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So in a sense you are creating your own [[future]] by the [[decisions]] you are making today. You can bring the future to you by your [[intentions]] and the [[decisions]] which you make in this moment. There is a relationship to time which is what it is. This is not important as what you are now, as what you are [[becoming]]. Any moment that you think you are, what you really need to sense is that you are becoming, because you are not yet complete, and my friends it will be quite a long time before you taste completeness, so enjoy the [[journey]]. ( I hate to think of it in the material time) You should love the [[opportunity]].

So in a sense you are creating your own [[future]] by the [[decisions]] you are making today. You can bring the future to you by your [[intentions]] and the [[decisions]] which you make in this moment. There is a relationship to time which is what it is. This is not important as what you are now, as what you are [[becoming]]. Any moment that you think you are, what you really need to sense is that you are becoming, because you are not yet complete, and my friends it will be quite a long time before you taste completeness, so enjoy the [[journey]]. ( I hate to think of it in the material time) You should love the [[opportunity]].

Student; JarEl; Through my meditation, I do have moments do feel enwrapped by God's love. But then it always leave me then. My first reaction is that he does not like me enough to stay around. Unless I meditate on that I finally got the answer, you're leaving me, I'm not leaving you, you're leaving me. So at first I visualized God's house, I leave his house. I am going in God's house, I see this big table with these people around it. So now where do I sit. I want to sit at the head of the table and that is no good either. Then I realized not to visualize a house, just see the light, and then I fully understood that I, no one could leave him. I needed to overcome my unworthiness. To stay in his arms, constantly. How nice it will be on the other side. We will meet people, people who we know through our history. As I was experiencing that, I say my parents and my mother became vivid, and she let me know that because she left this world when there was conflict between us, she let me know I understand it now, we were so silly. It is all right, you go do your work. I felt very good about that . I felt physically that I came back here again from another dimension, and I felt like I wanted to stay, NO let me stay here, and then I felt presence or words say, its ok, you can always go there anytime, the door is always open. After a while I thought about that, what it felt like there was no distance in the other dimension. It is just an illusion, I really felt that it was just another state of mind.

Student; JarEl; Through my [[meditation]], I do have moments do feel enwrapped by God's love. But then it always leave me then. My first [[reaction]] is that he does not like me enough to stay around. Unless I meditate on that I finally got the answer, you're leaving me, I'm not leaving you, you're leaving me. So at first I visualized God's house, I leave his house. I am going in God's house, I see this big table with these people around it. So now where do I sit. I want to sit at the head of the table and that is no [[good]] either. Then I realized not to visualize a house, just see the light, and then I fully [[understood]] that I, no one could leave him. I needed to overcome my [[unworthiness]]. To stay in his arms, constantly. How nice it will be on the other side. We will meet people, people who we know through our [[history]]. As I was experiencing that, I say my [[parents]] and my [[mother]] became vivid, and she let me know that because she left this world when there was [[conflict]] between us, she let me know I [[understand]] it now, we were so silly. It is all right, you go do your work. I felt very good about that . I felt physically that I came back here again from another [[dimension]], and I felt like I wanted to stay, NO let me stay here, and then I felt [[presence]] or words say, its ok, you can always go there anytime, the door is always open. After a while I thought about that, what it felt like there was no distance in the other [[dimension]]. It is just an [[illusion]], I really felt that it was just another state of mind.

JarEl; Thank you, my friend. I would like to comment on your first thought. When I grew up there was a story on my world, and it was a simple story. It was a story of a rock who had sensed the passing wind and this rock would pray that it would become a feather that it would forever be caught up in this wind. So yes, this fleeting glimpse of Presence. In time to sense that your journey is to come to this place, to this situation in which you and spirit will forever be one. That you become the same quality of essence that this spirit. That you meld and fuse with this spirit, become one. That forever you can move within this spirit. It is the awakening of a dream, a real dream. Continue your meditation.

JarEl; Thank you, my friend. I would like to comment on your first thought. When I grew up there was a [[story]] on my world, and it was a simple story. It was a story of a rock who had sensed the passing [[wind]] and this rock would [[pray]] that it would become a feather that it would forever be caught up in this wind. So yes, this fleeting [[glimpse]] of [[Presence]]. In time to sense that your [[journey]] is to come to this place, to this situation in which you and spirit will forever be one. That you [[become]] the same [[quality]] of [[essence]] that (is) this spirit. That you meld and [[fuse]] with this spirit, become one. That forever you can move within this spirit. It is the [[awakening]] of a [[dream]], a real dream. Continue your [[meditation]].

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