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This suggests that your desire to [[satisfy]] some of your personal needs may be more of a [[God]]-led [[desire]] than the desire to continually provide [[service]] for others. While it may seem on the surface to be more [[selfish]], in reality, it is one of the most [[selfless]] things you could do, because your self, ego-self, desires [[gratification]] in serving others while your [[personality]] self desires release of its [[barriers]] so that it may most effectively express itself for the edification of others in true [[beauty]] and [[light]].

This suggests that your desire to [[satisfy]] some of your personal needs may be more of a [[God]]-led [[desire]] than the desire to continually provide [[service]] for others. While it may seem on the surface to be more [[selfish]], in reality, it is one of the most [[selfless]] things you could do, because your self, ego-self, desires [[gratification]] in serving others while your [[personality]] self desires release of its [[barriers]] so that it may most effectively express itself for the edification of others in true [[beauty]] and [[light]].

Ann: It's like when I was in [http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tucson,_Arizona Tucson] and I was taking care of a lady. I was in my [[morning]] [[meditation]] and the thought came to me, "Ann, why do you do nice things for people?" And I thought, because I'm a nice person, because I enjoy it. And the answer came, "No Ann. You do nice things for people because you are meeting your own [[emotional]] needs." I was [[shocked]], however I [[accepted]] it because I am on the [[path]] of finding [[self realization]]. Even though consciously I didn't understand or see how that could be a reality I knew on another level that this is true. So is this what you're saying to me, something similar to this?

Ann: It's like when I was in [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tucson,_Arizona Tucson] and I was taking care of a lady. I was in my [[morning]] [[meditation]] and the thought came to me, "Ann, why do you do nice things for people?" And I thought, because I'm a nice person, because I enjoy it. And the answer came, "No Ann. You do nice things for people because you are meeting your own [[emotional]] needs." I was [[shocked]], however I [[accepted]] it because I am on the [[path]] of finding [[self realization]]. Even though consciously I didn't understand or see how that could be a reality I knew on another level that this is true. So is this what you're saying to me, something similar to this?

Aaron: Yes.

Aaron: Yes.