184:4.2 During this [[tragic]] hour of [[suffering]] and [[mock]] [[trials]] before the [[ignorant]] and unfeeling guards and [[servants]], [[John Zebedee]] waited in lonely [[terror]] in an adjoining room. When these [[abuses]] first started, [[Jesus]] indicated to [[John, the Apostle|John]], by a nod of his head, that he should retire. [[The Master]] well knew that, if he [[permitted]] his [[apostle]] to remain in the room to [[witness]] these indignities, [[John, the Apostle|John]]'s resentment would be so aroused as to produce such an outbreak of [[protesting]] [[indignation]] as would probably result in his [[death]]. | 184:4.2 During this [[tragic]] hour of [[suffering]] and [[mock]] [[trials]] before the [[ignorant]] and unfeeling guards and [[servants]], [[John Zebedee]] waited in lonely [[terror]] in an adjoining room. When these [[abuses]] first started, [[Jesus]] indicated to [[John, the Apostle|John]], by a nod of his head, that he should retire. [[The Master]] well knew that, if he [[permitted]] his [[apostle]] to remain in the room to [[witness]] these indignities, [[John, the Apostle|John]]'s resentment would be so aroused as to produce such an outbreak of [[protesting]] [[indignation]] as would probably result in his [[death]]. |