Changes

"I was so ill for so long, and I had this deep and troubled [[feeling]] that I was letting down the world, and everyone so dear to me. I hung in there, and then I long felt that my departure was a serious [[failure]] on my part. Also do I know your anguish, loss and [[confusion]], and, yes, [[anger]]. We humans lay out our plans, and the Father Creator of All has His good reasons to [[change]] them.

"I was so ill for so long, and I had this deep and troubled [[feeling]] that I was letting down the world, and everyone so dear to me. I hung in there, and then I long felt that my departure was a serious [[failure]] on my part. Also do I know your anguish, loss and [[confusion]], and, yes, [[anger]]. We humans lay out our plans, and the Father Creator of All has His good reasons to [[change]] them.

"I am here in a place with many new [[friends]], and my dearest wish is for my loved ones to [[become]] a complete family again. A [[husband]] needs a [[wife]], my darling, a child needs a [[mother]], and often a [[surrogate]] mother will care for a child even better than does its immediate blood when not in good health. They are my dearest wishes for my family to be whole again and for us to, later in this place, become more than a family when we all meet up again.

"I am here in a place with many new [[friends]], and my dearest wish is for my loved ones to [[become]] a complete family again. A [[husband]] needs a [[wife]], my darling, a child needs a [[mother]], and often a surrogate mother will care for a child even better than does its immediate blood when not in good health. They are my dearest wishes for my family to be whole again and for us to, later in this place, become more than a family when we all meet up again.

"For me, and from my vantage point, it is so easy, so wonderful, so heartwarming to watch the extraordinary [[celestial]] care that goes on in our [[home]] world, and that I was rarely aware of. You both, my dearest family, are being well cared for. And for you, my beloved husband, it will give me great [[pleasure]], and cause me no [[pain]], that your midwayer friends and angels will search out and find you a caring [[mate]]–who will also be a good mother for my child–and [[place]] her in your [[path]].

"For me, and from my vantage point, it is so easy, so wonderful, so heartwarming to watch the extraordinary [[celestial]] care that goes on in our [[home]] world, and that I was rarely aware of. You both, my dearest family, are being well cared for. And for you, my beloved husband, it will give me great [[pleasure]], and cause me no [[pain]], that your midwayer friends and angels will search out and find you a caring [[mate]]–who will also be a good mother for my child–and [[place]] her in your [[path]].