As a mortal I wanted those life victories that would bring me glory or favor in Father's eyes. I felt that my fellows interest in me would signify my importance in the world. If I could not earn their praise through good works, I would use power or fear to attain it. I longed for those mortal rewards. I did at one time believe they brought me happiness or a sort of self-acceptance--that I was valued and truly belonged. | As a mortal I wanted those life victories that would bring me glory or favor in Father's eyes. I felt that my fellows interest in me would signify my importance in the world. If I could not earn their praise through good works, I would use power or fear to attain it. I longed for those mortal rewards. I did at one time believe they brought me happiness or a sort of self-acceptance--that I was valued and truly belonged. |