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| ===Opening=== | | ===Opening=== |
− | Greetings, this is Elyon. I wish to tell you how much joy I feel from you all, how much freer you | + | Greetings, this is Elyon. I wish to tell you how much [[joy]] I [[feel]] from you all, how much freer you |
| are all beginning to be. It somewhat may not be noticeable by you that you are definitely | | are all beginning to be. It somewhat may not be noticeable by you that you are definitely |
− | becoming freer beings, freer in your thinking processes, freer in your love for each other. You are | + | becoming freer [[beings]], freer in your thinking [[processes]], freer in your [[love]] for each other. You are |
− | becoming boundless in your adventure on Urantia. Continue to allow openings, for they come to | + | becoming boundless in your [[adventure]] on [[Urantia]]. Continue to allow openings, for they come to |
− | you as you choose, and by allowing you can be relieved of much stress. | + | you as you [[choose]], and by allowing you can be relieved of much [[stress]]. |
| + | ===='''''[[Apostleship]]'''''==== |
| + | I would like to talk to you today about the [[duties]] of an [[apostle]]. There is a quickening, and we [[the |
| + | teachers]] are told that we must [[prepare]] you to be ready, for there is much to be done. Through |
| + | your openings and your [[commitments]] you will be called upon and maybe with short notice. Be |
| + | [[free]] from the stresses of [[judgment]], of [[unworthiness]]. Be free from the [[society]]-ridden [[belief]] |
| + | systems that continue on and are [[difficult]] to get away from. They keep popping up everyday and |
| + | one can easily be caught in them. Keep yourselves [[prepared]] that you could be taken out of this. |
| + | By going out and showing what you have [[experienced]] and know of the [[truth]] of [[God]]'s [[love]] that |
| + | you will be [[lonely]], you will be on the sidelines of what the main [[belief]] system is. |
| | | |
− | I would like to talk to you today about the duties of an apostle. There is a quickening, and we the
| + | Fill people's [[hearts]] with the knowing that they matter, that they do not have to go through [[life]] |
− | teachers are told that we must prepare you to be ready, for there is much to be done. Through
| + | [[thinking]] that they are being judged by [[God]] for their [[actions]]. You will be able to teach them of the |
− | your openings and your commitments you will be called upon and maybe with short notice. Be
| + | [[values]] of the [[Urantia Book]], of the [[ascension]] levels, of the correcting periods, but not of the |
− | free from the stresses of judgment, of unworthiness. Be free from the society-ridden belief
| + | [[judgment]] that they now [[believe]] in. This is such a major [[fear]] among many and draws them inward, |
− | systems that continue on and are difficult to get away from. They keep popping up everyday and
| + | not allowing the fullness of [[God]]'s [[love]] to fill them. They are not really able to [[express]] their true |
− | one can easily be caught in them. Keep yourselves prepared that you could be taken out of this.
| + | [[feelings]] as they feel they cannot go against what the main [[belief]] system is. Many search, many |
− | By going out and showing what you have experienced and know of the truth of God's love that
| + | grasp, many want a refreshing new [[concept]] to pull into their [[hearts]], to mobilize them into [[action]], |
− | you will be lonely, you will be on the sidelines of what the main belief system is.
| + | to further the [[quest]] of [[the mission]]. |
| | | |
− | Fill people's hearts with the knowing that they matter, that they do not have to go through life
| + | It is [[difficult]] to know when to verbalize your [[beliefs]] to another, to verbalize your [[truths]] to another |
− | thinking that they are being judged by God for their actions. You will be able to teach them of the
| + | for it is a huge [[risk]]. And you may be [[surprised]] how many are truly searching. If they are totally in |
− | values of the Urantia Book, of the ascension levels, of the correcting periods, but not of the
| + | their [[belief]] systems they keep themselves in a rut and seem to be disbelieving of what you are |
− | judgment that they now believe in. This is such a major fear among many and draws them inward,
| + | saying. You are planting [[seeds]] which may, down the road for them, be a small flicker of [[light]]. |
− | not allowing the fullness of God's love to fill them. They are not really able to express their true
| + | They well start to [[wonder]] and search. This will not happen for all but for some you must take the |
− | feelings as they feel they cannot go against what the main belief system is. Many search, many
| + | [[risk]]. This can be done through [[love]] rather than through [[control]], for if you are trying to control |
− | grasp, many want a refreshing new concept to pull into their hearts, to mobilize them into action,
| + | another into the way you [[believe]], it will never work. But through [[love]] they will [[feel]] it as being |
− | to further the quest of the mission.
| + | love, and they will feel it coming from someone who truly [[cares]] and that this someone is not just |
− | | |
− | It is difficult to know when to verbalize your beliefs to another, to verbalize your truths to another | |
− | for it is a huge risk. And you may be surprised how many are truly searching. If they are totally in | |
− | their belief systems they keep themselves in a rut and seem to be disbelieving of what you are | |
− | saying. You are planting seeds which may, down the road for them, be a small flicker of light. | |
− | They well start to wonder and search. This will not happen for all but for some you must take the | |
− | risk. This can be done through love rather than through control, for if you are trying to control | |
− | another into the way you believe, it will never work. But through love they will feel it as being | |
− | love, and they will feel it coming from someone who truly cares and that this someone is not just | |
| trying to push something on them. | | trying to push something on them. |
| | | |
− | Tiny seeds rather than large concepts, two words, three words, a tiny sentence. Maybe at times all | + | Tiny [[seeds]] rather than large [[concepts]], [[two]] [[words]], [[three]] words, a tiny sentence. Maybe at times all |
− | you have to say is "God is love, you are His child, you are His son, you are His daughter. He | + | you have to say is "[[God]] is [[love]], you are His child, you are His son, you are His daughter. He |
− | loves you and wants only love and happiness for you." Take away this belief that everyone is | + | [[loves]] you and wants only love and [[happiness]] for you." Take away this [[belief]] that everyone is |
− | being judged, not being able to get past the guilt that they feel for living, and know that life is but | + | being [[judged]], not being able to get past the [[guilt]] that they [[feel]] for living, and know that life is but |
− | experiences to learn from, to gain from. And through experiences there may be errors made, sins | + | [[experiences]] to learn from, to gain from. And through [[experiences]] there may be [[errors]] made, [[sins]] |
− | even, and that through this one can learn, one can turn to the Father for forgiveness. | + | even, and that through this one can [[learn]], one can turn to [[the Father]] for [[forgiveness]]. |
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− | I want to impress upon you that you have a lot of help from this side and you are constantly being | + | I want to [[impress]] upon you that you have a lot of help from this side and you are constantly being |
− | guided and directed and wrapped in love. We cannot protect you from things happening to you | + | [[guided]] and directed and wrapped in [[love]]. We cannot [[protect]] you from things happening to you |
− | that go with the everyday life experiences. We cannot protect you from death if that should occur | + | that go with the everyday life [[experiences]]. We cannot protect you from [[death]] if that should occur |
− | through some means. We can and are giving you all we can give you. To tune into this love that | + | through some means. We can and are giving you all we can give you. To [[tune]] into this [[love]] that |
− | abounds about you will help you to release your obstacles. Through your dual nature there will be | + | abounds about you will help you to release your [[obstacles]]. Through your [[dual]] [[nature]] there will be |
− | obstacles daily, but they can become less and less of importance, not being the controlling factor | + | [[obstacles]] daily, but they can become less and less of importance, not being the [[controlling]] [[factor]] |
− | that they once were in your lives. Direct your focus and your intent upon this mission, choose | + | that they once were in your lives. Direct your [[focus]] and your [[intent]] upon [[this mission]], choose |
− | during your days your risks, and know that by risking you will open up more and more. You will | + | during your days your [[risks]], and know that by risking you will open up more and more. You will |
− | find that what you believe to be difficult is not to have the words catch in your throat from fear, | + | find that what you [[believe]] to be difficult is not to have the [[words]] catch in your throat from [[fear]], |
| but to allow them out. | | but to allow them out. |
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− | And when you feel someone needs your love and comfort do not be afraid to give it to them. | + | And when you feel someone needs your [[love]] and [[comfort]] do not be [[afraid]] to give it to them. |
− | They may not respond in a manner you would have wished, but know that you did the will of | + | They may not [[respond]] in a [[manner]] you would have wished, but know that you [[Doing the will of God|did the will of |
− | God. Doing without recognition will fill your soul with much growth, much expansion. | + | God]]. Doing without [[recognition]] will fill your [[soul]] with much [[growth]], much expansion. |
− | I want you to think upon these things this week and observe your actions, when you are risking | + | I want you to [[think]] upon these things this week and [[observe]] your [[actions]], when you are risking |
− | and when you are not. And keep in mind when you are doing it from love and when you are doing | + | and when you are not. And keep in [[mind]] when you are doing it from [[love]] and when you are doing |
− | it from an ego manner, that you may feel this other person must believe the way you do. That is | + | it from an [[ego]] [[manner]], that you may feel this other person must believe the way you do. That is |
− | not what this is about, rather sharing with them, risking to share, and discerning how far to go | + | not what this is about, rather [[sharing]] with them, risking to [[share]], and [[discerning]] how far to go |
| with your sharing. | | with your sharing. |
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− | I will now accept questions. | + | I will now [[accept]] [[questions]]. |
| ===Dialogue=== | | ===Dialogue=== |
− | Student #1: I would like to welcome you to our home. I would like to express my desire to be more | + | Student #1: I would like to [[welcome]] you to our [[home]]. I would like to [[express]] my [[desire]] to be more |
− | representative of the Father's will in my life. I shortly will be coming into contact with a lot of | + | [[representative]] of [[the Father]]'s will in my [[life]]. I shortly will be coming into [[contact]] with a lot of |
− | people and I would like to be more of an instrument of the Father's peace. I will look towards you | + | people, and I would like to be more of an instrument of the Father's [[peace]]. I will look towards you |
− | and the Father and others around me for guidance and help. I hope I can be an example of the | + | and the Father and others around me for [[guidance]] and help. I [[hope]] I can be an example of the |
− | Father's love whenever possible. | + | Father's [[love]] whenever possible. |
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− | Elyon: This is noted and you are indeed changing and growing. You have an energy surging | + | Elyon: This is noted and you are indeed [[changing]] and [[growing]]. You have an [[energy]] surging |
− | through you. You are beginning to understand and realize the full importance of this. | + | through you. You are beginning to [[understand]] and realize the full importance of this. |
− | Be kind to yourself. Allow yourself the time and room that you need in order to reach your goal, | + | Be [[kind]] to yourself. Allow yourself the time and room that you need in order to reach your [[goal]], |
| for if you leave yourself in the background and try to accomplish this, it will not work. I will | | for if you leave yourself in the background and try to accomplish this, it will not work. I will |
− | gently remind you once again to love yourself and realize how important you are to you. | + | gently remind you once again to [[love]] yourself and [[realize]] how important you are to you. |
| + | ===='''''[[Demonstration]]'''''==== |
| + | Student #2: I have a question in regard to your lesson today. I am interested in the [[topic]] "the [[duties]] of an |
| + | [[apostle]]" because I have been [[wondering]] about that for myself, wondering what it is I should be |
| + | doing. My answer is that you should just go about your daily life trying to live it well. From your |
| + | talk I think I [[understand]] that we should be looking for more [[opportunities]] to [[risk]] putting our |
| + | [[beliefs]] forth to people that may benefit. Is it true that one of the things that people most need to |
| + | know is that [[God]] is not [[judging]] them? That we make [[mistakes]] and learn from our mistakes and |
| + | not to [[regret]] them? Is this what we need to [[point]] out to people? |
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− | Student #2: I have a question in regard to your lesson today. I am interested in the topic "the duties of an
| + | Elyon: Yes. Through your daily [[actions]] you can portray to others that [[God]] is [[love]]. You are |
− | apostle" because I have been wondering about that for myself, wondering what it is I should be
| + | God-like in the [[manner]] of loving everyone unconditionally without exception when you are not |
− | doing. My answer is that you should just go about your daily life trying to live it well. From your
| + | [[offended]] by another's [[actions]] and [[accept]] them without [[judgment]]. This gives them an [[idea]] of what |
− | talk I think I understand that we should be looking for more opportunities to risk putting our
| + | unconditional love truly is. When it comes from the [[heart]] it is felt by another. So many are so shut |
− | beliefs forth to people that may benefit. Is it true that one of the things that people most need to
| + | down with so many walls up around them that they are [[defensive]] of anything that comes up |
− | know is that God is not judging them? That we make mistakes and learn from our mistakes and
| + | before them. But if it is done in this [[manner]] they may be defensive, but they do indeed notice the |
− | not to regret them? Is this what we need to point out to people?
| + | [[difference]]. |
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− | Elyon: Yes. Through your daily actions you can portray to others that God is love. You are
| + | Reach out and tell others that [[God]] is [[love]], that God is [[the Father]] of [[mercy]], that God does not |
− | God-like in the manner of loving everyone unconditionally without exception when you are not | + | [[judge]], God is not a respecter of people. Plant the [[seeds]] if only in passing. Plant a seed for |
− | offended by another's actions and accept them without judgment. This gives them an idea of what
| + | someone who is so caught up in the [[belief]] system that God is judging them and [[condemning]] them. |
− | unconditional love truly is. When it comes from the heart it is felt by another. So many are so shut
| + | This may be like a [[breath]] of fresh [[air]] for them for it may be something that they have wanted to |
− | down with so many walls up around them that they are defensive of anything that comes up
| + | [[believe]] for a long time but would not allow themselves. If someone comes along that has this |
− | before them. But if it is done in this manner they may be defensive, but they do indeed notice the
| + | [[truth]], they will know that they do not have to be the only one. |
− | difference.
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− | Reach out and tell others that God is love, that God is the Father of mercy, that God does not
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− | judge, God is not a respecter of people. Plant the seeds if only in passing. Plant a seed for
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− | someone who is so caught up in the belief system that God is judging them and condemning them.
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− | This may be like a breath of fresh air for them for it may be something that they have wanted to
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− | believe for a long time but would not allow themselves. If someone comes along that has this
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− | truth, they will know that they do not have to be the only one.
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| Does this help? | | Does this help? |
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− | Student #2: Yes and I appreciate your choosing that topic today. | + | Student #2: Yes and I [[appreciate]] your choosing that [[topic]] today. |
− | Student #3: How far is my suspension? Do I get to ask questions or should I continue with my | + | |
− | understanding of the Father? | + | Student #3: How far is my [[suspension]]? Do I get to ask questions or should I continue with my |
− | *Elyon: You, my friend, can ask questions. Do not take this as a punishment but use the
| + | [[understanding]] of [[the Father]]? |
− | observations wisely, as it was told to you to seek your Father in every moment that you can. | + | |
− | Focus in on the Father rather than focusing in on what you are not hearing from (teacher). | + | Elyon: You, my [[friend]], can ask questions. Do not take this as a [[punishment]] but use the |
− | You are greatly loved and this is not an abuse or a slap in the face rather a direction to focus you | + | [[observations]] wisely, as it was told to you to seek y[[our Father]] in every [[moment]] that you can. |
− | into what our mission is all about; to have a one-on-one personal relationship with the Father and | + | [[Focus]] in on the Father rather than focusing in on what you are not hearing from (teacher). |
| + | You are greatly loved and this is not an [[abuse]] or a slap in the face rather a direction to [[focus]] you |
| + | into what [[our mission]] is all about; to have a one-on-one [[personal]] [[relationship]] with [[the Father]] and |
| to not rely so much upon your teacher but more on the Father. I will allow you your question. | | to not rely so much upon your teacher but more on the Father. I will allow you your question. |
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− | Student #3: I did want to make an observation on your talking about love from the heart. I never used to | + | Student #3: I did want to make an [[observation]] on your talking about [[love]] from the [[heart]]. I never used to |
− | know what that meant, "from the heart". I realized when you said that today that I actually know | + | know what that meant, "from the heart". I [[realized]] when you said that today that I actually know |
− | what that means. More than just love, love from the heart means from the spirit. | + | what that means. More than just [[love]], love from the heart means from the [[spirit]]. |
| + | ===='''''[[Transmitting]]''''', '''''[[Presence]]'''''==== |
| + | I would like to know why I get really [[scared]], get the shakes and the shivers during the times when |
| + | I'm [[transmitting]] [[Michael]] or [[Machiventa]] or whoever. Could you comment on why I have these |
| + | reactions? |
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− | I would like to know why I get really scared, get the shakes and the shivers during the times when | + | Elyon: You are opening up more and [[feeling]] the [[presence]] more, as you all are. We are [[becoming]] |
− | I'm transmitting Michael or Machiventa or whoever. Could you comment on why I have these
| + | more of a [[presence]] for you rather than just a [[voice]]. You are able to [[discern]] these super-[[energies]] |
− | reactions?
| + | that are so filled with [[love]] for you that you feel them to your core. This in itself is an opening. |
| + | One lesson I gave was about this, to [[feel]] the [[presence]], to be able to know when we're with you, |
| + | to know when it is us, when it is [[the Father]], when it is [[Michael]]. And this is happening for all of |
| + | you. And I want to add that [[observing]] how you feel, how do you think we must feel in the |
| + | presence of these [[supernals]]? We are in [[awe]] also. |
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− | Elyon: You are opening up more and feeling the presence more, as you all are. We are becoming
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− | more of a presence for you rather than just a voice. You are able to discern these super-energies
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− | that are so filled with love for you that you feel them to your core. This in itself is an opening.
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− | One lesson I gave was about this, to feel the presence, to be able to know when we're with you,
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− | to know when it is us, when it is the Father, when it is Michael. And this is happening for all of
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− | you. And I want to add that observing how you feel, how do you think we must feel in the
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− | presence of these supernals? We are in awe also.
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| Does this help? | | Does this help? |
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− | Student #3: Yes, it does. So it is more of a reaction on the feeling, like when I get the shakes it's more of a | + | Student #3: Yes, it does. So it is more of a [[reaction]] on the [[feeling]], like when I get the shakes it's more of a |
− | response to my recognition to the presence. Will ny reaction lessen or will I always be that shaky | + | [[response]] to my [[recognition]] to the [[presence]]. Will my [[reaction]] lessen or will I always be that shaky |
| when something like that happens? | | when something like that happens? |
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− | Elyon: No. Also when someone such as Michael or Machiventa or Abraham comes through, you | + | Elyon: No. Also when someone such as [[Michael]] or [[Machiventa]] or [[Abraham]] comes through, you |
− | feel more put on the spot for your performance than you do with us, as you feel comfortable and | + | feel more put on the spot for your [[performance]] than you do with us, as you feel [[comfortable]] and |
− | we are becoming more like a one-on-one friend. You may still regard the others as authority | + | we are becoming more like a one-on-one [[friend]]. You may still regard the others as [[authority]] |
| figures which would cause reactions also. Allow this to not be so, for they do not intend this. | | figures which would cause reactions also. Allow this to not be so, for they do not intend this. |
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| Does this help? | | Does this help? |
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| Student #3: Yes. Thank you very much. | | Student #3: Yes. Thank you very much. |
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− | Student #4: Elyon, with your talk today I realized that I still have difficulty knowing when it is time to talk | + | Student #4: Elyon, with your talk today I [[realized]] that I still have [[difficulty]] knowing when it is time to talk |
− | to people, friends, relatives. A woman was going to commit suicide and I was called in to talk | + | to people, [[friends]], relatives. A woman was going to commit [[suicide]] and I was called in to talk |
− | with her. I didn't know what to say at all so I just kept calling to God and telling Him He had to | + | with her. I didn't know what to say at all so I just kept calling to [[God]] and telling Him He had to |
| be the one that was talking because I didn't know what to do or say. And now I see that when I'm | | be the one that was talking because I didn't know what to do or say. And now I see that when I'm |
− | trying to talk to someone I am in my brain trying to think of the right words. I probably should | + | trying to talk to someone I am in my [[brain]] trying to think of the right [[words]]. I probably should |
− | leave it up to God more. That was a real special time in my life and had a positive outcome. At | + | leave it up to God more. That was a real special time in my life and had a [[positive]] outcome. At |
− | times I feel that my words just aren't good enough. Do you think I could call upon this more | + | times I feel that my [[words]] just aren't good enough. Do you think I could call upon this more |
− | often? That God could answer the questions with more enlightenment? | + | often? That [[God]] could answer the questions with more [[enlightenment]]? |
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− | Elyon: The more you open up and tune in to your inner knowing, to your indwelling spirit, the | + | Elyon: The more you open up and [[tune]] in to your inner knowing, to your [[indwelling spirit]], the |
− | more you allow your indwelling spirit to control your thoughts and your words, the easier it will | + | more you allow your indwelling spirit to [[control]] your [[thoughts]] and your [[words]], the easier it will |
− | become. When one is put into a position such as this, much like a doctor would have an | + | become. When one is put into a [[position]] such as this, much like a [[doctor]] would have an |
− | emergency patient that has one second to live and becomes somewhat scrambled as to which | + | [[emergency]] patient that has one second to live and becomes somewhat scrambled as to which |
− | action to take. For you feel the time is short and this person needs something very beneficial very | + | [[action]] to take. For you [[feel]] the time is short and this person needs something very beneficial very |
− | fast. Put yourself aside and allow this truth, what you really know, the wisdom within. Your past | + | fast. Put yourself aside and allow this [[truth]], what you really know, the [[wisdom]] within. Your [[past]] |
− | experiences you can share and relate to this person. Also know that it may not be what they need | + | [[experiences]] you can [[share]] and relate to this [[person]]. Also know that it may not be what they need |
| but when doing it like this you are doing the very best that you know how, and you will know | | but when doing it like this you are doing the very best that you know how, and you will know |
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| Student #4: Yes, it does. Thanks a lot. | | Student #4: Yes, it does. Thanks a lot. |
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− | *Elyon: Are there any more questions?
| + | Elyon: Are there any more [[questions]]? |
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− | Student #5: In the next few weeks I am not going to be able to attend the meetings as I would like. And I | + | Student #5: In the next few weeks I am not going to be able to attend the [[meetings]] as I would like. And I |
− | always feel isolated when I'm away from the group, away from you and the others for very long. I | + | always feel [[isolated]] when I'm away from the [[group]], away from you and the others for very long. I |
| would just like to say that if there is any way you can be with me while I'm in distant places that I | | would just like to say that if there is any way you can be with me while I'm in distant places that I |
− | would welcome that. I hope to have that happen if that is possible. | + | would welcome that. I [[hope]] to have that happen if that is possible. |
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− | Elyon: Yes, most certainly I will be with you at times. This would be an ideal time for you to | + | Elyon: Yes, most certainly I will be with you at times. This would be an [[ideal]] time for you to |
− | focus in on the Father. Know that even though you are not with the group physically that you are | + | [[focus]] in on [[the Father]]. Know that even though you are not with the [[group]] [[physically]] that you are |
− | being guided. Your teacher is with you. If you have moments you can attempt to hear his words. | + | being [[guided]]. Your [[teacher]] is with you. If you have [[moments]] you can attempt to hear his [[words]]. |
− | Focus on the Father and allow that guidance, that love, to carry you through, for that is the best | + | [[Focus]] on [[the Father]] and allow that [[guidance]], that love, to carry you through, for that is the best |
| that you will get. | | that you will get. |
| ===Closing=== | | ===Closing=== |
− | My love to you this day. I will be with you all throughout the week. Good bye. | + | My [[love]] to you this day. I will be with you all throughout the week. [[Good bye]]. |
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| ==Session 7== | | ==Session 7== |
| June 30, 1993 | | June 30, 1993 |