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Good morning child, it is I Ambrose, he who loves you.

Good morning child, it is I Ambrose, he who loves you.

You are so hard on yourself. Lighten up child! Your world will yet have sunshine throughout. Your world is but suffering yet one more shadow, yet one more ramification of a rebellion that has yet to use up the energy that was set free.

You are so hard on yourself. Lighten up child! Your world will yet have sunshine throughout. Your world is but suffering yet one more shadow, yet one more ramification of a rebellion that has yet to use up the energy that was set free.

 

You are at times a difficult student my dear, but only in that you strive so hard for perfection. Let go of your need to be perfect, child! You do not live on a perfect world. You live on a world where perfection is nigh unto impossible, even for those who are much higher than you are on their path toward the Father. You have but just begun; you are in essence, but a babe. Allow yourself that freedom JoiLin. Take off the shackles of self-imposed perfection. Allow yourself the freedom of the child that you are; learn, and love with a sense of joy, with the delight of a child, with the faith of a child. You understand what is meant when the Master spoke of having the faith of a child; children accept what their hearts tell them is true, they do not analyze, they accept. Their heart tells them it is so, and it makes perfect sense to them, and so they believe and they act on that belief. You have that sense of childlike faith when you allow it free reign. Do so JoiLin; it will make your life and your future education so much easier and so much more fun. Learning should be a pleasure; it should be a delight, not a dark shadow held over your head, but something to look forward to.

You are at times a difficult student my dear, but only in that you strive so hard for perfection. Let go of your need to be perfect, child! You do not live on a perfect world. You live on a world where perfection is nigh unto impossible, even for those who are much higher than you are on their path toward the Father. You have but just begun; you are in essence, but a babe. Allow yourself that freedom JoiLin. Take off the shackles of self-imposed perfection. Allow yourself the freedom of the child that you are; learn, and love with a sense of joy, with the delight of a child, with the faith of a child. You understand what is meant when the Master spoke of having the faith of a child; children accept what their hearts tell them is true, they do not analyze, they accept. Their heart tells them it is so, and it makes perfect sense to them, and so they believe and they act on that belief. You have that sense of childlike faith when you allow it free reign. Do so JoiLin; it will make your life and your future education so much easier and so much more fun. Learning should be a pleasure; it should be a delight, not a dark shadow held over your head, but something to look forward to.

When Michael showed you how to let go of the pain you are holding within, he was responding to the pain you were suffering, as He will always respond to your needs, and so too will He respond when you come to Him with an open heart full of joy and a desire to share that joy with Him. He will always be there JoiLin, in sorrow and in joy, expect Him to be there! Do not close yourself off to what is already there. Open your heart child and let go the final walls that you hold within, recognize that as you do so beloved, you will be removing the final vestiges of pain and shadow, all those things that have kept you from seeing the full light that is both you and the Father within. Only then will you be clear to begin your work in earnest. The timing dear child is up to you. You alone hold the key. You alone have the power to accept fully the gift the Father holds out to you.

When Michael showed you how to let go of the pain you are holding within, he was responding to the pain you were suffering, as He will always respond to your needs, and so too will He respond when you come to Him with an open heart full of joy and a desire to share that joy with Him. He will always be there JoiLin, in sorrow and in joy, expect Him to be there! Do not close yourself off to what is already there. Open your heart child and let go the final walls that you hold within, recognize that as you do so beloved, you will be removing the final vestiges of pain and shadow, all those things that have kept you from seeing the full light that is both you and the Father within. Only then will you be clear to begin your work in earnest. The timing dear child is up to you. You alone hold the key. You alone have the power to accept fully the gift the Father holds out to you.

 

*4-21-95

 

*Commitment Needed

 

 

4-21-95

 

 

 

 

Commitment Needed

 

Greetings JoiLin, it is I Will, your teacher who loves you.

Greetings JoiLin, it is I Will, your teacher who loves you.

 

We know of your concern child, and we ask you to let it go. Be of good cheer. We will be initiating a plan to be set in motion on this Sunday that will, we hope, rekindle the flame of commitment within your group. There has been a feeling of widespread apathy that we hope is beginning to run its course and can now be channeled into new energy, with a more creative direction.

We know of your concern child, and we ask you to let it go. Be of good cheer. We will be initiating a plan to be set in motion on this Sunday that will, we hope, rekindle the flame of commitment within your group. There has been a feeling of widespread apathy that we hope is beginning to run its course and can now be channeled into new energy, with a more creative direction.

You continue to struggle with your old concept of time, recognize that as your old paradigms fall away so too will your old ways of measuring time. These will be replaced with a time construct more in keeping with local universe time. It is, as ever, a matter of perspective. As more and more of humanity begin to take up their higher levels of being, their morontial states of mind and understanding will allow for many changes to coexist alongside of the current understandings. These new ways of viewing your world will eventually replace the old.

You continue to struggle with your old concept of time, recognize that as your old paradigms fall away so too will your old ways of measuring time. These will be replaced with a time construct more in keeping with local universe time. It is, as ever, a matter of perspective. As more and more of humanity begin to take up their higher levels of being, their morontial states of mind and understanding will allow for many changes to coexist alongside of the current understandings. These new ways of viewing your world will eventually replace the old.

 

*4-27-95

 

*You Perceive Yourself To Be An Integrated Human Being

 

4-27-95

 

 

 

 

You Perceive Yourself To Be An Integrated Human Being

 

Let us begin.

Let us begin.

 

Today I would like to talk about your perception of yourself, child. It is good that in many ways you perceive yourself to be an altogether integrated human being. However, there are some negative repercussions to believing this to be so. Can you think of what any of these negatives might be?

Today I would like to talk about your perception of yourself, child. It is good that in many ways you perceive yourself to be an altogether integrated human being. However, there are some negative repercussions to believing this to be so. Can you think of what any of these negatives might be?

 

JoiLin: Well, off hand I guess if I believed myself to be well adjusted, then I might not be seeking to discover how I could better adjust, or what I might look at in myself to discover why I did certain things or behaved in certain ways. If I believed that I had no problems, no personality weaknesses, than I would be standing still, at least in regard to emotional growth. I might also see myself as somehow superior to my brothers and sisters, as if they had problems, deficiencies, where I did not. I don’t know if I do that, but I see that as a possibility. Looking back to a conversation I had with a friend in the mission, where she was sharing about her personal difficulties, (read issues), I can remember thinking and maybe even saying, "I hate to tell you this, but I feel a bit guilty for not being able to relate to you on this; I guess I just don’t have those problems." However, in personal sessions I’ve had since that conversation, one, even with Michael (!), the teachers have indicated that I may have some problems that I’m not in touch with. So I see all of this that I’ve mentioned as negatives that would hinder my own personal spiritual/emotional growth.

JoiLin: Well, off hand I guess if I believed myself to be well adjusted, then I might not be seeking to discover how I could better adjust, or what I might look at in myself to discover why I did certain things or behaved in certain ways. If I believed that I had no problems, no personality weaknesses, than I would be standing still, at least in regard to emotional growth. I might also see myself as somehow superior to my brothers and sisters, as if they had problems, deficiencies, where I did not. I don’t know if I do that, but I see that as a possibility. Looking back to a conversation I had with a friend in the mission, where she was sharing about her personal difficulties, (read issues), I can remember thinking and maybe even saying, "I hate to tell you this, but I feel a bit guilty for not being able to relate to you on this; I guess I just don’t have those problems." However, in personal sessions I’ve had since that conversation, one, even with Michael (!), the teachers have indicated that I may have some problems that I’m not in touch with. So I see all of this that I’ve mentioned as negatives that would hinder my own personal spiritual/emotional growth.

This lesson will be continued tomorrow, or perhaps later. I leave you now with my blessing and my appreciation that we have indeed begun to move into the future! Shalom.

This lesson will be continued tomorrow, or perhaps later. I leave you now with my blessing and my appreciation that we have indeed begun to move into the future! Shalom.

Later that same day:

*Later that same day:

Ambrose: If you are ready we will pick up where we left off.

Ambrose: If you are ready we will pick up where we left off.

We are proud of you and your willingness to do the work necessary to be all you can be. Recognize this yourself, give yourself credit; you hold back the love from yourself that you so easily give to others. The Father would have you love yourself, as well, perhaps even first. For when we love ourselves, as the Father loves us, we truly become free to love others, as He would have us love them. We delight in you JoiLin. And we look forward to much progress within the coming months.

We are proud of you and your willingness to do the work necessary to be all you can be. Recognize this yourself, give yourself credit; you hold back the love from yourself that you so easily give to others. The Father would have you love yourself, as well, perhaps even first. For when we love ourselves, as the Father loves us, we truly become free to love others, as He would have us love them. We delight in you JoiLin. And we look forward to much progress within the coming months.

 

I leave you now, as I think we have covered enough ground for today, and we will pick up our lesson tomorrow if you have the opportunity. Know child how proud I am of you and that I am ever near and will respond if you call. Shalom.

I leave you now, as I think we have covered enough ground for today, and we will pick up our lesson tomorrow if you have the opportunity. Know child how proud I am of you and that I am ever near and will respond if you call. Shalom.

 

*4-28-95

 

*Areas For You To Heal

 

4-28-95

 

 

 

 

Areas For You To Heal

 

If you are ready, let us begin. Greetings child, I welcome you into this continuing classroom.

If you are ready, let us begin. Greetings child, I welcome you into this continuing classroom.

 

Yesterday we began to discuss problem areas within your own psyche, areas that need to be healed, and how you might see your inability to recognize this in yourself as a negative. And you gave some very good answers.

Yesterday we began to discuss problem areas within your own psyche, areas that need to be healed, and how you might see your inability to recognize this in yourself as a negative. And you gave some very good answers.

As you talked, you were able to uncover one area that does indeed, need to be brought to the light and healed. You think of yourself as being less able to compete on an intellectual level with your brothers and sisters that have had the opportunity of gaining a formal education and have received their piece of paper indicating that they have indeed put in the hours. Recognize JoiLin, that those hours we refer to are under the heading of formal education, and that piece of paper, a formal piece of paper, indicative of those hours spent working toward the degree. Living itself, is an education child, as well, you have always been an avid reader with a wide range of interests. Give yourself some credit for the knowledge you have attained on your own. And give yourself some credit here as well; you do not feel insecure with all of your siblings who have that formal piece of paper, it is only some few. If we look a bit deeper, you may be able to recognize that it really has naught to do with that piece of paper; it has more to do with personality conflicts. You will remember in our conversation yesterday when I spoke of difficulties a person experiences in one area that are echoed in or are manifested in another area? I believe this is true for you in this case. Look at the people you know that have their degrees, but with whom you are quite comfortable. If this were truly a problem of your feeling inadequate when in the presence of someone with a degree, this pattern would hold true within all of your relationships. And so, we think the difficulty lies more in the direction of the individual, and conflicts between you and your sibling that need to be worked on. Can you think of any other pattern or incident wherein as a child you were made to feel small or insignificant?

As you talked, you were able to uncover one area that does indeed, need to be brought to the light and healed. You think of yourself as being less able to compete on an intellectual level with your brothers and sisters that have had the opportunity of gaining a formal education and have received their piece of paper indicating that they have indeed put in the hours. Recognize JoiLin, that those hours we refer to are under the heading of formal education, and that piece of paper, a formal piece of paper, indicative of those hours spent working toward the degree. Living itself, is an education child, as well, you have always been an avid reader with a wide range of interests. Give yourself some credit for the knowledge you have attained on your own. And give yourself some credit here as well; you do not feel insecure with all of your siblings who have that formal piece of paper, it is only some few. If we look a bit deeper, you may be able to recognize that it really has naught to do with that piece of paper; it has more to do with personality conflicts. You will remember in our conversation yesterday when I spoke of difficulties a person experiences in one area that are echoed in or are manifested in another area? I believe this is true for you in this case. Look at the people you know that have their degrees, but with whom you are quite comfortable. If this were truly a problem of your feeling inadequate when in the presence of someone with a degree, this pattern would hold true within all of your relationships. And so, we think the difficulty lies more in the direction of the individual, and conflicts between you and your sibling that need to be worked on. Can you think of any other pattern or incident wherein as a child you were made to feel small or insignificant?

 

JoiLin: Yes, I think they mostly had to do with the way I felt about how I looked. My friends all had pretty clothes, they all began the school year with a whole new wardrobe, and my clothes were mostly hand-me-downs or from a consignment store. I remember one year when my dresses were all too short, and they called me Alice in wonderland; I knew it was not meant as a compliment. In addition to new clothes, they all wore make-up and I didn’t have any…. my mother wouldn’t even let me wear it if I had any.

JoiLin: Yes, I think they mostly had to do with the way I felt about how I looked. My friends all had pretty clothes, they all began the school year with a whole new wardrobe, and my clothes were mostly hand-me-downs or from a consignment store. I remember one year when my dresses were all too short, and they called me Alice in wonderland; I knew it was not meant as a compliment. In addition to new clothes, they all wore make-up and I didn’t have any…. my mother wouldn’t even let me wear it if I had any.

This has been due to your hard work JoiLin. This is due to your committed walk with the Father. Give yourself credit, each and every time you come to recognize the successes, the positive changes you have made, and child there have been many. Look for them. Recognize them, and benefit from that recognition, by seeing the light you are becoming.

This has been due to your hard work JoiLin. This is due to your committed walk with the Father. Give yourself credit, each and every time you come to recognize the successes, the positive changes you have made, and child there have been many. Look for them. Recognize them, and benefit from that recognition, by seeing the light you are becoming.

 

I will close this session now child, as I know you have to pick up your grandson, but before I go, do you have any other questions that you would like to ask me?

I will close this session now child, as I know you have to pick up your grandson, but before I go, do you have any other questions that you would like to ask me?

Ambrose: You’re most welcome child, and I thank you. You give me much joy. Until tomorrow, shalom.

Ambrose: You’re most welcome child, and I thank you. You give me much joy. Until tomorrow, shalom.

 

*5-02-95

 

*All of Normal Mind Could Have a Teacher

 

 

5-02-95

 

 

 

 

All of Normal Mind Could Have a Teacher

 

Greetings child, it is I Ambrose, he who loves you. I thank you for taking the time to sit and allow me to voice a lesson through your fingertips! We are indeed, beginning to gain strength in this communication technique we attempt to up step. I appreciate your willingness to allow the free running conversation between our two minds as you have for the past two days. This builds stronger pathways between our minds and allows for better communication between us.

Greetings child, it is I Ambrose, he who loves you. I thank you for taking the time to sit and allow me to voice a lesson through your fingertips! We are indeed, beginning to gain strength in this communication technique we attempt to up step. I appreciate your willingness to allow the free running conversation between our two minds as you have for the past two days. This builds stronger pathways between our minds and allows for better communication between us.

 

Much that you have written in your e-mail over these two days has been as you suspected, a flow between our two minds; this is what we have hoped for, as this is the most effective way for me to help you as you go about your daily life. It allows for more interaction between us; as we are limited when we can only communicate when a formal lesson is in progress. It this format comfortable for you child?

Much that you have written in your e-mail over these two days has been as you suspected, a flow between our two minds; this is what we have hoped for, as this is the most effective way for me to help you as you go about your daily life. It allows for more interaction between us; as we are limited when we can only communicate when a formal lesson is in progress. It this format comfortable for you child?

 

JoiLin: Yes, Ambrose, I find it to be very comfortable and very interesting! It’s a lot of fun to feel my mind stretching as you feed in information that I am somewhat unfamiliar with.

JoiLin: Yes, Ambrose, I find it to be very comfortable and very interesting! It’s a lot of fun to feel my mind stretching as you feed in information that I am somewhat unfamiliar with.

One of the things you have been wondering about is whether you are being helpful when you communicate with your cyberspace siblings. I think you already understand that this is indeed part of your ministry; that you are indeed doing the Father’s work when you reach out to your siblings in love and understanding. You have had enough personal feedback JoiLin to understand that this is a work that we, your teachers, see as a most helpful and productive one.

One of the things you have been wondering about is whether you are being helpful when you communicate with your cyberspace siblings. I think you already understand that this is indeed part of your ministry; that you are indeed doing the Father’s work when you reach out to your siblings in love and understanding. You have had enough personal feedback JoiLin to understand that this is a work that we, your teachers, see as a most helpful and productive one.

 

I can tell that we have reached the end of our patience! The distractions have taken you away at least enough for me to request that we take this up later or on the morrow. No, child, I am not finding fault with you. It is quite difficult, I understand, to concentrate with that sort of noisy distraction going on. I think you have done exceptionally well to have remained connected for a long as you have.

I can tell that we have reached the end of our patience! The distractions have taken you away at least enough for me to request that we take this up later or on the morrow. No, child, I am not finding fault with you. It is quite difficult, I understand, to concentrate with that sort of noisy distraction going on. I think you have done exceptionally well to have remained connected for a long as you have.

I leave you now, with my blessing and my love as ever. Stay in His light child. Shalom

I leave you now, with my blessing and my love as ever. Stay in His light child. Shalom

 

*5-03-95

 

*All Life Carries The Seeds of Creation

 

5-03-95

 

 

 

 

All Life Carries The Seeds of Creation

 

Dear child, let us begin. It is I will, your teacher who loves you.

Dear child, let us begin. It is I will, your teacher who loves you.

 

We appreciate your making the attempt to move beyond your present wall of fear. Continue to take that faith step child and you will soon find yourself again amid the sun, you will find yourself once again full of confidence in both the future and your own abilities. Trust us JoiLin, you will get through this, and when you do you will struggle with these doubts no more, at least not at this level.

We appreciate your making the attempt to move beyond your present wall of fear. Continue to take that faith step child and you will soon find yourself again amid the sun, you will find yourself once again full of confidence in both the future and your own abilities. Trust us JoiLin, you will get through this, and when you do you will struggle with these doubts no more, at least not at this level.

You are feeling as it this is all just rhetoric, with no design. Turn up the contrast on the screen child and see that it does indeed have a recognizable flow from one thought into the next. There, you see? Letting go and simply letting be what will, is the easiest way I know to let this communication evolve. If for instance, you had felt secure enough last evening to take a deep breath, and pretend that it was just us, at home here, where you feel safe, you might have been able to get over this last impediment to your development as a receiver. This is not criticism child, as you well know, I would simply help you to see that the end is in sight. You have but to, as you say on this world, bite the bullet!

You are feeling as it this is all just rhetoric, with no design. Turn up the contrast on the screen child and see that it does indeed have a recognizable flow from one thought into the next. There, you see? Letting go and simply letting be what will, is the easiest way I know to let this communication evolve. If for instance, you had felt secure enough last evening to take a deep breath, and pretend that it was just us, at home here, where you feel safe, you might have been able to get over this last impediment to your development as a receiver. This is not criticism child, as you well know, I would simply help you to see that the end is in sight. You have but to, as you say on this world, bite the bullet!

 

If you have the time later in the day, try to sit for a few moments at the recorder and let us work together again; this moving between the computer and the recorder will help to strengthen our connection. Go child into your day knowing that you are indeed in His watch care, and have many that would assist you as you reach further into His light. Shalom.

If you have the time later in the day, try to sit for a few moments at the recorder and let us work together again; this moving between the computer and the recorder will help to strengthen our connection. Go child into your day knowing that you are indeed in His watch care, and have many that would assist you as you reach further into His light. Shalom.