was [[accepted]].

I had been allowed to interact with her off and on throughout the years from the time she was fourteen and had her first contact. She has been a true delight. For every step backwards that she may have taken, she took at least two forward. This is not to say there were not times that she took four steps backwards, for there indeed were, but she always made up for that fact by taking five more forward.

I had been allowed to [[interact]] with her off and on throughout the years from the time she was fourteen and had her first [[contact]]. She has been a true delight. For every step backwards that she may have taken, she took at least two forward. This is not to say there were not times that she took four steps backwards, for there indeed were, but she always made up for that [[fact]] by taking five more forward.

When we began our association, when I first made contact with her, I was so hopeful that our relationship would move along in a timely fashion and develop relatively easily. I had not taken into consideration the barriers set up within her psyche, the result of the pain she walked through as a child. She has let go and worked through much of that pain and so has cleared out many of the issues relating to that time. And yet, in our beginning, this blockage caused us to energetically not be able to make true connection between us. There was a very weak circuit established in our beginning that became easily blocked. But, I have always maintained the hope that we would one day truly begin to work together for the Father and for our Sovereign Michael.

When we began our [[association]], when I first made [[contact]] with her, I was so hopeful that our [[relationship]] would move along in a timely fashion and develop relatively easily. I had not taken into [[consideration]] the [[barriers]] set up within her [[psyche]], the result of the pain she walked through as a child. She has let go and worked through much of that pain and so has cleared out many of the issues relating to that [[time]]. And yet, in our beginning, this [[blockage]] caused us to energetically not be able to make true [[connection]] between us. There was a very weak [[circuit]] established in our beginning that became easily blocked. But, I have always maintained the [[hope]] that we would one day truly begin to work together for [[the Father]] and for our [[Sovereign Michael]].

I feel now as if truly we have begun, and I must thank you for you have been instrumental in facilitating this and I am deeply grateful.

I feel now as if truly we have begun, and I must thank you for you have been instrumental in [[facilitating]] this and I am deeply [[grateful]].

Mary: You're quite welcome and Marleena's exercises have also facilitated all of our connections with our personal Teachers because we are learning to open our hearts and using the intention of keeping our hearts open, it opens to everyone - seen and unseen.

Mary: You're quite welcome and Marleena's exercises have also [[facilitated]] all of our connections with our personal Teachers because we are [[learning]] to open our [[hearts]] and using the [[intention]] of keeping our hearts open, it opens to everyone - seen and unseen.

Ambrose: As I said, many levels are being served.

Ambrose: As I said, many levels are being served.

===Closing===

===Closing===

Ambrose: I would like to say that I [[appreciate]], as one of JoiLin's advisors and uncles if you will, that I appreciate the time, the [[love]], the [[energy]] that you extend toward this one. It is appreciated very much by her but also by me and others who are involved in her lessons in her [[life]].

 

Ambrose: I would like to say that I appreciate, as one of JoiLin's advisors and uncles if you will, that I appreciate the time, the love, the energy that you extend toward this one. It is appreciated very much by her but also by me and others who are involved in her lessons in her life.

Mary: And I feel like saying – Oh, no, no, no, noooo, it's JoiLin who gives me so very much! So, I'm working on receiving and accepting.

Mary: And I feel like saying – Oh, no, no, no, noooo, it's JoiLin who gives me so very much! So, I'm working on [[receiving]] and [[accepting]].

Ambrose: As is she.

Ambrose: As is she.

Mary: I know. And, we're both making progress.

Mary: I know. And, we're both making [[progress]].

Ambrose: Indeed. Indeed you are.

Ambrose: Indeed. Indeed you are.

Mary: And I just thank the Father and all concerned for the blessings of this friendship and my friendship with Steve and my friendship with Lori. Three such very, very, deeply connected friendships. They have just enriched my life beyond belief. Well, I thank you and I thank you on JoiLin's behalf.

Mary: And I just thank [[the Father]] and all concerned for the [[blessings]] of this [[friendship]] and my friendship with Steve and my friendship with Lori. Three such very, very, deeply connected friendships. They have just enriched my [[life]] beyond [[belief]]. Well, I thank you and I thank you on JoiLin's behalf.

Ambrose: You're quite welcome, both of you.

Ambrose: You're quite welcome, both of you.

Mary: And have fun gardening.

Mary: And have fun gardening.

Ambrose: Yes. I will. Thank you. And so I close this connection leaving you each with my love and appreciation. Shalom.

Ambrose: Yes. I will. Thank you. And so I close this [[connection]] leaving you each with my [[love]] and [[appreciation]]. Shalom.

Mary: God-speed.

Mary: [[God-speed]].

Ambrose: Thank you. This seems to be your signature and is appreciated.

Ambrose: Thank you. This seems to be your signature and is appreciated.

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