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==Session==
 
==Session==
 
===Opening===
 
===Opening===
LinEL: Greetings, this is LinEL. I am your teacher. I am glad to be speaking with you tonight through Mark. You will find having two receivers is much to your benefit. Many aspects of my personality are better reflected through different individuals. You will also find that I have a consistency of personality. You should also find this interesting. I would also ask you to offer your love and support to Thea. She is not in a life critical situation although this illness of hers causes her much fear.
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LinEL: Greetings, this is LinEL. I am your [[teacher]]. I am glad to be [[speaking]] with you tonight through Mark. You will find having two [[TR|receivers]] is much to your benefit. Many aspects of my [[personality]] are better [[reflected]] through different [[individuals]]. You will also find that I have a [[consistency]] of [[personality]]. You should also find this interesting. I would also ask you to offer your [[love]] and [[support]] to Thea. She is not in a life critical situation although this illness of hers causes her much [[fear]].
 
===Lesson===
 
===Lesson===
I would like to speak on the amount of anxiety surrounding the reception of your personal teachers. I know this is a difficult process for many of you. I also know that you each try in your won ways to reach your teachers - those of you who have requested them. I would offer a suggestion to you. After your silent time, form a question in your mind. Allow it to sit in the foreground and practice the similar technique that you practice with the silent time. I would ask that you simply indulge yourself in any train of thought that may occur. When we first contact you, it sounds very much like your own thought process. Please do not stifle these thoughts. You may think you invent them, that they come from your subconscious. Whether or not this is true, I would ask you to allow yourself the luxury of pursuing the train of thought that does occur. I think that many of you will find this very interesting and rewarding. Attempt to contact your teachers at times you are relaxed and have no other pressing duties. Many of those who have found success with this also find that performing menial tasks that occupy the forefront of their minds and sometimes their hands have an easier time of relaxing into this process. For those of you who enjoy walking in the woods, walking through the streets, I would encourage you to do this. This is a difficult process. I repeat, do not judge yourselves too harshly.
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===='''''[[Teacher Contact]]''''', '''''[[Anxiety]]'''''====
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I would like to speak on the amount of [[anxiety]] [[surrounding]] the [[reception]] of your [[personal]] [[teachers]]. I know this is a [[difficult]] [[process]] for many of you. I also know that you each try in your own ways to reach your [[teachers]] - those of you who have requested them. I would offer a suggestion to you. After your [[silent]] time, form a [[question]] in your [[mind]]. Allow it to sit in the foreground and [[practice]] the similar [[technique]] that you practice with the [[silent]] time. I would ask that you [[simply]] indulge yourself in any train of [[thought]] that may occur. When we first [[contact]] you, it sounds very much like your own [[thought]] [[process]]. Please do not stifle these thoughts. You may think you [[invent]] them, that they come from your [[subconscious]]. Whether or not this is true, I would ask you to allow yourself the [[luxury]] of pursuing the train of thought that does occur. I think that many of you will find this very interesting and [[rewarding]]. Attempt to [[contact]] your [[teachers]] at times you are [[relaxed]] and have no other pressing [[duties]]. Many of those who have found success with this also find that [[performing]] menial tasks that occupy the forefront of their [[minds]] and sometimes their hands have an easier time of [[relaxing]] into this [[process]]. For those of you who enjoy walking in the woods, walking through the streets, I would [[encourage]] you to do this. This is a [[difficult]] process. I repeat, do not [[judge]] yourselves too harshly.
  
I am glad that those of you who have arrived this evening are here to listen. I would also say that you would have patience with this process. New receivers often experience anxiety because this is new to them. This process will become easier for Mark and it will become more comfortable for you to experience two receivers transmitting me.
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I am glad that those of you who have arrived this evening are here to [[listen]]. I would also say that you would have [[patience]] with this [[process]]. New receivers often [[experience]] [[anxiety]] because this is new to them. This [[process]] will become easier for Mark and it will become more [[comfortable]] for you to [[experience]] two receivers [[transmitting]] me.
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I would at this time take any [[questions]] you would like to ask.
  
I would at this time take any questions you would like to ask.
 
 
===Dialogue===
 
===Dialogue===
Delores: Hello, LinEL. Thank you for coming through Mark. It is amazing how recognizable you are. I have a question left over from the last meeting from the Hocval paper about conflicting emotions that humans feel. What I wonder is, is it unusual in a rebellion planet, is it from living in confusion, is it normal that humans have conflicting emotions that are contrary to each other simultaneously, or is it just seemingly conflicting? Could you talk about humans and emotions for me?
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===='''''[[Emotion]]'''''====
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Delores: Hello, LinEL. Thank you for coming through Mark. It is [[amazing]] how recognizable you are. I have a [[question]] left over from the last meeting from the Hocval paper about [[conflicting]] [[emotions]] that [[humans]] feel. What I [[wonder]] is, is it unusual in a [[Isolated worlds|rebellion planet]], is it from living in [[confusion]], is it [[normal]] that humans have conflicting [[emotions]] that are [[contrary]] to each other [[simultaneously]], or is it just seemingly conflicting? Could you talk about [[humans]] and [[emotions]] for me?
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LinEL: Thank you for your [[question]]. Any and all [[beings]] find that [[emotions]] often live in [[conflict]]. Part of your [[growth]] [[process]] as [[ascending beings]] is to [[understand]] yourselves more fully, to identify your own [[reactions]] and [[processes]]. This is part of the [[natural]] growth [[process]]. There unfortunately is very [[limited]] [[resources]] for you on [[this planet]], for [[understanding]] your own [[emotions]], for finding those who have mastered parts of this [[process]]. If you were to have grown up on a [[Normal|non-rebellion]] world, there would be [[resources]] available to you for [[understanding]] these [[conflicts]]. Please understand that these are [[natural]] and [[normal]] and that the [[process]] of sorting through these things is useful, and you should take great [[pride]] in any steps that you are able to take. You will find that through the [[practice]] of the [[silent]] time [[conversations]] with [[the Father]] and [[contact]] with your personal [[teacher]] will [[assist]] you in many of your [[problem]] questions. Does this answer your question?
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Delores: Yes, thank you. Do people pretty much know the same [[types]] of [[reactions]] and [[emotions]] or are we all real [[different]]?
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LinEL: You will find that in your [[experiences]], people often exhibit [[similar]] [[emotions]], although there are different [[circumstances]] for these [[reactions]]. It is useful in understanding your own [[emotions]] to seek the [[motivations]] behind it, and other similar emotions. This will [[assist]] you greatly. Is this what you asked?
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Delores: Yes, that is good. The word [[motivation]] helps a lot. Thank you.
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===='''''[[Transmitting]]'''''====
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Jeanette: How does the receiver know what is being [[channeled]] is coming directly from you or what is more from their own [[personal]] [[belief]] system?
  
LinEL: Thank you for your question. Any and all beings find that emotions often live in conflict. Part of your growth process as ascending beings is to understand yourselves more fully, to identify your own reactions and processes. This is part of the natural growth process. There unfortunately is very limited resources for you on this planet, for understanding your own emotions, for finding those who have mastered parts of this process. If you were to have grown up on a non-rebellion world, there would be resources available to you for understanding these conflicts. Please understand that these are natural and normal and that the process of sorting through these things is useful, and you should take great pride in any steps that you are able to take. You will find that through the practice of the silent time conversations with the Father and contact with your personal teacher will assist you in many of your problem questions. Does this answer your question?
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LinEL: In this [[process]] there is never one hundred percent [[assurance]] that what is said is exactly as I have [[conceived]] it, although those who we ask to receive - transmit and those who [[accept]] are [[conscientious]] and concerned with the pursuit of rendering what I have said as true. You would find it [[surprising]] the amount of [[anxiety]] that many [[receivers]] [[experience]] in trying to [[reflect]] what I have said and mean [[honestly]]. The process of [[transmitting]] is a matter of [[focusing]] through a [[human mind]]. When this occurs, there is never one hundred percent [[certainty]] in the single [[words]] and [[meanings]] - single words coming [[clear]] - however, the meanings and [[concepts]] that I try to impart do come through [[surprisingly]] [[clear]]. It is up to your [[judgment]] and [[truth]] sense to [[listen]] and make your own [[assessments]]. Is this sufficient?
  
Delores: Yes, thank you. Do people pretty much know the same types of reactions and emotions or are we all real different?
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Jeanette: Yes, thank you. I think I [[read]] somewhere that you would be beginning your [[formal]] teaching soon. When will that begin?
  
LinEL: You will find that in your experiences, people often exhibit similar emotions, although there are different circumstances for these reactions. It is useful in understanding your own emotions to seek the motivations behind it, and other similar emotions. This will assist you greatly. Is this what you asked?
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LinEL: I do not [[understand]] your question. Could you please [[clarify]]?
  
Delores: Yes, that is good. The word motivation helps a lot. Thank you. Jeanette: How does the receiver know what is being channeled is coming directly from you or what is more from their own personal belief system?
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Jeanette: No, because I am coming from a [[limited]] [[knowledge]] base. Also I [[thought]] I read somewhere in [[transcripts]], after we become [[comfortable]] as a [[group]], you would begin [[formal]] instruction, teaching.
  
LinEL: In this process there is never one hundred percent assurance that what is said is exactly as I have conceived it, although those who we ask to receive - transmit and those who accept are conscientious and concerned with the pursuit of rendering what I have said as true. You would find it surprising the amount of anxiety that many receivers experience in trying to reflect what I have said and mean honestly. The process of transmitting is a matter of focussing through a human mind. When this occurs, there is never one hundred percent certainty in the single words and meanings - single words coming clear - however, the meanings and concepts that I try to impart do come through surprisingly clear. It is up to your judgment and truth sense to listen and make your own assessments. Is this sufficient?
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LinEL: There we have embarked into a new territory with this [[group]]. Part of this is the introduction of new [[receivers]], part of this will be the introduction of your personal [[teachers]] and their [[interactions]] with you. The group [[meeting]] sessions will sometimes include some [[formal]] [[statements]] from myself or other [[teachers]]. This however is something that will not occur [[immediately]].  
  
Jeanette: Yes, thank you. I think I read somewhere that you would be beginning your formal teaching soon. When will that begin?
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Jeanette: Thank you.
  
LinEL: I do not understand your question. Could you please clarify?
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Terry: Good evening, LinEL I am delighted that you are with us once more.  
  
Jeanette: No, because I am coming from a limited knowledge base. Also I thought I read somewhere in transcripts, after we become comfortable as a group, you would begin formal instruction, teaching.
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LinEL: Greetings, Terry. Terry: I have questions, but I have not [[formulated]] them sufficiently to ask them intelligently, so...
  
LinEL: There we have embarked into a new territory with this group. Part of this is the introduction of new receivers, part of this will be the introduction of your personal teachers and their interactions with you. The group meeting sessions will sometimes include some formal statements from myself or other teachers. This however is something that will not occur immediately. Jeanette: Thank you.
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LinEL: Terry, I would [[encourage]] you to ask your questions although half formulated. This sometimes can be more useful than a well-spoken [[question]]. If you would so [[desire]], I would enjoy hearing your question.
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===='''''[[Relationship]]'''''====
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Terry: All right. The [[Urantia Book]] teaches us that no [[personal]] [[relationship]] is lost when we are
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[[resurrected]]. There are other things that are only [[scaffolding]], but personal [[relationships]] are a permanent thing. That leads me into so many other relationships that are possible and as I see now, quite possible to [[materialize]], and for instance, our relationships here and now with you and each of us as [[individuals]], if these personal relationships are not lost, and certainly the relationships we are nurturing now is going to be a permanent situation?
  
Terry: Good evening, LinEL I am delighted that you are with us once more. LinEL: Greetings, Terry. Terry: I have questions, but I have not formulated them sufficiently to ask them intelligently, so...
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LinEL: Nothing we do in [[contact]] with each other is ever lost, Terry. Your [[Thought Adjusters]] are the most [[steadfast]] caretakers of your [[developing]] [[souls]]. As you know, none of these [[beings]] have ever defaulted or gone astray. They truly [[understand]] who you are and who you will be after your [[mortal]] [[death]]. Do not [[fear]] that any [[experience]] that you think is [[Trivial|trifling]]. As long as it is important to you, it will be [[preserved]]. Please take [[solace]] in this and know that all that you are now will go on. Does this help [[formulate]] your more [[formal]] question?
  
LinEL: Terry, I would encourage you to ask your questions although half formulated. This sometimes can be more useful than a well-spoken question. If you would so desire, I would enjoy
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Terry: (Chuckle) Yes, it does, because it goes much further, but yes, it helps tremendously.
hearing your question.
 
  
Terry: All right. The Urantia Book teaches us that no personal relationship is lost when we are
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Tom: In many [[transcripts]] in sessions with you it has been pointed out that this [[TR|transmitting/ receiving]] is an [[electrical]]-[[chemical]] [[brain]] [[reaction]]. Are there things such as [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vitamins vitamin supplements] or spinach or something like that, [[Food|foodwise]], or things that we can eat or whatever that can enhance the [[electrical]]-[[chemical]] [[brain]] [[function]]?
resurrected. There are other things that are only scaffolding, but personal relationships are a permanent thing. That leads me into so many other relationships that are possible and as I see now, quite possible to materialize, and for instance, our relationships here and now with you and each of us as individuals, if these personal relationships are not lost, and certainly the relationships we are nurturing now is going to be a permanent situation?
 
  
LinEL: Nothing we do in contact with each other is ever lost, Terry. Your thought adjusters are the most steadfast caretakers of your developing souls. As you know, none of these beings have ever defaulted or gone astray. They truly understand who you are and who you will be after your mortal death. DO not fear that any experience that you think is trifliing. As long as it is important to you, it will be preserved. Please take solace in this and know that all that you are now will go on. Does this help formulate your more formal question? Terry: (Chuckle) Yes, it does, because it goes much further, but yes, it helps tremendously.
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LinEL: Tom, I would [[encourage]] you to eat as much spinach as you [[care]] (Laughter). I would also say to you that each and every one of you in this room is capable of [[TR|receiving]]. In respect to your question, however, good [[exercise]], [[relaxation]], a reasonably balanced [[diet]] will [[assist]] you in a better life, therefore easier, more convenient time in receiving the primary aid. However, what you should see is the [[silence]]. I know this sounds redundant, and seems to be a catch-all, although you would be astounded at the [[power]] that contact with [[the Father]] has upon all of your [[Body|system]], not just your [[mind]]. The body also. I would [[encourage]] you to take very [[good]] care of your body for it does house your [[mind]], [[soul]] and should be [[respected]]. Dose this begin to answer your [[question]]?  
  
Tom: In many transcripts in sessions with you it has been pointed out that this transmitting/ receiving is an electrical-chemical brain reaction. Are there things such as vitamin supplements or spinach or something like that, foodwise, or things that we can eat or whatever that can enhance the electrical-chemical brain function?
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Tom: Thank you.
  
LinEL: Tom, I would encourage you to eat as much spinach as you care (Laughter). I would also say to you that each and every one of you in this room is capable of receiving. In respect to your question, however, good exercise, relaxation, a reasonably balanced diet will assist you in a better life, therefore easier, more convenient time in receiving the primary aid. However, what you should see is the silence. I know this sounds redundant, and seems to be a catch-all, although you would be astounded at the power that contact with the Father has upon all of your system, not just your mind. The body also. I would encourage you to take very good care of your body for it does house your mind, soul and should be respected. Dose this begin to answer your question? Tom: Thank you.
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Nancy: Mark spoke earlier about earning the [[ability]] to [[receive]] if I [[understood]] it correctly and I [[wonder]] if you could talk some more about that.
  
Nancy: Mark spoke earlier about earning the ability to receive if I understood it correctly and I wonder if you could talk some more about that.
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LinEL: Thank you for your [[question]]. This is a very interesting [[topic]]. One that many of you have much concern over. What I meant by [[earning]] is that anytime you put or have put in time pursuing [[the Father]], seeking a [[spiritual]] [[path]] and walking down a [[truthful]] road is time that you spend well with yourself. All these moments are yours. You have earned them. The [[channels]] and pathways that you open up with your [[prayer]] are your channels to [[the Father]]. They cannot be revoked or taken away. This is not a [[privilege]], it is something you pursue to build. This is a [[complex]] [[idea]] in many ways, although building is something I would [[encourage]] you to think on. You do not undo anything you have done by turning away for a [[moment]], and should not feel [[ashamed]] when returning once again to [[the Father]]. He never left, he is always there, open to you. Do you wish further [[clarification]]?
  
LinEL: Thank you for your question. This is a very interesting topic. One that many of you have much concern over. What I meant by earning is that anytime you put or have put in time pursuing the Father, seeking a spiritual path and walking down a truthful road is time that you spend well with yourself. All these moments are yours. You have earned them. The channels and pathways that you open up with your prayer are your channels to the Father. They cannot be revoked or taken away. This is not a privilege, it is something you pursue to build. This is a complex idea in many ways, although building is something I would encourage you to think on. You do not undo anything you have done by turning away for a moment, and should not feel ashamed when returning once again to the Father. He never left, he is always there, open to you. Do you wish further clarification?
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Nancy: No, thank you, and I have another question about Thea. Is there something that we can do, something that we can [[visualize]], what is the best thing for us to do to help her heal?
  
Nancy: No, thank you, and I have another question about Thea. Is there something that we can do, something that we can visualize, what is the best thing for us to do to help her heal?
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LinEL: I would [[encourage]] you to include her in your [[prayers]]. I would also encourage you to offer, call her, offer her your [[love]] and [[support]]. I would encourage all of you, although not in sickness, to offer each other you love and support. Each of you goes through as many [[trials]] internally as she does externally today. Please keep this in [[mind]] when [[interacting]] with each other. You each have much to give on another. Do not be [[disappointed]] when it is not obviously [[received]]. It does much for the receiver. This does take some [[trust]] on your part. Thank you, Nancy, for your concerns.
  
LinEL: I would encourage you to include her in your prayers. I would also encourage you to offer, call her, offer her your love and support. I would encourage all of you, although not in sick ness, to offer each other you love and support. Each of you goes through as many trials internally as she does externally today. Please keep this in mind when interating with each other. You each have much to give on another. Do not be disappointed when it is not obviously received. It does much for the receiver. This does take some trust on your part. Thank you, Nancy, for your concerns. Nancy: Thank you.
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Nancy: Thank you.
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===='''''[[Teaching Mission]]'''''====
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Tom: Do any of the [[ascending mortals]] make up the current [[Teacher Corps|teaching corps]]? Were any of them part of the [[ascending mortals]] that were part of the [[Planetary Prince]]'s staff, [[Caligastia]], five hundred-thousand years ago?
  
Tom: Do any of the ascending mortals make up the current teaching corps? Were any of them part of the ascending mortals that were part of the Planetary Prince's staff, Caligastia, five hundred-thousand years ago?
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LinEL: As you would [[suspect]], this would be very unwise, damaging to this current and [[sensitive]] [[mission]]. No, Tom, none of the [[ascending mortals]] that were attached to that [[administration]] have been allowed to [[participate]] in [[this mission]]. There were many who did [[accept]], ask [[the Father]]'s [[forgiveness]] and were reassigned to other areas. Does this answer your [[question]]?  
  
LinEL: As you would suspect, this would be very unwise, damaging to this current and sensitive mission. No, Tom, none of the ascending mortals that were attached to that administration have been allowed to participate in this mission. There were many who did accept, askt the Father's forgiveness and were reassigned to other areas. Does this answer your question? Tom: Yes, thanks.
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Tom: Yes, thanks.
  
Terry: Now, LinEL, to get more personal. When you were a mortal on your world, were you privileged to have a personal teacher shuch as we are privileged to have, or is this only because the rebellion has been adjudicated and we have a new Planetary Prince taking over the position of Planetary Prince?
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Terry: Now, LinEL, to get more [[personal]]. When you were a [[mortal]] on your world, were you [[privileged]] to have a [[personal]] teacher such as we are [[privileged]] to have, or is this only because [[the rebellion]] has been [[adjudicated]] and we have a new [[Planetary Prince]] taking over the position of Planetary Prince?
  
LinEL: Terry, this is an unusual set of circumstances, the relationship of personal teachers. On my planet, we had many other resources to turn to. There was much more openness concerning spiritual pursuits, and the ascendant career. This is a unique and interesting, challenging endeavor we all participate in. Does this satisfy some of your curiosity? Terry: Very much so, thank you.
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LinEL: Terry, this is an [[unusual]] set of circumstances, the [[relationship]] of personal [[teachers]]. On my [[planet]], we had many other [[resources]] to turn to. There was much more openness concerning [[spiritual]] pursuits, and the [[ascendant career]]. This is a [[unique]] and interesting, [[challenging]] endeavor we all [[participate]] in. Does this [[satisfy]] some of your curiosity? Terry: Very much so, thank you.
  
Delores: Another curiosity question: LinEL, last I heart there were forty-eght groups with teachers. How many are there now?
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Delores: Another curiosity question: LinEL, last I heart there were [[TeaM|forty-eght groups]] with [[teachers]]. How many are there now?
  
Linnel: One moment, Delores. Being formed, in formation, and already existing, there are close to fifty-seven groups with and receiving teachers. This is of great joy to us all. Does this also satisfy your curiosity?
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Linnel: One moment, Delores. Being formed, in formation, and already existing, there are close [[TeaM|fifty-seven groups]] with and [[receiving]] [[teachers]]. This is of great [[joy]] to us all. Does this also [[satisfy]] your [[curiosity]]?
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Mary: Hi, Linnel. This is Mary. I am really [[nervous]] asking a [[question]] to you. Here it goes. This has to deal with an [[emotion]] I am having trouble dealing with and that is [[anger]]. I would like to know if you could talk a little bit about [[anger]], and is it important to know the [[source]] or the reason for [[anger]], or to just carry on and try to be more [[loving]].
  
Mary: Hi, Linnel. This is Mary. I am really nervous asking a question to you. Here it goes. This has to deal with an emotion I am having trouble dealing with and that is anger. I would like to know if you could talk a little bit about anger, and is it important to know the source or the reason for anger, or to just carry on and try to be more loving.
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Linnel: Mary, thank you for your question. I would [[encourage]] you, I would encourage all of you, to try and [[seek]] the [[source]] of [[anger]]. This [[emotion]] can be very destructive and [[block]] much of your [[positive]] [[development]]. This search, however, takes time. It is a [[healing]] [[process]]; it should not be rushed. You would be [[wise]] to take much care and [[patience]] with yourself. [[Understanding]] the [[source]] of your [[anger]] may not always yield the answers that you would [[expect]]. In dealing with [[anger]], it is also not always possible to return to the [[source]], cause of that [[emotion]]. I would [[encourage]] you to hand, give your anger into the [[understanding]] of [[the Father]]. You will find over [[time]] the [[negative]] emotion and effects this has on your life slowly disappearing. This is part of the [[healing]] [[process]] that [[the Father]]'s [[touch]] brings. Does this answer your question?
  
Linnel: Mary, thank you for your question. I would encourage you, I would encourage all of you, to try and seek the source of anger. This emotion can be very destructive and block much of your positive development. This search, however, takes time. It is a healing process; it should not be rushed. You would be wise to take much care and patience with yourself. Understanding the source of youranger may not always yield the answers that you would expect. In dealing with anger, it is also not always possible to return to the source, cause of that emotion. I would encourage you to hand, give your anger into the understanding of the Father. You will find over time the negative emotion and effects this has on your life slowly disappearing. This is part of the healing process that the Father's touch brings. Does this answer your question? Mary: It sure does. Thanks.
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Mary: It sure does. Thanks.
 
===Closing===
 
===Closing===
LinEl: If there are no other questions, I would like to close. It has been a pleasure being with you tonight. I am pleased with all of your questions. They are turning, moving towards more understanding of yourselves and your relationships with the Father. This pursuit I encourage you in greatly. I will be with all of you this week. Please attempt to contact your teachers, or if you feel more comfortable, try to hear my voice. Please be patient with yourselves in this. It is not an easy task, although the small steps you take you will find rewarding. The Father's love surrounds you and is there for you. I bid you goodnight.
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LinEl: If there are no other [[questions]], I would like to close. It has been a [[pleasure]] being with you tonight. I am pleased with all of your questions. They are turning, moving towards more [[understanding]] of yourselves and your [[relationships]] with [[the Father]]. This pursuit I [[encourage]] you in greatly. I will be with all of you this week. Please attempt to [[contact]] your [[teachers]], or if you feel more [[comfortable]], try to hear my [[voice]]. Please be [[patient]] with yourselves in this. It is not an easy task, although the small steps you take you will find [[rewarding]]. [[The Father]]'s [[love]] [[surrounds]] you and is there for you. I bid you goodnight.
  
  
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Topic: Anxiety Around TR'ing

Group: Corvallis TeaM

Facilitators

Teacher: LinEl

TR: Mark

Session

Opening

LinEL: Greetings, this is LinEL. I am your teacher. I am glad to be speaking with you tonight through Mark. You will find having two receivers is much to your benefit. Many aspects of my personality are better reflected through different individuals. You will also find that I have a consistency of personality. You should also find this interesting. I would also ask you to offer your love and support to Thea. She is not in a life critical situation although this illness of hers causes her much fear.

Lesson

Teacher Contact, Anxiety

I would like to speak on the amount of anxiety surrounding the reception of your personal teachers. I know this is a difficult process for many of you. I also know that you each try in your own ways to reach your teachers - those of you who have requested them. I would offer a suggestion to you. After your silent time, form a question in your mind. Allow it to sit in the foreground and practice the similar technique that you practice with the silent time. I would ask that you simply indulge yourself in any train of thought that may occur. When we first contact you, it sounds very much like your own thought process. Please do not stifle these thoughts. You may think you invent them, that they come from your subconscious. Whether or not this is true, I would ask you to allow yourself the luxury of pursuing the train of thought that does occur. I think that many of you will find this very interesting and rewarding. Attempt to contact your teachers at times you are relaxed and have no other pressing duties. Many of those who have found success with this also find that performing menial tasks that occupy the forefront of their minds and sometimes their hands have an easier time of relaxing into this process. For those of you who enjoy walking in the woods, walking through the streets, I would encourage you to do this. This is a difficult process. I repeat, do not judge yourselves too harshly.

I am glad that those of you who have arrived this evening are here to listen. I would also say that you would have patience with this process. New receivers often experience anxiety because this is new to them. This process will become easier for Mark and it will become more comfortable for you to experience two receivers transmitting me.

I would at this time take any questions you would like to ask.

Dialogue

Emotion

Delores: Hello, LinEL. Thank you for coming through Mark. It is amazing how recognizable you are. I have a question left over from the last meeting from the Hocval paper about conflicting emotions that humans feel. What I wonder is, is it unusual in a rebellion planet, is it from living in confusion, is it normal that humans have conflicting emotions that are contrary to each other simultaneously, or is it just seemingly conflicting? Could you talk about humans and emotions for me?

LinEL: Thank you for your question. Any and all beings find that emotions often live in conflict. Part of your growth process as ascending beings is to understand yourselves more fully, to identify your own reactions and processes. This is part of the natural growth process. There unfortunately is very limited resources for you on this planet, for understanding your own emotions, for finding those who have mastered parts of this process. If you were to have grown up on a non-rebellion world, there would be resources available to you for understanding these conflicts. Please understand that these are natural and normal and that the process of sorting through these things is useful, and you should take great pride in any steps that you are able to take. You will find that through the practice of the silent time conversations with the Father and contact with your personal teacher will assist you in many of your problem questions. Does this answer your question?

Delores: Yes, thank you. Do people pretty much know the same types of reactions and emotions or are we all real different?

LinEL: You will find that in your experiences, people often exhibit similar emotions, although there are different circumstances for these reactions. It is useful in understanding your own emotions to seek the motivations behind it, and other similar emotions. This will assist you greatly. Is this what you asked?

Delores: Yes, that is good. The word motivation helps a lot. Thank you.

Transmitting

Jeanette: How does the receiver know what is being channeled is coming directly from you or what is more from their own personal belief system?

LinEL: In this process there is never one hundred percent assurance that what is said is exactly as I have conceived it, although those who we ask to receive - transmit and those who accept are conscientious and concerned with the pursuit of rendering what I have said as true. You would find it surprising the amount of anxiety that many receivers experience in trying to reflect what I have said and mean honestly. The process of transmitting is a matter of focusing through a human mind. When this occurs, there is never one hundred percent certainty in the single words and meanings - single words coming clear - however, the meanings and concepts that I try to impart do come through surprisingly clear. It is up to your judgment and truth sense to listen and make your own assessments. Is this sufficient?

Jeanette: Yes, thank you. I think I read somewhere that you would be beginning your formal teaching soon. When will that begin?

LinEL: I do not understand your question. Could you please clarify?

Jeanette: No, because I am coming from a limited knowledge base. Also I thought I read somewhere in transcripts, after we become comfortable as a group, you would begin formal instruction, teaching.

LinEL: There we have embarked into a new territory with this group. Part of this is the introduction of new receivers, part of this will be the introduction of your personal teachers and their interactions with you. The group meeting sessions will sometimes include some formal statements from myself or other teachers. This however is something that will not occur immediately.

Jeanette: Thank you.

Terry: Good evening, LinEL I am delighted that you are with us once more.

LinEL: Greetings, Terry. Terry: I have questions, but I have not formulated them sufficiently to ask them intelligently, so...

LinEL: Terry, I would encourage you to ask your questions although half formulated. This sometimes can be more useful than a well-spoken question. If you would so desire, I would enjoy hearing your question.

Relationship

Terry: All right. The Urantia Book teaches us that no personal relationship is lost when we are resurrected. There are other things that are only scaffolding, but personal relationships are a permanent thing. That leads me into so many other relationships that are possible and as I see now, quite possible to materialize, and for instance, our relationships here and now with you and each of us as individuals, if these personal relationships are not lost, and certainly the relationships we are nurturing now is going to be a permanent situation?

LinEL: Nothing we do in contact with each other is ever lost, Terry. Your Thought Adjusters are the most steadfast caretakers of your developing souls. As you know, none of these beings have ever defaulted or gone astray. They truly understand who you are and who you will be after your mortal death. Do not fear that any experience that you think is trifling. As long as it is important to you, it will be preserved. Please take solace in this and know that all that you are now will go on. Does this help formulate your more formal question?

Terry: (Chuckle) Yes, it does, because it goes much further, but yes, it helps tremendously.

Tom: In many transcripts in sessions with you it has been pointed out that this transmitting/ receiving is an electrical-chemical brain reaction. Are there things such as vitamin supplements or spinach or something like that, foodwise, or things that we can eat or whatever that can enhance the electrical-chemical brain function?

LinEL: Tom, I would encourage you to eat as much spinach as you care (Laughter). I would also say to you that each and every one of you in this room is capable of receiving. In respect to your question, however, good exercise, relaxation, a reasonably balanced diet will assist you in a better life, therefore easier, more convenient time in receiving the primary aid. However, what you should see is the silence. I know this sounds redundant, and seems to be a catch-all, although you would be astounded at the power that contact with the Father has upon all of your system, not just your mind. The body also. I would encourage you to take very good care of your body for it does house your mind, soul and should be respected. Dose this begin to answer your question?

Tom: Thank you.

Nancy: Mark spoke earlier about earning the ability to receive if I understood it correctly and I wonder if you could talk some more about that.

LinEL: Thank you for your question. This is a very interesting topic. One that many of you have much concern over. What I meant by earning is that anytime you put or have put in time pursuing the Father, seeking a spiritual path and walking down a truthful road is time that you spend well with yourself. All these moments are yours. You have earned them. The channels and pathways that you open up with your prayer are your channels to the Father. They cannot be revoked or taken away. This is not a privilege, it is something you pursue to build. This is a complex idea in many ways, although building is something I would encourage you to think on. You do not undo anything you have done by turning away for a moment, and should not feel ashamed when returning once again to the Father. He never left, he is always there, open to you. Do you wish further clarification?

Nancy: No, thank you, and I have another question about Thea. Is there something that we can do, something that we can visualize, what is the best thing for us to do to help her heal?

LinEL: I would encourage you to include her in your prayers. I would also encourage you to offer, call her, offer her your love and support. I would encourage all of you, although not in sickness, to offer each other you love and support. Each of you goes through as many trials internally as she does externally today. Please keep this in mind when interacting with each other. You each have much to give on another. Do not be disappointed when it is not obviously received. It does much for the receiver. This does take some trust on your part. Thank you, Nancy, for your concerns.

Nancy: Thank you.

Teaching Mission

Tom: Do any of the ascending mortals make up the current teaching corps? Were any of them part of the ascending mortals that were part of the Planetary Prince's staff, Caligastia, five hundred-thousand years ago?

LinEL: As you would suspect, this would be very unwise, damaging to this current and sensitive mission. No, Tom, none of the ascending mortals that were attached to that administration have been allowed to participate in this mission. There were many who did accept, ask the Father's forgiveness and were reassigned to other areas. Does this answer your question?

Tom: Yes, thanks.

Terry: Now, LinEL, to get more personal. When you were a mortal on your world, were you privileged to have a personal teacher such as we are privileged to have, or is this only because the rebellion has been adjudicated and we have a new Planetary Prince taking over the position of Planetary Prince?

LinEL: Terry, this is an unusual set of circumstances, the relationship of personal teachers. On my planet, we had many other resources to turn to. There was much more openness concerning spiritual pursuits, and the ascendant career. This is a unique and interesting, challenging endeavor we all participate in. Does this satisfy some of your curiosity? Terry: Very much so, thank you.

Delores: Another curiosity question: LinEL, last I heart there were forty-eght groups with teachers. How many are there now?

Linnel: One moment, Delores. Being formed, in formation, and already existing, there are close fifty-seven groups with and receiving teachers. This is of great joy to us all. Does this also satisfy your curiosity?

Anger

Mary: Hi, Linnel. This is Mary. I am really nervous asking a question to you. Here it goes. This has to deal with an emotion I am having trouble dealing with and that is anger. I would like to know if you could talk a little bit about anger, and is it important to know the source or the reason for anger, or to just carry on and try to be more loving.

Linnel: Mary, thank you for your question. I would encourage you, I would encourage all of you, to try and seek the source of anger. This emotion can be very destructive and block much of your positive development. This search, however, takes time. It is a healing process; it should not be rushed. You would be wise to take much care and patience with yourself. Understanding the source of your anger may not always yield the answers that you would expect. In dealing with anger, it is also not always possible to return to the source, cause of that emotion. I would encourage you to hand, give your anger into the understanding of the Father. You will find over time the negative emotion and effects this has on your life slowly disappearing. This is part of the healing process that the Father's touch brings. Does this answer your question?

Mary: It sure does. Thanks.

Closing

LinEl: If there are no other questions, I would like to close. It has been a pleasure being with you tonight. I am pleased with all of your questions. They are turning, moving towards more understanding of yourselves and your relationships with the Father. This pursuit I encourage you in greatly. I will be with all of you this week. Please attempt to contact your teachers, or if you feel more comfortable, try to hear my voice. Please be patient with yourselves in this. It is not an easy task, although the small steps you take you will find rewarding. The Father's love surrounds you and is there for you. I bid you goodnight.