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"True bio". Sounds like a tabloid title. I appreciate the entertainment quality.
"True bio". Sounds like a tabloid title. I appreciate the entertainment quality.
'''Gerdean posted to tml Tue, May 7, 2013 at 10:06 PM'''
It would seem I am the only one around here who is honest enough to admit I HAVE tresspassed. Everone else, it seems, walks on water!
And since we are having what is vulgarly having a "zipper down balls on the table conversation" about Gerdean and Thea and Ron Besser, I will convey to you that Thea and I were quite close, and neither of us was bashful in our character studies of our peers. It was Thea who told me she had discovered that you were in a mental institution briefly at the time and as a result of an episode which YOU presented as having been the occasion of your own fusion.
I know where Thea admired you, Mr. Besser, and I know what she did not admire about you as well. She and I were similarly ruthlessly honest with ourselves about each other, which is why we were able to become so close and make such good progress on our mutual emotional and/or mental illnesses ... something we all have but only rarely is anyone courageous enough to admit this is a dysfunctional world and not one of us is completely well yet, but though we may be emotionally or mentally ill or socially retarded, we are neither criminal nor insane. I know what insanity is. I know that using the memory of dead people who are in the next world to manipulate people who are still in this world, is wrong. Wrong, wrong, wrong.
Don't ever, EVER consider that you will be able to transmit Gerdean after I have gone to Mansonia because it will serve no purpose. I will not hear you. I will be busy doing there what I am supposed to be doing there, having already done here what I was to have done here, which I have done, for God, for Urantia, and for my fellowman. If anybody hears from Gerdean of Mansonia after I am gone, let it be known now: IT IS A LIE. I'll wait and see you on the other side.
Don't threaten my immortal soul, Ron Besser. It is not in your jurisdiction. And don't tell me to shut up.
