2013-10-19-Q and A with Nebadonia

Session

Opening

PRAYER: Mother and Father, we’re so grateful to be here to receive your guidance, your words of wisdom, and your deity embrace. Thank you for helping us receive in your Spirit what you know we need. Thank you for opening us to your WILL through the help of our celestial brothers and sisters. Thank you for protecting our energy fields from any outside interference that your WILL may be done. Thank you.

Lesson

NEBADONIA: My precious children, my blessings are upon you! This is your Mother Nebadonia who speaks! Allow my embrace to move deeper into your beings. Your systems of consciousness are being expanded in me now. I invite you to hold that focus and intention of feeling my presence move in through you. This is a time of growth and change upon Urantia. By staying close to both your Father and to me in your focus during your day will you continue to perceive the natural flow of divine energy, to which you have access, on a more consistent basis.

This perception, albeit subtle at first, does grow within your consciousness. You sense a presence around you, in you, gently guiding you in a direction. That direction is the Father’s WILL, and that direction is steadfast and secure. You may fully relax in its trajectory, and to let the currents of your mind open and yield to where your indwelling Father Fragments are guiding you. There are many decisions to make along the way as you follow this WILL, for it does not follow a, what you might call, straight line. There are many rivulets of opportunities that are presented to you for you to choose in connection with the Father who dwells you.

Today before I address your questions, I invite you to feel that desire to be more open and yielding in my LOVE, that your perception may be enhanced of the Father’s WILL within you. Receive me, my children. Receive my LOVE. (Pause)

New circuits of LIGHT can be threaded into your system of consciousness during this time of focus, spending time allowing me, as your Mother, to move through you. You are my child. You are developing in the womb of universe consciousness. This is your home. It is your refuge. It is your place of safety and security. Let me tether you to these places of safety and security that you may relax and follow this process of growth in a more organic and fluid manner. Let the mental chatter that becomes agitated by your planet’s consciousness soften as you move into the consciousness stream of the universe. There is PEACE here. There is ORDER. There is CONTROL. But it is of the divine dimensions, and not subjected to the human whims of self-centered desires.

As I speak these words to you, know that your conceptual frame of reference is yielding and beginning to grow in the frame of perspective that is of the universe consciousness. This is a stride forward in your perception of who you are. We are making provisions for you to receive this infusion of LIGHT to help you adjust to these energies of LOVE that transforms the human condition and help you follow divine WILL of the Father’s presence within you. (Pause)

As you know, IT IS TIME TO MANIFEST WHAT FATHER WILLS UPON URANTIA. We are supporting your efforts, large and small, in the unfolding of this divine plan for this world—your Father’s world, as He holds this world in His heart and hands and sends His LOVE into what comes forth from my presence of universe consciousness. Receive your Father, my children, and let yourselves know of His LOVE for you, for the entire world. (Pause)

And so it is! You are safe in me, my children. There is nothing to fear. You are outworking a way of life that no longer belongs to my universe home. So stay close to me and your Father Michael, and allow our LOVE to guide you through these thrilling times of change. (Pause)

If you wish, you may alter your focus and address me with any concerns or questions you might have. I am ready to respond whenever you are.

Dialogue

Student: Mom, I am working on another lesson and it is called The Value of Being Human. I have certain parts well in hand but I am trying to bring it to a level that also has a practical quality for everyday human life. I would appreciate if you would comment from your perspective on the value of human mortal beings—our value to the universal scheme of things. Thank you.

NEBADONIA: My dear daughter D, this is indeed a very pertinent and important question and consideration you have raised, not only for yourself but for your siblings. The larger scope of universe life has been so largely hidden from you due to factors well known to you that it is very challenging to convey to the human mind the greater purpose and scope of the value of evolutionary life.

There is an outworking of the divine plan of the Father’s creation in which you may participate as children of the Father’s personality circuit, having origin in the Father Himself. You have a unique role to play in the materialization of the divine ways into the universe. Starting out at the material level, you move and live through experience. You actually materialize the Father’s world here on the earth plane, and you accrue experience. You grow in your conceptual ideation of what is the Father’s WILL, what constitutes the divine plan, through your own efforts at materialization of these plans throughout the universe.

I will pause here and allow you to simply let this concept radiate and resonate within your mind. There is an enormity to this which is something that each person who chooses the divine plan of ascension and perfection to understand and utilize for your soul development. Let’s sit with this for a moment before I expand. The answer is for each one of you not just for your sister D. (Pause)

The glory of Paradise is beyond human understanding. And yet, you have, through your own individual unique efforts, the ability to build the Father’s GLORY into material reality. This happens through your development—through your labors of love, of service, of being able to open to the divine WILL and allow it to flow through you.

To use human terminology, you are the treasures hidden in material reality as you craft your divinity out of this raw human substance you know as evolutionary will creatures of finite origin. Your perspective is so highly circumscribed by your material reality, but when you begin to perceive who you are as a soul co-creating through the Father, then you begin to step into that larger perspective and appreciate your true value and worth. So feel the energies of these concepts, my children. My infusion of LOVE to you today is to help you grow in this comprehension that you would seek it, desire it, follow it, use it, and materialize the Father’s WILL on this world. Does this help, my daughter?

Student: Yes. To say that we are materializing the Father’s GLORY and His WILL is a different way of putting it for me, and I really like that. It resonates. That’s the one thing I really grabbed on to. Also, the idea that we are crafting our divinity in this material reality we’re in, as soul co-creators with the Father is the other element I grabbed. Thank you, Mother. I know that there is far more than this, but I did want things at a more practical level too, and this is valuable what you gave me. Thank you.

NEBADONIA: And indeed as you begin to perceived this, as you focus on what you have now perceived, it will expand in your awareness and help you in your daily life to remember it is YOU who is materializing the Father’s GLORY through your efforts into this material reality and changing the fabric of your planet’s consciousness a little bit each day.

We do not expect you grow all at once, as you well know, as this is an evolutionary process. It is for you to enjoy, to grow so enamored of the process you would willing strive to follow wherever it takes you because it is all good, and it is all part of the Father’s grandeur. He wants you to share in the glory. That is His nature. He shares everything He is with his children of multiple dimensions in this time space continuum that will one day reflect the Paradise grandeur on a larger scale. So grow in this awareness, my daughter, and enjoy your life more thoroughly. Savor each morsel and delight in who you are becoming and who you already are.

Student: Hello, Mom. This is B. I really appreciate what you just shared with D. - manifesting the Father's glory into the physical realm. I resonate with it, for it is what I try to do in my creation of art as I co-create with Spirit. So I thank you for that answer that you gave to D. and to us. It helps me understand that a wee bit more. I come to you today with a question - maybe many questions, but I will try to keep it short. You know recent developments yesterday has really pushed up the timeline for my husband to leave his congregation. Now we are looking at December 31st. There are so many unknowns - finances, living situation - we don't know what is really going to happen. And yet, neither one of us is falling apart totally. Neither one of us is trying to...we are trying to steer away from the fear and put out trust solely in the Father, knowing that as we let go of old things, new opportunities will be presented to us and we will have a better insight as to what Father wills for us. We know that we will be taken care of. We know this, and yet, it is not an easy time. We both have changed drastically. Things that we thought were going to be opportunities for us - because we felt so much great energy around them - are now seeming to fade away. The desire to move to the Pacific Northwest doesn't seem as strong as it used to be. The desire to move to our property in the country is becoming SO strong. SO strong. I surprise myself in how deeply and passionately I am drawn to that. To be able to get fibers from my neighbors sheep and dye them with dyes that I am growing on my own land and infuse that glory of the Father's Will into woven rugs and all hangings is something I can't stop thinking about. And yet, I sit here and wonder: Is this what I am supposed to be thinking about? Isn't there something larger that I am supposed to be a part of? But it feels right. I'm just not clear. I'm not user what my question is here, but if you could at least comment I would appreciate that. Thank you.

NEBADONIA: My little one, it is very simple. You are making that transition from the material mind into your soul mind. It is natural that you would feel somewhat insecure as you begin to perceive a new reality on the horizon. New feelings are emerging in your awareness, new thoughts, new directions, new ideas, and this is very different for you. It does bring up some of those old ways of questioning. You are right on track. This is part of the process.

As you know, you have mightily engaged your intellect over the course of your lifetime. So do you think that your intellect would simply yield all at once? And yet you are finding that in this yielding process, as you begin to separate the material mind from the soul mind, you sense that there is this bigger opportunity to grow in faith. Follow FAITH. Let the energies of FAITH move you forward. If it is helpful begin to have an intention that it is OK to let the habits of the material mind to yield to the soul mind. Truly feel the sincerity of your desires for this and to follow Father's WILL

It is a place of separation, and sometimes it is uncomfortable because you are making great strides in a short period of time. Perhaps what you are not yet seeing is what is value of that—how you may be able to help other people who may need to make a quantum jump in their awareness as the energies of change continue to bathe Urantian consciousness helping it to open to the reality of the Father's LOVE. I will pause here and ask if this has answered your question, my daughter, or would you like me to elaborate a little further for you?

Student: I think it has answered part of my question. You are so right in that for the bulk of my life my intellect has taken charge - you know me so well. So I think you have helped in some respect, but certainly I would welcome anything else you could add. Thank you, Mother.

NEBADONIA: Feel your desire to gain that simple child-like trust in the Father. You may appeal to the human circuit of Jesus and tap into the child-like trust that he had in his Father that he left here for you to also enjoy. If you make this another of the desires of your heart sincerely, honestly, earnestly, you will move more into that arena of Jesus' trust in the Father and be able to help in the further separation of the material mind into the soul mind. Does this help, my daughter?

Student: Yes, Mother, this does help. Thank you so much. Thank you.

NEBADONIA: Grow in this trust. Truly savor this process. As a process-oriented person, you will gain much, MUCH in your soul development when you truly fall in love with this process. And watch where you are guided as a child. Follow in the faith that is deep inside of you. Let it be a rudder. Let it steer you where the Father wills.

Student: This is H. It feels very good to be with you this evening and I would like to ask you if you could comment on my experiences from the last weeks with my friend or brother W. I learned a lot during these days with him, and unfortunately we had an argument in the last hour before I left yesterday. I just try to understand what was happening. Did I ask too much from him? All things that are in my mind from the last few weeks refers a lot to what you already said to D and B, and I had a wonderful experience. I learned a lot from being with W and his family, and I think the main focus I am on now is also what you said, relates to what you said about the Father’s glory—the energies of joy. Because that is something that I really like.

We did a lot of building work and this is some work that I really enjoy and I put my joy and my efforts into it and I just like to be in the flow of life and I enjoyed it. And then something happened and there were some disappointments. If you could comment on that, and also I would like to say, through all these discussions with W, I got into the problems of the healing of the German people and mentality…if you could comment on that too? Thank you.

NEBDONIA: H, my son, your heart is so full of wonderful intentions for healing, and my answer is quite simple. You are outworking differences of energies that have separated you. By the “you” I am speaking of on the collective level that still are impacting you as an individual. I invite you to simply sit with the meaning and value of what I just have conveyed to you while I further elaborate on your concern.

The outworking of the material mind, which some of you have designated as ego, is part of the process to help you recognize when you are out of the alignment with the Father’s WILL. Differences of opinion are not there to trigger disappointments, but to serve as notice that there is this material mind operating, and the Father within you wishes to employ a larger frame of reference for you to use for your soul advancement—not only your intellectual growth but your emotional development in the energies of LOVE. This is happening at an individual level and it is also happening at the collective level.

And you now, my dear son, are being trained to know how to apply what you have learned individually to help in the collective healing of the people. Much patience will be required on your part to help you not only ascend to the higher realms of the soul mind as you become more immersed and aware of this process, that you may use it gainfully, wisely, appropriately to help your brothers and sisters who are still steeped in a separation mentality, which has created so much pain and stress on their hearts.

As you listen to this recording again and read the transcript, as you allow the answers to your sisters to also be a part of your own inner development, will you be able to outwork some of these collective energies within your own consciousness and move you more into the trajectory of your soul development. So let go of the disappointment you felt around the dispute with your brother, and look deeply into his heart and to see where his pain is coming from that you may ask for more of Michael’s presence to be infused into him, and that you have the ability to shine that light from your heart to his and to ask Michael to penetrate through your heart into his to feed your brother with Michael’s love. This is what we ask our children to do when you are in conflict. So envision him in front of you in your mind’s eye. Just ask for Michael to come through you now through your heart into your brother’s. See what happens to these energies of dispute as they move in the Father’s WILL, in Michael’s LOVE. Does this help, my son?

Student: Yes, that is wonderful. I just like to say one more word. I think this is a special relationship with him and I think the key problem is that in all our spiritual conversations, what it comes down to is that his connections to eastern religion is that in the end, that is my feeling that, something that The URANTIA Book tells us that the problem is to find the living source of all life, that is the key problem that "God is a living man" as Bob Marley said. W has a problem to get that. But what you said, I already feel, it works to sent Michael’s love into his heart. Thank you.

NEBADONIA: Do you notice that I said to send Michael’s LOVE into his heart, and not just love into his heart? Michael is his Father and whether your brother recognizes this or not, it is a fact of reality that he has access to his Father through the personality circuit. As you allow Michael’s presence to flow through you, Michael is ministering to his son in the way Michael knows His son can receive. You are providing a doorway—a means—by which he may be able to pick up on the more personal aspects of divine love as it is applied into him. Does this help? (Thank you very much.)

Allow Michael’s presence to gain even stronger strength, depth, breadth, height. Let Him embrace you fully, my son. There is a power presence of Michael’s personality you have great capacity therefore. Let him be in you, as you are in Him, and thrive in your relationship. Let it pour out of your soul into whomever is before you in ministry.

Student: Yes, Mother, this is L. I recently spent 10 days on Vancouver Island in Canada and even more recently a few days up on the North Shore of Lake Superior. In both of those experiences, I feel different energies of the land, the trees, the people and the history of the people living there. Especially with my experience on Vancouver Island and the wonderful energies there and the powerful experience I had with indigenous rituals and when we called in the ancestors.... I'm just wondering if you could give me some further insight in how I can integrate those energies and some understanding, perhaps clearer understanding, of the importance of the function of those experiences in my life.

NEBADONIA: My dear daughter L, the richness of human experience is the, I will use the term, "juice" of the evolutionary unfolding of the divine plan. There is an essence, there is a power that is so delicious to your Father and me as we watch you develop. You are gaining a greater means to appreciate that expression of humanity to grow in compassion for the human experience and to blend your abilities as an evolving daughter of the Father into the personality gifts you are now developing through your soul.

You are in a unique position to bring in the Father's WILL into this earth plane consciousness and to allow what you are experiencing from the evolutionary nature to merge through an expanded, let us call this a soul gift, to help your brothers and sisters move into the new way of the Father's love being manifested here on the earth plane. You have a deep capacity to drink in this rich human experience.

As you have sought guidance how to integrate this better, you have access in the one who enjoyed, savored, the human experience, and that is your brother Jesus. You may go to him and ask him to help you with this integration process. You are developing a unique capacity to hold this earth plane energy that you may form this bridge for the higher consciousness that is of my universal dimension and which your Father Michael is now feeding into your hearts.

So enjoy this integration process as I encourage each one of your sisters and brothers today do, and let yourself become so enamored of it that it becomes this wonderful quality that is uniquely yours, so rich, so, so delectable that your Father and I are able to minister to YOU in an enhanced manner that you may minister to your soul satisfaction to your brothers and sisters. Does this help, my daughter?

Student: Thank you so much, Mother. I will have to absorb the words again, reading the transcript or listening to it again. Just the richness of what you said feeds my soul. Thank you so much.

NEBADONIA: When you listen and read, sit with that energy of the richness of the experience of your brothers and sister. There is much to teach you, and know when you do this, to ask for the consciousness of the Planetary Supreme mind to also speak into your soul to help you appreciate the importance and the significance of your sacred work on this world. Grow in my peace, my daughter. (Thank you, Mother.)

Closing

Well, my children, we have had a very rich time together indeed, have we not? So ponder these words, savor these experiences. Know that all is well, that your Father Michael loves this world, and His heart and hands hold it in the womb of my LOVE. Grow! Thrive! Prosper in abundant LOVE and the resources made available to you. You will not receive these resources until you are in action through experience. That is when they come to you. You cannot just engage the intellect, saying, “When I have faith, when I have peace, I will be able to do this.” No! It is when you say, “I will do this that peace will come. I will speak these words of truth and they will appear.”

Be active now. You have learned to BE and now you are learning to DO through the energies of BEING. Practice this more. You are firmly in Michael’s heart. What is there to fear? Let Him and your consciousness move you into the soul mind that you may further align in what is now being birthed through your efforts, not only for your own soul’s development, but what you are bringing into the Planetary Supreme as well. Enjoy these days of change, my children, for you will long remember your Urantian experience as you progress throughout the starry realms of the universe that is our home. Good day.