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Every person, as you walk through [[this world]], are faced with this same kind of [[testing]] in a smaller degree. Can you [[abandon]] your will, your wants, your [[ideas]] about what you should have and who you should be, for something which may seem to be smaller, but which holds the greater gift? This is the [[essence]] of living as a human being, the essence of finding the gifts which God gives you rather than your own will and the self-destruction which that will entails always, in all cases. Those who have much, but have not God, have nothing. Everyone must learn the lesson of the Carpenter, the lesson of the boat builder, the lesson of the caravan shop. The lowly work of [[service]] is worth much more than all the accolades, all the seeming accomplishments of those who seem to have earthly [[power]] and [[wealth]]. The one who walked in true [[humility]], who had no [[home]], who had no [[money]], whose friends [[deserted]] him, who was humiliated and finally [[the Crucifixion|put to death]], gained the full measure of the Father’s power.

Every person, as you walk through [[this world]], are faced with this same kind of [[testing]] in a smaller degree. Can you [[abandon]] your will, your wants, your [[ideas]] about what you should have and who you should be, for something which may seem to be smaller, but which holds the greater gift? This is the [[essence]] of living as a human being, the essence of finding the gifts which God gives you rather than your own will and the self-destruction which that will entails always, in all cases. Those who have much, but have not God, have nothing. Everyone must learn the lesson of the Carpenter, the lesson of the boat builder, the lesson of the caravan shop. The lowly work of [[service]] is worth much more than all the accolades, all the seeming accomplishments of those who seem to have earthly [[power]] and [[wealth]]. The one who walked in true [[humility]], who had no [[home]], who had no [[money]], whose friends [[deserted]] him, who was humiliated and finally [[the Crucifixion|put to death]], gained the full measure of the Father’s power.

Where you are in [[this world]] is only truly where [[the Father]] sees you. The Father sees each of you in your [[spiritual growth]], he sees your true [[worth]], your true [[value]], and He withholds only gifts which you are not ready to [[receive]] yet. Once [[the Master]] had been through His earthly trial, then he was ready to receive the gift of complete [[sovereignty]] in [[Nebadon|His Universe]]. Each one of you, therefore, must be ready to endure those trials which prepare you to receive His greater gifts. No one escapes this. It is not something unique, but is complete in this world.

Where you are in [[this world]] is only truly where [[the Father]] sees you. The Father sees each of you in your [[spiritual growth]], he sees your true [[worth]], your true [[value]], and He withholds only gifts which you are not ready to [[receive]] yet. Once [[the Master]] had been through His earthly trial, then he was ready to receive the gift of complete [[sovereignty]] in [[Nebadon|His Universe]]. Each one of you, therefore, must be ready to endure those trials which [[prepare]] you to receive His greater gifts. No one escapes this. It is not something unique, but is complete in this world.

You who would grow in the Father’s Love, who would grow toward Him in His security, in His peace, in His joy and faith, you must be ready to endure trials of an earthly nature; and not only one, but many. Each trial, which comes before you, is one which will steady you, which will give you greater gravity, greater feeling of being planted in the earth, a greater feeling of having endured and of being able to endure. No human being who has ever accomplished anything truly worthwhile, has done so without first experiencing great suffering, trials and tribulation. These things you will look upon with spiritual eyes as being wonderful gifts, not terrible tragedies, for each trial forces you to ask the question, who am I? Who am I really? What are my decisions based on who I am? Am I a person who is buffeted about by the slings ans arrows of fortune? Do the winds of chance throw me off balance? Or am I steady, regardless of the fortunes of time, which come and go; or the fashions of time, which also come and go? Everything changes.

You who would grow in [[the Father]]’s Love, who would grow toward Him in His [[security]], in His [[peace]], in His [[joy]] and [[faith]], you must be ready to endure trials of an earthly nature; and not only one, but many. Each trial, which comes before you, is one which will steady you, which will give you greater [[gravity]], greater [[feeling]] of being planted in the earth, a greater feeling of having endured and of being able to endure. No [[human being]] who has ever accomplished anything truly worthwhile, has done so without first experiencing great [[suffering]], [[trials]] and [[tribulation]]. These things you will look upon with spiritual eyes as being wonderful gifts, not terrible [[tragedies]], for each trial forces you to ask the [[question]], who am I? Who am I really? What are my [[decisions]] based on who I am? Am I a person who is buffeted about by the slings and arrows of fortune? Do the winds of [[chance]] throw me off [[balance]]? Or am I steady, regardless of the fortunes of [[time]], which come and go; or the [[fashions]] of time, which also come and go? [[Everything]] changes.

You three have endured much and have been made much greater than you were for this endurance. You are learning as you endure to be a beacon of steadiness for your fellows, to be a source of inspiration for having endured great uncertainty, great tribulation, without having been thrown into old patterns of instability. You who have had problems with alcohol and substance abuse, have indeed endured some of the greatest testing that a human being can endure. These little things that are happening now are nothing compared with what you have been through.

You three have [[endured]] much and have been made much greater than you were for this endurance. You are [[learning]] as you endure to be a beacon of steadiness for your fellows, to be a source of [[inspiration]] for having endured great [[uncertainty]], great [[tribulation]], without having been thrown into old patterns of instability. You who have had [[problems]] with alcohol and [http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Substance_abuse substance abuse], have indeed endured some of the greatest testing that a human being can endure. These little things that are happening now are nothing [[compared]] with what you have been through.

The Father has called you. Are you willing to take up his broom and seep the streets if need be? Are you willing to walk humbly with Him in whatever it is that He gives your hands to do? Are you willing to receive earthly praise for that which He has given you without it pushing you off balance and causing you to be arrogant or at least not humble? Are you prepared for what the Father will give you? He is always certain that you are. He will put into your hands that which you should have, that which gives you what you need.

[[The Father]] has called you. Are you willing to take up his broom and seep the streets if need be? Are you willing to walk [[humbly]] with Him in whatever it is that He gives your hands to do? Are you willing to [[receive]] earthly [[praise]] for that which He has given you without it pushing you off [[balance]] and causing you to be [[arrogant]] or at least not [[humble]]? Are you prepared for what the Father will give you? He is always certain that you are. He will put into your hands that which you should have, that which gives you what you need.

To be able to endure uncertainty without instability is part of the goal of life. Think of Gandhi, who accomplished a revolution which reverberates to this day and will reverberate even more in the new millennium. He had nothing, his life was full of complete uncertainty. Whether he would be jailed, whether he would be free, he walked humbly with the Father and accepted what the Father had to give him every day and accomplished much more than almost every other living person in this past century. Remember that the Father’s greatest gifts may come in disguises. You cannot know the value of what is given until you open and experience it completely. You three do well. Are there questions?

To be able to [[endure]] [[uncertainty]] without [[instability]] is part of the [[goal]] of life. Think of [[Gandhi]], who accomplished a [[revolution]] which [[reverberates]] to this day and will reverberate even more in the new millennium. He had nothing, his [[life]] was full of complete [[uncertainty]]. Whether he would be jailed, whether he would be [[free]], he walked humbly with the Father and [[accepted]] what the Father had to give him every day and accomplished much more than almost every other living person in this past century. Remember that [[the Father]]’s greatest gifts may come in [[disguises]]. You cannot know the [[value]] of what is given until you open and [[experience]] it completely. You three do well. Are there questions?

Ricallo: I’m about to embark on a venture that to some may appear somewhat glamorous. I don’t think of it that way, but from what I heard tonight, maybe I should be a carpenter or something. This is going to require self-discipline that I have lacked in the past and now after hearing this and my own reluctance, maybe it’s not what I should be doing.

Ricallo: I’m about to embark on a venture that to some may appear somewhat [[glamorous]]. I don’t think of it that way, but from what I heard tonight, maybe I should be a carpenter or something. This is going to require self-[[discipline]] that I have lacked in the past and now after hearing this and my own [[reluctance]], maybe it’s not what I should be doing.

Ham: No, it is a question of ; are you willing to take what the Father gives you with true humility? Whatever it is, if it is to make a record, if it is to put deals together, sell people of situations, that kind of thing. Whatever your gifts are, they must be used with humility, with the attitude of: "Thank you Father. If this is your will, I will do my utmost to carry it through. And I will do so calmly and humbly with You leading each step of the way." That was the lesson of the carpenter shop. It was, the daily work, taking each day’s work as it came and completing that work with humility and yet with doing one’s best work. Whatever it is that the Father is putting before you, that is what you should do. It is the attitude with which you do it that is important. Is this making it clear?

Ham: No, it is a question of ; are you willing to take what [[the Father]] gives you with true [[humility]]? Whatever it is, if it is to make a record, if it is to put deals together, sell people of situations, that kind of thing. Whatever your gifts are, they must be used with [[humility]], with the [[attitude]] of: "Thank you Father. If this is your will, I will do my utmost to carry it through. And I will do so calmly and humbly with You [[leading]] each step of the way." That was the lesson of the carpenter shop. It was, the daily work, taking each day’s work as it came and completing that work with [[humility]] and yet with doing one’s best work. Whatever it is that the Father is putting before you, that is what you should do. It is the [[attitude]] with which you do it that is important. Is this making it clear?

Jarad: I don’t ever remember being more affected by anything than what you’ve just told us. It’s the essence of the whole thing. I realize that I don’t care what the Father wants me to do. Whatever it is, is fine with me. Don’t you think that’s true?

Jarad: I don’t ever remember being more affected by anything than what you’ve just told us. It’s the [[essence]] of the whole thing. I realize that I don’t [[care]] what the Father wants me to do. Whatever it is, is fine with me. Don’t you think that’s true?

Ham: Yes, I think you have arrived at this place very recently.

Ham: Yes, I think you have arrived at this place very recently.

Jarad: And another thing I tell you that I realize is that when I’m gone from this planet, I don’t care if anybody knows that I did anything. If they know about the Master, I don’t care if they know if I had anything to do with it. I’ve always known what the Master told me about the wealth that was laid at me feet. I’ve always known what that was, that it was Love, and that that what matters. And that I should learn to Love too, you know? It’s really beautiful. I know sometimes I have this trouble with the little things, the food, and that I know that it’s a deeper thing, but I have complete faith in God and I believe that He can help even me to do what He means for me to do.

Jarad: And another thing I tell you that I [[realize]] is that when I’m gone from [[this planet]], I don’t care if anybody knows that I did anything. If they know about [[the Master]], I don’t care if they know if I had anything to do with it. I’ve always known what the Master told me about the [[wealth]] that was laid at me feet. I’ve always known what that was, that it was [[Love]], and that that what matters. And that I should learn to Love too, you know? It’s really [[beautiful]]. I know sometimes I have this trouble with the little things, the food, and that I know that it’s a deeper thing, but I have complete [[faith]] in God and I believe that He can help even me to do what He means for me to do.

Ham: Yes my son, this was a wonderful expression of faith and it is good for you to have this opportunity to put into words how you truly feel and I am deeply honored to be the recipient of these words. The true recipient, the One who knows all, knows these things before you are even conscious of them. Yes, questions?

Ham: Yes my son, this was a wonderful [[expression]] of [[faith]] and it is good for you to have this [[opportunity]] to put into words how you truly feel and I am deeply honored to be the recipient of these [[words]]. The true recipient, the One who knows all, knows these things before you are even [[conscious]] of them. Yes, questions?

Rebecca, you are doing very well. You are coming to a place of great spiritual strength and resourcefulness, a place where you feel much more calmly and completely yourself. You are greatly blessed and also a person who bestows great blessings on others. Continue...tape runs out... in your attempts to communicate God’s love to others, always think of their greater good, and communicate Love to all whom you encounter.

Rebecca, you are doing very well. You are coming to a place of great [[spiritual]] [[strength]] and resourcefulness, a place where you feel much more calmly and completely yourself. You are greatly [[blessed]] and also a person who bestows great blessings on others. Continue...tape runs out... in your attempts to [[communicate]] God’s love to others, always think of their greater [[good]], and communicate Love to all whom you encounter.

Jarad, you also are becoming more comfortable in communicating love, and love for your fellows, not only for your immediate family, but others as well, and this is a truly wonderful and liberating experience for you, that you van love freely and be blessed by this not endangered by it. You are becoming less and less easily threatened of frightened or put on the defensive. This is a much more sure place you are coming from now in feeling love for others. You are now more open and joyful. You are less apt to feel hurt by the actions of others or ego-offended, and this is a true sign of spiritual progress. You are doing very well, my son, continue.

Jarad, you also are [[becoming]] more comfortable in [[communicating]] [[love]], and love for your fellows, not only for your immediate [[family]], but others as well, and this is a truly wonderful and liberating [[experience]] for you, that you give love freely and be [[blessed]] by this not endangered by it. You are [[becoming]] less and less easily threatened of frightened or put on the [[defensive]]. This is a much more sure place you are coming from now in [[feeling]] love for others. You are now more open and [[joyful]]. You are less apt to feel hurt by the [[actions]] of others or [[ego]]-offended, and this is a true sign of [[spiritual progress]]. You are doing very well, my son, continue.

Marije, my dear, you are doing very well. You have somewhat of a tendency to want to find human heros, to want to invest others with super-human qualities and then become disappointed when they turn out to be mere humans. This is a natural process in your growth and you will find that you will be much happier, the less you expect of others. Learn to be loving and accepting of everyone without requirements. This is a lesson that will take a long time. It is one which those in the Mansion Worlds are just learning, so be patient with yourself. You do well.

Marije, my dear, you are doing very well. You have somewhat of a tendency to want to find [[human]] [[heros]], to want to invest others with [[superhuman]] [[qualities]] and then become [[disappointed]] when they turn out to be mere humans. This is a natural [[process]] in your [[growth]] and you will find that you will be much [[happier]], the less you [[expect]] of others. Learn to be loving and accepting of everyone without requirements. This is a lesson that will take a long time. It is one which those in the [[Mansion Worlds]] are just learning, so be [[patient]] with yourself. You do well.

Jarad: Dolores asks about her husband George who had passed on. Is he with his family and at peace? I would be grateful for any information concerning him.

Jarad: Dolores asks about her [[husband]] George who had passed on. Is he with his [[family]] and at [[peace]]? I would be grateful for any [[information]] concerning him.

Ham: Of course, my dear. He was a person who had some great contradictions, a person of great warmth and also coldness. A person of joy and sorrow, love and indifference. A person who lived quite a full life in terms of experience that will require a long time to truly understand. He is doing very well. He is what is termed a sleeping survivor, who will awaken with others who are in his same spiritual progress range in the future. He is in a state of complete peace at present, a state of complete unconscious sleep. When he awakens, it will be as though no time had passed, as though he simply went to sleep in this life and woke up in the next. At that time, he will of course ask for you. So do not worry about him. He is fine and is expected to do well upon awakening.

Ham: Of course, my dear. He was a person who had some great [[contradictions]], a person of great warmth and also coldness. A person of [[joy]] and [[sorrow]], love and indifference. A person who lived quite a full life in terms of [[experience]] that will require a long time to truly [[understand]]. He is doing very well. He is what is termed a [[sleeping survivor]], who will [[awaken]] with others who are in his same [[spiritual progress]] range in the [[future]]. He is in a state of complete peace at present, a state of complete [[unconscious]] [[sleep]]. When he awakens, it will be as though no time had passed, as though he simply went to sleep in this [[life]] and woke up in [[Afterlife|the next]]. At that time, he will of course ask for you. So do not worry about him. He is fine and is [[expected]] to do well upon [[awakening]].

Jarad: Judy Langston wants to know [who] is her teacher, Onoxyan, a former red man/healer or is it Ochotiwa? She is transmitting in an unfamiliar language. How can she best serve the Father now?

Jarad: Judy Langston wants to know [who] is her teacher, Onoxyan, a former [[red man]]/healer or is it Ochotiwa? She is [[transmitting]] in an unfamiliar language. How can she best serve the Father now?

Ham: Yes my dear, this is a difficult question because you are asking many different questions in one. Some of what you are experiencing is an active imagination and some of what you are experiencing is, of course, genuine teaching. It is my recommendation that the specific histories of teachers should not be gone into in too great a detail, because it is a distraction for the student. It is not so important where your teacher comes from. What is important is the greater wisdom which is imparted during these sessions. When you are experiencing this other language it is like a "warming up." A process in which you can free your conscious, thinking mind concerning the meaning of words, and concentrate on the rhythm and the sound. This is to help you in your transmission, because you tend to worry about what is being said, and when you engage your mind, and sensor or even think about what is coming through, it creates a barrier and a difficulty during the transmission process. When you are transmitting sounds that have no meaning then you are freer. Combine this feeling, this experience when you transmit English and see how much easier your transmissions become.

Ham: Yes my dear, this is a difficult [[question]] because you are asking many [[different]] questions in one. Some of what you are experiencing is an active [[imagination]] and some of what you are experiencing is, of course, genuine teaching. It is my recommendation that the specific histories of teachers should not be gone into in too great a detail, because it is a [[distraction]] for the [[student]]. It is not so important where your teacher comes from. What is important is the greater [[wisdom]] which is imparted during these sessions. When you are experiencing this other language it is like a "warming up." A [[process]] in which you can free your [[conscious]], [[thinking]] mind concerning the [[meaning]] of [[words]], and concentrate on the [[rhythm]] and the [[sound]]. This is to help you in your transmission, because you tend to worry about what is being said, and when you [[engage]] your mind, and sensor or even think about what is coming through, it creates a [[barrier]] and a difficulty during the transmission [[process]]. When you are [[transmitting]] sounds that have no [[meaning]] then you are freer. Combine this [[feeling]], this experience when you transmit [[English]] and see how much easier your transmissions become.

Esmeralda, daughter this is a time of trial and difficulty which will be helpful to you in the long run, while also quite a strain in the short run. This trauma that your mother has experienced is quite severe. She seems to be coping quite well, yet there is a pretty severe shock to her body which is not able to take such shocks as well as she used to. Be understanding with her and sympathetic with her dilemma, for she is quite confused and in need of comfort. You have acquitted yourself well in caring for your parents. All these things count for righteousness in the kingdom.

Esmeralda, daughter this is a time of trial and [[difficulty]] which will be helpful to you in the long run, while also quite a strain in the short run. This [[trauma]] that your [[mother]] has [[experienced]] is quite severe. She seems to be coping quite well, yet there is a pretty severe [[shock]] to her body which is not able to take such shocks as well as she used to. Be [[understanding]] with her and [[sympathetic]] with her [[dilemma]], for she is quite [[confused]] and in need of comfort. You have acquitted yourself well in caring for your parents. All these things count for [[righteousness]] in [[the kingdom]].

Elena, yes my daughter, be of soft heart and sympathetic with all that is transpiring. Allow yourself to truly love these women who have been such a great influence upon your life. Allow there to be space and time for you to experience this time of transition.

Elena, yes my daughter, be of soft [[heart]] and [[sympathetic]] with all that is transpiring. Allow yourself to truly love these women who have been such a great [[influence]] upon your life. Allow there to be space and time for you to experience this time of [[transition]].

Charlie Beyer, Son you do well. You are learning many things through difficulty and through joy. You are learning to soften your heart toward others - toward all others not simply those who are in your immediate family. You are learning to be a greater beacon of light and a conduit for Love. Be at peace, my son, you do well.

Charlie Beyer, Son you do well. You are [[learning]] many things through [[difficulty]] and through [[joy]]. You are learning to soften your [[heart]] toward others - toward all others not simply those who are in your immediate [[family]]. You are learning to be a greater beacon of [[light]] and a conduit for Love. Be at [[peace]], my son, you do well.

===Closing===

===Closing===

To all my students: My love is with you each. I do check on you. I do personally monitor your progress. All of you here and far, you are all known to me and all beloved by me. I take none of you for granted. You are each precious and I want you to know that I am honored to be your teacher. I am honored that we will begin a new year, a new millennium together. Be at Peace.

To all my students: My love is with you each. I do check on you. I do personally monitor your [[progress]]. All of you here and far, you are all known to me and all beloved by me. I take none of you for granted. You are each precious and I want you to know that I am honored to be your [[teacher]]. I am honored that we will begin a new year, a new millennium together. Be at [[Peace]].

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