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===Group: [[Costa Rica TeaM]]===

===Group: [[Costa Rica TeaM]]===

==Facilitators==

==Facilitators==

===Teacher: [[Legion]]===

===Teacher: [[Legion]], [[Alana]]===

===TR: [[S. Butterfield]]===

===TR: [[S. Butterfield]]===

==Session 1==

==Session 1==

D : Oh. I¹ll give it a try. Let me see if I caught it right, you are suggesting the [[possibility]] that I share with this [[group]] my [[vulnerability]] with you? (Yes.) I was afraid of that. ([[laughter]]) I¹m not sure what Alana is getting at, except for me to share with you what I mentioned earlier in our [[weather]] report, which is that my usual inner [[dialog]], or talk with God, has been with Father, or to my elder brother, [[Jesus]]. I sometimes feel in [[touch]] with my [[thought adjuster]], the inner spirit of Father, and when I speak to Father it is a very [[intimate]] experience. My usual [[discourse]] with Father has to do with the [[beauty]] that I observe. I am saying, Thank you, Father, Thank you, Father, Thank you, Father, when I see beautiful things. And then sometimes when I am very disturbed emotionally, I am also talking with a great deal of [[intensity]] with Father. But something happened when [[these teachers]] came on, Alana, at first, was very much in the background, she didn¹t seem to be as vivid. Legion came on very strongly, and Suzi had some [[adjustments]] to make to the nature of his [[vibration]]. Alana came [[gradually]] to the forefront for me, I began to see her beauty, and I began to hear the way she spoke, and I began to see it¹s like telling about a [[Romance|love affair]], this is making me feel shy in a way...the first thing I did with Alana was when I was having trouble quitting smoking. I talked to Alana, and I said, "I¹d like to smoke you, Alana!" Like Legion said today, "be in this heart room and open your toes, and open the holes in your back, and open your mouths and let us [[breathe]] in this love." Alana said to me at this time, "Breathe me. Breathe me."

D : Oh. I¹ll give it a try. Let me see if I caught it right, you are suggesting the [[possibility]] that I share with this [[group]] my [[vulnerability]] with you? (Yes.) I was afraid of that. ([[laughter]]) I¹m not sure what Alana is getting at, except for me to share with you what I mentioned earlier in our [[weather]] report, which is that my usual inner [[dialog]], or talk with God, has been with Father, or to my elder brother, [[Jesus]]. I sometimes feel in [[touch]] with my [[thought adjuster]], the inner spirit of Father, and when I speak to Father it is a very [[intimate]] experience. My usual [[discourse]] with Father has to do with the [[beauty]] that I observe. I am saying, Thank you, Father, Thank you, Father, Thank you, Father, when I see beautiful things. And then sometimes when I am very disturbed emotionally, I am also talking with a great deal of [[intensity]] with Father. But something happened when [[these teachers]] came on, Alana, at first, was very much in the background, she didn¹t seem to be as vivid. Legion came on very strongly, and Suzi had some [[adjustments]] to make to the nature of his [[vibration]]. Alana came [[gradually]] to the forefront for me, I began to see her beauty, and I began to hear the way she spoke, and I began to see it¹s like telling about a [[Romance|love affair]], this is making me feel shy in a way...the first thing I did with Alana was when I was having trouble quitting smoking. I talked to Alana, and I said, "I¹d like to smoke you, Alana!" Like Legion said today, "be in this heart room and open your toes, and open the holes in your back, and open your mouths and let us [[breathe]] in this love." Alana said to me at this time, "Breathe me. Breathe me."

===='''''[[Breath]]'''''====

===='''''[[Breath]]'''''====

I¹ve had [[experiences]] when I breathe in [[the Mother]]¹s love, the Divine Mother¹s love, because it is my [[paradigm]] that she is everywhere present, so that she¹s here and we can [[breathe]] her love if we wish to. And so I began to breathe Alana when I would have those experiences when I wanted a [http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nicotine nicotine] hit. Instead of going for that, I¹d stop, and I¹d think I need something to [[satisfy]] that urge. I just began to breathe Alana, is what¹s happened. And it is this marvelous [[experience]] where I just let her love me. I just breathed her in, her [[spirit]]. It seemed like an outrageous thing to do, to breathe your teacher, but I did, and she helped me a lot. She centered me, and gave me loving [[energy]] instead of nicotine, and I made it through a lot of [[difficult]] places with her.

I¹ve had [[experiences]] when I breathe in [[the Mother]]¹s love, the Divine Mother¹s love, because it is my [[paradigm]] that she is everywhere present, so that she¹s here and we can [[breathe]] her love if we wish to. And so I began to breathe Alana when I would have those experiences when I wanted a [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nicotine nicotine] hit. Instead of going for that, I¹d stop, and I¹d think I need something to [[satisfy]] that urge. I just began to breathe Alana, is what¹s happened. And it is this marvelous [[experience]] where I just let her love me. I just breathed her in, her [[spirit]]. It seemed like an outrageous thing to do, to breathe your teacher, but I did, and she helped me a lot. She centered me, and gave me loving [[energy]] instead of nicotine, and I made it through a lot of [[difficult]] places with her.

When I was in my [[experience]] of [[emotional]] [[difficulty]] this week, I immediately said, "Alana, Alana, what is happening here? Is everything all right?" She didn¹t speak to me, but I was enveloped in [[peace]], that everything was well, is well, and all will be well. Apparently I can transmit Alana even when I don¹t know about it, and she gave me this incredible [[peace]]. I also know that she knows [[everything]] I do, everything I think, and every [[emotional]] blow-up I go through, she is right there watching the whole thing. The point of this is, it allows me to be myself. I don¹t need to deny my [[humanness]]. I am being taught constantly that my humanness is [[divine]], that that [[separation]] is pretty much a [[false]] one, that all this part of me, that [[manifests]], that I usually put on a [[negative]] scale, she is helping me just to say, " OK. It just is. It just is." She [[accepts]] me in such a loving way that it helps me to accept myself a great deal. Perhaps I¹ve talked too long when [[our teachers]] are here from such a great distance. I [[hope]] I have [[expressed]] some of my heart [[feelings]] for you Alana, and the place that you have in my life at the present [[moment]], and my willingness to learn from you, because I feel your love so [[steadfastly]]. [[Amen]].

When I was in my [[experience]] of [[emotional]] [[difficulty]] this week, I immediately said, "Alana, Alana, what is happening here? Is everything all right?" She didn¹t speak to me, but I was enveloped in [[peace]], that everything was well, is well, and all will be well. Apparently I can transmit Alana even when I don¹t know about it, and she gave me this incredible [[peace]]. I also know that she knows [[everything]] I do, everything I think, and every [[emotional]] blow-up I go through, she is right there watching the whole thing. The point of this is, it allows me to be myself. I don¹t need to deny my [[humanness]]. I am being taught constantly that my humanness is [[divine]], that that [[separation]] is pretty much a [[false]] one, that all this part of me, that [[manifests]], that I usually put on a [[negative]] scale, she is helping me just to say, " OK. It just is. It just is." She [[accepts]] me in such a loving way that it helps me to accept myself a great deal. Perhaps I¹ve talked too long when [[our teachers]] are here from such a great distance. I [[hope]] I have [[expressed]] some of my heart [[feelings]] for you Alana, and the place that you have in my life at the present [[moment]], and my willingness to learn from you, because I feel your love so [[steadfastly]]. [[Amen]].

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