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===Dialogue===

===Dialogue===

Well. I wrote down the things I thought were my hurdles and studied them, and for those that weren’t here last week, I felt my hurdles were pride, lack of self confidence and guilt feelings. Abraham tells me that I take responsibility for others and from others, and I mustn’t do this. I have to release these guilt feelings, and I have written down that they were senseless self blame, it was senseless hurt to self, and senseless pain, a burden that I must now cast aside, and look forward from now on. . But I. feel that it has all been a learning process, as we have been told before, nothing is ever lost or wasted. All the experiences that have taught me sadness and joy, compassion, love, pride etc etc and I am now learning about tolerance, peace, calmness, and hopefully about Universal, Godly love.

Well. I wrote down the [[things]] I thought were my [[Barriers|hurdles]] and [[studied]] them, and for those that weren’t here last week, I felt my hurdles were [[pride]], lack of [[self]] [[confidence]] and [[guilt]] [[feelings]]. Abraham tells me that I take [[responsibility]] for others and from others, and I mustn’t do this. I have to release these [[guilt]] feelings, and I have written down that they were senseless [[self]] [[blame]], it was senseless hurt to self, and senseless [[pain]], a burden that I must now cast aside, and look forward from now on. . But I. feel that it has all been a [[learning]] [[process]], as we have been told before, nothing is ever lost or wasted. All the [[experiences]] that have taught me [[sadness]] and [[joy]], [[compassion]], [[love]], [[pride]] etc etc and I am now [[learning]] about [[tolerance]], [[peace]], [[calmness]], and hopefully about Universal, [[God]]ly [[love]].

Teacher: You have removed your barriers

Teacher: You have removed your [[barriers]]

"Yes, I think so, well if I haven’t removed it, I've certainly come to terms with it, I am a lot more comfortable with it. I think it's all but removed.

"Yes, I [[think]] so, well if I haven’t removed it, I've certainly come to terms with it, I am a lot more [[comfortable]] with it. I [[think]] it's all but removed.

Teacher: Yes. Do not be surprised if at times your barrier re-appears.

Teacher: Yes. Do not be [[surprised]] if at times your [[barrier]] re-appears.

"In the re-appearing, is that me slipping back or

"In the re-appearing, is that me slipping back or

"Me being tested

"Me being tested

Teacher: It is a normal pattern of growth. At times also it is of a comfort to retrieve the barriers, you are used to this barrier, so there may be comfort because it is a known barrier, so do not be concerned if this occurs.

Teacher: It is a [[normal]] [[pattern]] of [[growth]]. At times also it is of a [[comfort]] to retrieve the [[barriers]], you are used to this barrier, so there may be comfort because it is a known barrier, so do not be concerned if this occurs.

"Hopefully I'll move on, more than I’ll slip back.

"Hopefully I'll move on, more than I’ll slip back.

Teacher: Yes.

Teacher: Yes.

Korde - I've thought further this week, and I have another barrier and that is that, I'm very black and white, and if I find that somebody has told me a lie, I find it very, hard to trust that person again, and I am trying to overcome this barrier also.

Korde - I've [[thought]] further this week, and I have another [[barrier]] and that is that, I'm very black and white, and if I find that somebody has told me a lie, I find it very, hard to [[trust]] that [[person]] again, and I am trying to overcome this barrier also.

Teacher: You must find the balance for yourself. Yes. It may assist for you to discern the reason for a person who does not speak truth to you. This may assist for you finding the balance point, yes.

Teacher: You must find the [[balance]] for yourself. Yes. It may [[assist]] for you to [[discern]] the reason for a [[person]] who does not speak [[truth]] to you. This may [[assist]] for you finding the [[balance]] [[point]], yes.

MeldaI thought a lot about what you said about my using words rather than my heart, and I thought back into the past to times when I had been vulnerable and realised that I used words to cover up. I got a clean sack, and I looked at all the words I have collected, and I put them into two piles. Things I had cut out of magazines, things that I had kept because they seemed very well put, and I sorted them into one pile of things that I had read and not remembered, and others into a pile that had read and remembered, and I decided that the ones I hadn’t remembered were not real worth keeping, so I put them in the sack, Then I looked at the other pile, and thought, if I have remembered them, I don't really need to keep them, so I put them in the sack too, it's just been a week of sorting things out.

Melda I [[thought]] a lot about what you said about my using [[words]] rather than my [[heart]], and I [[thought]] back into the past to times when I had been vulnerable and [[realised]] that I used words to cover up. I got a clean sack, and I looked at all the [[words]] I have collected, and I put them into two piles. [[Things]] I had cut out of magazines, things that I had kept because they seemed very well put, and I sorted them into one pile of things that I had [[read]] and not [[remembered]], and others into a pile that had [[read]] and remembered, and I [[decided]] that the ones I hadn’t remembered were not real [[worth]] keeping, so I put them in the sack, Then I looked at the other pile, and [[thought]], if I have remembered them, I don't really need to keep them, so I put them in the sack too, it's just been a week of sorting things out.

Teacher: And you are feeling?

Teacher: And you are [[feeling]]?

"Much happier.

"Much [[happier]].

Teacher: Good.

Teacher: Good.

"I think I can allow myself to be more vulnerable.

"I [[think]] I can allow myself to be more [[vulnerable]].

Teacher: Yes, There shall be times when you shall need words Melda, do not entirely refuse yourself the pleasure of words, yes?

Teacher: Yes, There shall be times when you shall need [[words]] Melda, do not entirely refuse yourself the [[pleasure]] of words, yes?

Dominica:  I said last week my barrier was fear of failure, fear of failing myself, and I think I have accepted a little bit more the things I have done and been satisfied, and I was thinking I don' t want to fail myself, and I was thinking of the goals I set for this class. Like finding the stillness getting an answer back from Mary, and having proof of astral travel, and I have done all those and had a communication from my Nanna, so I haven’t failed myself after all, so that has given me more confidence.

Dominica:  I said last week my [[barrier]] was [[fear]] of [[failure]], fear of failing myself, and I [[think]] I have [[accepted]] a little bit more the [[things]] I have done and been [[satisfied]], and I was [[thinking]] I don' t want to fail myself, and I was thinking of the goals I set for this class. Like finding the [[stillness]] getting an answer back from Mary, and having [[proof]] of [[astral travel]], and I have done all those and had a [[communication]] from my Nanna, so I haven’t failed myself after all, so that has given me more [[confidence]].

Teacher: Yes and you can put this knowledge of your achievement into practise in your everyday life busy-ness, yes. And you are feeling?

Teacher: Yes and you can put this [[knowledge]] of your [[achievement]] into [[practice]] in your everyday life [[busyness]], yes. And you are [[feeling]]?

"I don't know how I am feeling as this has only just occurred to me, Mum sparked it off, she said, where have you actually failed? And I haven’t really so much, it's just I'm afraid of doing, I think.

"I don't know how I am feeling as this has only just occurred to me, Mum [[sparked]] it off, she said, where have you actually failed? And I haven’t really so much, it's just I'm afraid of [[doing]], I [[think]].

Teacher: So you have achieved recognition of your self, yes.

Teacher: So you have [[achieved]] [[recognition]] of your [[self]], yes.

Bryoni I have several barriers, one lacking of faith for the future, I don’t really expect good things are going to happen to me.

Bryoni I have several [[barriers]], one lacking of [[faith]] for the [[future]], I don’t really [[expect]] [[good]] things are going to happen to me.

Teacher: In your future

Teacher: In your [[future]]

"Yes, probably a lack of faith full stop. And other one I've had for the past few months is a, barrier of fear, and I don't really trust my intuition. I don't trust it at all really. There was a discussion on this one night, about how you could, tell whether things were the right things to do because of your intuition, the first thing that comes to you, you do that, but I just don’t trust that, probably because in the past I have done things and I have done the wrong things, it hasn’t worked out

"Yes, [[probably]] a lack of [[faith]] full stop. And other one I've had for the past few months is a, [[barrier]] of [[fear]], and I don't really [[trust]] my [[intuition]]. I don't [[trust]] it at all really. There was a [[discussion]] on this one night, about how you could, tell whether things were the right things to do because of your [[intuition]], the first thing that comes to you, you do that, but I just don’t trust that, probably because in the [[past]] I have done things and I have done the wrong things, it hasn’t worked out

Teacher: You have one barrier. LACK OF TRUST IN SELF; LACK OF FAlTH IN SELF; FEAR IN SELF -

Teacher: You have one barrier. LACK OF [[Trust|TRUST]] IN [[Self|SELF]]; LACK OF [[Faith|FAlTH]] IN SELF; [[Fear|FEAR]] IN SELF -

is all one barrier. Your barrier Bryoni, is YOUR SELF. You may think on my words, it may assist you to see clearly your self, and we shall discuss this when the others have spoken.

is all one [[barrier]]. Your barrier Bryoni, is YOUR SELF. You may [[think]] on my [[words]], it may [[assist]] you to see [[clearly]] your [[self]], and we shall [[discuss]] this when the others have [[spoken]].

Belinda My most important barrier is, the reason why I remain silent and don’t say much, is, in group situations, I suppose its what I have to say, I really like it to be the truth, so if I don't say anything, I’m not sure if it is the truth or not,

Belinda My most important [[barrier]] is, the reason why I remain [[silent]] and don’t say much, is, in [[group]] situations, I [[suppose]] its what I have to say, I really like it to be the [[truth]], so if I don't say anything, I’m not sure if it is the truth or not,

Teacher: Yes. Your barrier is also YOUR SELF. LACK OF TRUST OF YOUR SELF, yes.?, yes, we shall speak of this when the others have spoken.

Teacher: Yes. Your [[barrier]] is also YOUR [[Self|SELF]]. LACK OF TRUST OF YOUR SELF, yes.?, yes, we shall speak of this when the others have spoken.

Tommas In the past week I have not been in a situation where there is silence, where I normally feel embarrassment, though the night is still young. I went through emotions, love, hate, joy, sadness, compassion, jealousy, loneliness frustration, anger, calm, fear, tolerance, embarrassment, which is what emotions I feel I am made up of, I ticked the ones I feel I’ve experienced here, which is love, joy, compassion, frustration, calm, fear, and embarrassment I feel I am coping with those and I feel calm, and I feel good, but then I find something will trigger hate, like a news item the other day, where somebody had thrown a puppy out of a car window, and I just feel that all these good feelings have just been pushed aside by the hate I feel for the person that did that, and I feel so annoyed with myself, because there is nothing that I can do about it, I think I have control of myself, only to find that I haven’t.

Tommas In the past week I have not been in a situation where there is silence, where I normally feel embarrassment, though the night is still young. I went through emotions, love, hate, joy, sadness, compassion, jealousy, loneliness frustration, anger, calm, fear, tolerance, embarrassment, which is what emotions I feel I am made up of, I ticked the ones I feel I’ve experienced here, which is love, joy, compassion, frustration, calm, fear, and embarrassment I feel I am coping with those and I feel calm, and I feel good, but then I find something will trigger hate, like a news item the other day, where somebody had thrown a puppy out of a car window, and I just feel that all these good feelings have just been pushed aside by the hate I feel for the person that did that, and I feel so annoyed with myself, because there is nothing that I can do about it, I think I have control of myself, only to find that I haven’t.

Teacher: A friend to self.

Teacher: A friend to self.

===Closing===

===Closing===

These thoughts you have expressed for others, which I have expressed for your self, keep these thoughts in your hearts, in your mind, yes.

These thoughts you have expressed for others, which I have expressed for your self, keep these thoughts in your hearts, in your mind, yes.