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Have you got the [[stamina]] in you to be an [[actor]] on the [[stage]] of life and portray the [[happy]] ending that is possible? Can you turn the manuscript around and provide the lines which give another [[interpretation]] to that Creator which has unleashed for you a [[stream]] of [[wonder]], an [[eternity]] of [[adventure]], a fountain of refreshment, a [[panacea]] of peace in your own [[soul]]? You have no history to tell the story except the history you begin to create when you testify through your lives, through your conscious presentation of who you are [[becoming]] because of your living [[relationship]] with the God of us all. This does not require a particular [[costume]]. It does not call for a certain style of hat. But rather it calls for you to choose your [[personality]] strengths that will depict the [[joy]] and the substance that you know to be a fruit of the Spirit that is available to all [[mankind]].

Have you got the [[stamina]] in you to be an [[actor]] on the [[stage]] of life and portray the [[happy]] ending that is possible? Can you turn the manuscript around and provide the lines which give another [[interpretation]] to that Creator which has unleashed for you a [[stream]] of [[wonder]], an [[eternity]] of [[adventure]], a fountain of refreshment, a [[panacea]] of peace in your own [[soul]]? You have no history to tell the story except the history you begin to create when you testify through your lives, through your conscious presentation of who you are [[becoming]] because of your living [[relationship]] with the God of us all. This does not require a particular [[costume]]. It does not call for a certain style of hat. But rather it calls for you to choose your [[personality]] strengths that will depict the [[joy]] and the substance that you know to be a fruit of the Spirit that is available to all [[mankind]].

What an [[exercise]] for your own [[courage]], when you decide to be all that you ca n be as a [[child of God]]! A sense of [[self-consciousness]] will arise and bring a flush to your face. When it subsides, your lines will be ready for you to recite in appreciation for the very [[experience]] of your life. The moment itself takes on dimensions of the [[miraculous]], because the beginning of the story and the end of the story are in your grasp, as the [http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alpha_and_Omega Alpha and the Omega] , the [[comedy]] and the [[tragedy]], the portrayal and the depiction of the [[experiences]] of your life.

What an [[exercise]] for your own [[courage]], when you decide to be all that you ca n be as a [[child of God]]! A sense of [[self-consciousness]] will arise and bring a flush to your face. When it subsides, your lines will be ready for you to recite in appreciation for the very [[experience]] of your life. The moment itself takes on dimensions of the [[miraculous]], because the beginning of the story and the end of the story are in your grasp, as the [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alpha_and_Omega Alpha and the Omega] , the [[comedy]] and the [[tragedy]], the portrayal and the depiction of the [[experiences]] of your life.

Have you considered that even though you may [[feel]] you have no listeners, no [[audience]], you have [[celestial hosts]] who watch you and respond to your slightest flickers of [[faith]], and so if you perform for the galaxies in the [[quietude]] and [[sanctuary]] of your own world, you will even so put forth those impressions that [[reveal]] to the eyes and ears of God that you are to be heard . You are a [[voice]], rising up to make a joyful [[noise]] unto the Lord. [[Soliloquies]] are as engaging and marvelous as [[community]] productions. And all of us are looking forward to the performances you are even now queuing up for in this docudrama of unfolding [[Correcting Time]]. I must be ready for a local production of "Miracle on 34th Street". Do you think?

Have you considered that even though you may [[feel]] you have no listeners, no [[audience]], you have [[celestial hosts]] who watch you and respond to your slightest flickers of [[faith]], and so if you perform for the galaxies in the [[quietude]] and [[sanctuary]] of your own world, you will even so put forth those impressions that [[reveal]] to the eyes and ears of God that you are to be heard . You are a [[voice]], rising up to make a joyful [[noise]] unto the Lord. [[Soliloquies]] are as engaging and marvelous as [[community]] productions. And all of us are looking forward to the performances you are even now queuing up for in this docudrama of unfolding [[Correcting Time]]. I must be ready for a local production of "Miracle on 34th Street". Do you think?

TOMAS: You were very closely following me then, I am [[happy]] to hear. However , I have lost you at that juncture of feeling self-conscious, it would seem.

TOMAS: You were very closely following me then, I am [[happy]] to hear. However , I have lost you at that juncture of feeling self-conscious, it would seem.

THOROAH: Yeah. There is a lot to feeling [[self-conscious]]. Period. I don't care whether we're [[nude]] or not, we can't . .. The [http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Women%27s_rights_in_Afghanistan Afghan women] have the [http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Burkha perfect robe] for people who are [[shy]]. There is something to that self-consciousness, though. We have to cope with it all the time.

THOROAH: Yeah. There is a lot to feeling [[self-conscious]]. Period. I don't care whether we're [[nude]] or not, we can't . .. The [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Women%27s_rights_in_Afghanistan Afghan women] have the [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Burkha perfect robe] for people who are [[shy]]. There is something to that self-consciousness, though. We have to cope with it all the time.

TOMAS: [[Self-consciousness]] is no different than removing your hat. And as soon as your head [[adapts]] to the temperature of the environment, you have lost cause for self-consciousness. This is over-emphasized in the phrase "[http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stage_fright stage fright]" and the example of nudity is well taken for as soon as you become accustomed to nakedness, as soon as everyone has looked you over and gotten [[bored]] with it, gone back to doing what they were doing in the first place, there is no need what-so-ever for self-consciousness, for the self has ceased to be important. This is the thing, too, about the [[Conjoint Actor]]. Once [[the Son]] has begun to speak, through the [[impulse]] of [[the Father]], all else pales by comparison and has no [[focus]]. As you choose to hang on to your self-consciousness, you are choosing to be the center of [[attention]].

TOMAS: [[Self-consciousness]] is no different than removing your hat. And as soon as your head [[adapts]] to the temperature of the environment, you have lost cause for self-consciousness. This is over-emphasized in the phrase "[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stage_fright stage fright]" and the example of nudity is well taken for as soon as you become accustomed to nakedness, as soon as everyone has looked you over and gotten [[bored]] with it, gone back to doing what they were doing in the first place, there is no need what-so-ever for self-consciousness, for the self has ceased to be important. This is the thing, too, about the [[Conjoint Actor]]. Once [[the Son]] has begun to speak, through the [[impulse]] of [[the Father]], all else pales by comparison and has no [[focus]]. As you choose to hang on to your self-consciousness, you are choosing to be the center of [[attention]].

This [[skill]], this [[art of living]], is made possible by offering up yourself as an instrument, and recognizing that the importance of the instrument is that the [[notes]] be played. It cannot be done without you, but it's the [[music]] that we've come to hear. Having heard the music, as a result of the instrument being mastered and obeying its prompts, is what allows for such great rejoicing in the end, for there is full [[appreciation]] that without the skills and [[abilities]] of those who play the instruments, they would not have been able to enjoy the music. Thus everyone has been a part of the production -- the [[audience]] and the players, the instruments and the conductor. This gives life [[opera]]tic [[proportions]]. It lifts life from [[mundane]] routine to high art, provides the [[impetus]] to do and be those things that we can do and be by being mindful of that which is [[leading]] us on stage, onto the parapet of living. You will see much of this throughout the holiday season. Life is a festive affair. In the end "boy gets girl" and everyone gets presents, even [[angels]] are [[encouraged]], to allow us to abide by the sentiment of spirit that lets us know some [[satisfaction]] exists in the recognition of deity. While it may be depicted as [[fantasy]], [http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fairy_tale fairy tale], or [[fiction]], it is experienced in the [[heart]] and triggers the [[Soul growth|growth of the soul]] of the mortal [[personality]]. Thus even the banal and commonplace, customary and familiar stories, are able to elevate and uplift that [[soul]] which hungers and [[thirsts]] for [[righteousness]], for the "happily ever after," for "the end" that gives emotional [[satisfaction]] and triumph to the human spirit.

This [[skill]], this [[art of living]], is made possible by offering up yourself as an instrument, and recognizing that the importance of the instrument is that the [[notes]] be played. It cannot be done without you, but it's the [[music]] that we've come to hear. Having heard the music, as a result of the instrument being mastered and obeying its prompts, is what allows for such great rejoicing in the end, for there is full [[appreciation]] that without the skills and [[abilities]] of those who play the instruments, they would not have been able to enjoy the music. Thus everyone has been a part of the production -- the [[audience]] and the players, the instruments and the conductor. This gives life [[opera]]tic [[proportions]]. It lifts life from [[mundane]] routine to high art, provides the [[impetus]] to do and be those things that we can do and be by being mindful of that which is [[leading]] us on stage, onto the parapet of living. You will see much of this throughout the holiday season. Life is a festive affair. In the end "boy gets girl" and everyone gets presents, even [[angels]] are [[encouraged]], to allow us to abide by the sentiment of spirit that lets us know some [[satisfaction]] exists in the recognition of deity. While it may be depicted as [[fantasy]], [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fairy_tale fairy tale], or [[fiction]], it is experienced in the [[heart]] and triggers the [[Soul growth|growth of the soul]] of the mortal [[personality]]. Thus even the banal and commonplace, customary and familiar stories, are able to elevate and uplift that [[soul]] which hungers and [[thirsts]] for [[righteousness]], for the "happily ever after," for "the end" that gives emotional [[satisfaction]] and triumph to the human spirit.

GINNY: When you speak about [[performance]], and being [[self-conscious]], and not using our full [[potential]] because of our [[fear]], our self-consciousness, how do you distinguish that from simply trying to be discreet or trying to be [[prudent]] or trying to not steam roll over somebody else's [[beliefs]] or disregard their [[maturity]]? How do we know the difference between stage fright and simply trying to be [[sensitive]] to where other people are? I think I hold back a lot because I think maybe somebody isn't ready for me to [[perform]] - if you want to call it that - or . ...

GINNY: When you speak about [[performance]], and being [[self-conscious]], and not using our full [[potential]] because of our [[fear]], our self-consciousness, how do you distinguish that from simply trying to be discreet or trying to be [[prudent]] or trying to not steam roll over somebody else's [[beliefs]] or disregard their [[maturity]]? How do we know the difference between stage fright and simply trying to be [[sensitive]] to where other people are? I think I hold back a lot because I think maybe somebody isn't ready for me to [[perform]] - if you want to call it that - or . ...

TOMAS: There are what you would call [http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Character_actors character actors]. These are the worker s who are really the bulwark of the industry. [[Fame|Stars]] may bring [[audiences]] into the theater, but the supporting actors, the character actors, and the extras are the ones who provide the [[solidarity]] that give a [[foundation]] to the stage upon which the star is able to [[function]]. Thus, you can think of yourself as a character actor of superb skill and [[experience]], who is not attempting to steal the show or lead the [[parade]], but rather who, as a part of your artistry, awaits the opening for the line that you must deliver as the [http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/French_horn french horn] awaits the prompt by the conductor to play its [[solo]].

TOMAS: There are what you would call [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Character_actors character actors]. These are the worker s who are really the bulwark of the industry. [[Fame|Stars]] may bring [[audiences]] into the theater, but the supporting actors, the character actors, and the extras are the ones who provide the [[solidarity]] that give a [[foundation]] to the stage upon which the star is able to [[function]]. Thus, you can think of yourself as a character actor of superb skill and [[experience]], who is not attempting to steal the show or lead the [[parade]], but rather who, as a part of your artistry, awaits the opening for the line that you must deliver as the [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/French_horn french horn] awaits the prompt by the conductor to play its [[solo]].

This is the preferred [[method]] for many, because it allows you to merge well with the prevailing [[winds]], the current [[collective consciousness]] of the social arena. This is not to say that to not be the [http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Celebrity star] is not to have an important part. Cameo performances abound, often stealing the show, but not requiring the [[stamina]] that is expected of one who receives top billing. If you realize your [[value]], your [[skills]], your [[advantages]], and begin to assert them in such a way as to be made most useful to your Creator and his realm, you will find yourself being reinforced each time you are able to follow the prompt and hear what emerges, [[experience]] what conspires. You yourself can be taught by thine own utterances, and astonish/amaze yourself as you [[discover]] the tonal [[quality]] of the [[reality]] that [[Ta|resides within you]]. This way you'll become the recipient of your own presents ([[presence]]?), your own gift, also contributing to the sense of [[joy]] with which we would permeate the realm.

This is the preferred [[method]] for many, because it allows you to merge well with the prevailing [[winds]], the current [[collective consciousness]] of the social arena. This is not to say that to not be the [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Celebrity star] is not to have an important part. Cameo performances abound, often stealing the show, but not requiring the [[stamina]] that is expected of one who receives top billing. If you realize your [[value]], your [[skills]], your [[advantages]], and begin to assert them in such a way as to be made most useful to your Creator and his realm, you will find yourself being reinforced each time you are able to follow the prompt and hear what emerges, [[experience]] what conspires. You yourself can be taught by thine own utterances, and astonish/amaze yourself as you [[discover]] the tonal [[quality]] of the [[reality]] that [[Ta|resides within you]]. This way you'll become the recipient of your own presents ([[presence]]?), your own gift, also contributing to the sense of [[joy]] with which we would permeate the realm.

I will tell a story on Gerdean, my friend here whose [[voice]] I use often. In the early days of our [[association]], I went through with Gerdean a period in her [[development]] wherein she felt that acting as a [[transmitter]]/receiver put her in a position of being/feeling affected, as if it were unnatural and artificial therefore unreal, and it [[confused]] her/caused her [[conflict]] until such time as I and we were able to work with her through that [[self-consciousness]].

I will tell a story on Gerdean, my friend here whose [[voice]] I use often. In the early days of our [[association]], I went through with Gerdean a period in her [[development]] wherein she felt that acting as a [[transmitter]]/receiver put her in a position of being/feeling affected, as if it were unnatural and artificial therefore unreal, and it [[confused]] her/caused her [[conflict]] until such time as I and we were able to work with her through that [[self-consciousness]].

TOMAS: I like your costume. I know you'll remember your lines, and I'll suggest as they do, "Break a leg."

TOMAS: I like your costume. I know you'll remember your lines, and I'll suggest as they do, "Break a leg."

GINNY: Well, I have a [[story]] to tell you. You probably already know anyhow, but one of my worst [[dreams]] (if there is such a thing) an uncomfortable dream is when I have to [[perform]], play the [http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Organ organ] or play the [http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Piano piano], and I don't have the music and I don't know my part. That is a real, fairly frequent [[dream]] of mine. I don't know what that has to do with anything but it's very [[frustrating]], in my dream, when I feel that I have to perform and I'm not ready.

GINNY: Well, I have a [[story]] to tell you. You probably already know anyhow, but one of my worst [[dreams]] (if there is such a thing) an uncomfortable dream is when I have to [[perform]], play the [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Organ organ] or play the [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Piano piano], and I don't have the music and I don't know my part. That is a real, fairly frequent [[dream]] of mine. I don't know what that has to do with anything but it's very [[frustrating]], in my dream, when I feel that I have to perform and I'm not ready.

TOMAS: Have you seen "[http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alice_in_Wonderland_%281999_film%29 Alice in Wonderland]"?

TOMAS: Have you seen "[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alice_in_Wonderland_%281999_film%29 Alice in Wonderland]"?

GINNY: Yeah!

GINNY: Yeah!

TOMAS: Have you seen her fall down the [http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rabbit_hole rabbit hole]?

TOMAS: Have you seen her fall down the [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rabbit_hole rabbit hole]?

GINNY: Yes.

GINNY: Yes.