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===TR: [[Donna D'Ingillo]]===

===TR: [[Donna D'Ingillo]]===

==Session 1==

==Session 1==

===Opening===

===Dialogue===

Good evening. This is Anatolia who greets you this evening. Welmek is temporarily on assignment, and will be away for a week or so, and I have been asked to conduct the instruction for this group during his absence. During this period of time, I have been advised that it is now time to embark on a more in-depth course of instruction on the nature, function, influence and presence of our Mother Spirit within your mind.

Good evening. This is Anatolia who greets you this evening. Welmek is temporarily on assignment, and will be away for a week or so, and I have been asked to conduct the instruction for this group during his absence. During this period of time, I have been advised that it is now time to embark on a more in-depth course of instruction on the nature, function, influence and presence of our [[Mother Spirit]] within your mind.

As you know, there has been a dearth of information on your planet of the aspect of deity that is more feminine in its relationship to humans, as you grow in spirit. And there is a concerted effort underway to bring the awareness of Her exquisite divine presence into your planetary awareness, as you begin to see women who have been submerged in the shadows of male domination begin to take on their own nature and celebrate the gender that they have been created within.

For you, as men in a material body, there is a particular way in which you can come to know our Mother Spirit that will be different in perspective than that of your female counterparts. And I wish now to impart some deeper and detailed instruction to you regarding our Mother

 

For you, as men in a material body, there is a particular way in which you can come to know our [[Mother Spirit]] that will be [[different]] in perspective than that of your [[female]] [[counterparts]]. And I wish now to impart some deeper and detailed instruction to you regarding our Mother

Do you find that this would be interesting to all of you? (enthusiastic agreement) So I would like to hear from your perspective what it is about our Mother that you would like to know more about, or the qualities that you find interesting and helpful to understand? What about our Mother is piquing your interest and curiosity now? I wish to hear your comments.

Do you find that this would be interesting to all of you? (enthusiastic agreement) So I would like to hear from your perspective what it is about our Mother that you would like to know more about, or the qualities that you find interesting and helpful to understand? What about our Mother is piquing your interest and curiosity now? I wish to hear your comments.

Student: What comes to mind is can we contact Her and speak with her similarly to the way we can speak with Michael, the Spirit of Truth within us, or indwelling Spirit, the Thought Adjuster? Can we also commune with the Mother in this way?

Student: What comes to mind is can we contact Her and speak with her similarly to the way we can speak with [[Michael]], the [[Spirit of Truth]] within us, or indwelling Spirit, the [[Thought Adjuster]]? Can we also commune with the Mother in this way?

Anatolia: Yes, this is indeed possible.

Anatolia: Yes, this is indeed possible.

Student: I felt that was what was happening. But I was just wanting to have your reassurance. Can you see the teacher who has been assigned to me, Elianna, the ascending daughter of the Mother Spirit, at this time? Anatolia: I relate to her in a similar fashion as you relate to your human friends and acquaintances. (Thank you). (Pause) Have you no curiosity about our Mother?

Student: I felt that was what was happening. But I was just wanting to have your reassurance. Can you see the teacher who has been assigned to me, Elianna, the ascending daughter of the Mother Spirit, at this time?  

Student: I'd like some more information on how the word used when Jesus finished on his bestowal here, the Mother Spirit became his consort. It's like an ancient word that had more self-presence and it feels more evolving, sort of like a supreme. Is that almost like a marital union like the divine pleasure of having a loving partner all the way to eternity? Or is it more on a mindal level?

Anatolia: I relate to her in a similar fashion as you relate to your human friends and acquaintances. (Thank you). (Pause) Have you no [[curiosity]] about [[our Mother]]?

Anatolia: In human equivalency, you would liken this to a sublimely loving and harmonious complementary pairing that would be of the ideal marriage between dual energies and spiritual flow. Think of your highly idealized marriage partners where one spouse is the exquisite complement of the other and you will have an idea of the superb partnership that is Michael and Mother combined. It is in this pattern that forms the foundation in spirit for true human marriage, albeit that marriage in the human form is fraught with difficulties and is not quite the perfect harmony that you find at the level of Michael and Mother's relationship. Does this answer your question?

Student: I'd like some more [[information]] on how the word used when [[Jesus]] finished on [[his bestowal]] here, the [[Mother Spirit]] became his [[consort]]. It's like an ancient word that had more self-presence and it feels more evolving, sort of like a supreme. Is that almost like a marital union like the divine pleasure of having a loving partner all the way to eternity? Or is it more on a mindal level?

Student: Yes, I had a feeling it was that touching. The other part of the question was, in the partnership does the Mother Spirit act like the Holy Spirit, is mindal, everywhere present?

Anatolia: In human equivalency, you would liken this to a sublimely loving and harmonious [[complementary]] pairing that would be of the ideal [[marriage]] between dual energies and spiritual [[flow]]. Think of your highly idealized marriage [[partners]] where one spouse is the exquisite complement of the other and you will have an idea of the superb partnership that is Michael and Mother combined. It is in this [[pattern]] that forms the [[foundation]] in spirit for true human marriage, albeit that marriage in the human form is fraught with [[difficulties]] and is not quite the perfect harmony that you find at the level of Michael and Mother's relationship. Does this answer your question?

Anatolia: The action of Mother Spirit in your mind is beyond your scope of understanding. Her ability to influence your thought structure is consistently active in conjunction with the Adjuster's work in the mind, as it also congeals with the Spirit of Truth. Think of the Mother as the person of Deity who is actually helping you to correct those thought forms and turning them into the spiritized thoughts that the Adjuster uses to create symbol pictures within your mind of the nature and reality of the Father's personality and of the universe. Her action is beyond your understanding. Suffice it to say that when you rest your mind within Hers, much as a child rests in the arms of his mother, you will find that realm of pure safety and comfort that will fill you with such loving peace that you will not want to leave Her embrace. And in this you will find the way in which you relate to reality will surely be altered and more spiritually uplifting to you. Has this somewhat answered your question?

Student: Yes, I had a feeling it was that touching. The other part of the question was, in the [[partnership]] does the Mother Spirit act like the [[Holy Spirit]], is mindal, everywhere present?

Student: Yes it has. So it's still very appropriate it as a feminine influence at our level?

Anatolia: The action of [[Mother Spirit]] in your mind is beyond your scope of [[understanding]]. Her ability to [[influence]] your [[thought]] structure is consistently active in conjunction with the [[Adjuster]]'s work in the mind, as it also [[congeals]] with the [[Spirit of Truth]]. Think of the Mother as the person of Deity who is actually helping you to correct those [[thought forms]] and turning them into the spiritized thoughts that the Adjuster uses to create [[symbol]] pictures within your mind of the nature and reality of [[the Father]]'s personality and of [[the universe]]. Her action is beyond your understanding. Suffice it to say that when you rest your mind within Hers, much as a child rests in the arms of his mother, you will find that realm of pure safety and comfort that will fill you with such loving peace that you will not want to leave Her [[embrace]]. And in this you will find the way in which you relate to reality will surely be altered and more spiritually uplifting to you. Has this somewhat answered your question?

Anatolia: This is perhaps the only way that you will truly understand it, for you are so highly genderized in your ability to relate to one another. And so the way in which you relate to spirit is predicated on your experience. But you will grow. Your mind will expand in time and in form as the mind spiritizes.

Student: Yes it has. So it's still very appropriate it as a [[feminine]] influence at our level?

Student: Anatolia, I was thinking of the Mother before these transmissions, before actually talking with Her. In Paradise, they say that in eternity when the First Person creates the Second Person as this personality, this divine personality, and in consequence Paradise is also created as this epitome of personal reality. In our own lives we are the same kind of being. We have a spirit, our own personality has its own kind of spirit. We have the spirit of God within us. We have Michael's Spirit of Truth. Then we have the physical body that follows eternal patterns-absolute-as far as our scientists have been able to find out, to the billionth of a second.

Anatolia: This is perhaps the only way that you will truly understand it, for you are so highly [[gender]]ized in your ability to relate to one another. And so the way in which you relate to spirit is predicated on your [[experience]]. But you will grow. Your mind will expand in time and in form as the mind spiritizes.

We also have this physical impersonal kind of chemical/electrical body that obeys absolute mathematical laws. And I've always conceived of the Mother Spirit as the connection. We're living within her being. And by her very being here and being these dimensions of the thought adjutants, all these levels of her mind, that actually enable us to think, to feel, to realize, to have this experience be real for us. This connection of our own spirit and Michael's spirit and the Father's spirit, enables us to realize this unique physical being we have.

Student: Anatolia, I was thinking of [[the Mother]] before these transmissions, before actually talking with Her. In [[Paradise]], they say that in eternity when the [[First Person]] creates the [[Second Person]] as this personality, this divine personality, and in consequence Paradise is also created as this epitome of personal [[reality]]. In our own lives we are the same kind of being. We have a [[spirit]], our own [[personality]] has its own kind of spirit. We have the spirit of God within us. We have Michael's [[Spirit of Truth]]. Then we have the physical [[body]] that follows eternal patterns-absolute-as far as our scientists have been able to find out, to the billionth of a second.

So it's taking me awhile to conceive of this as a kind of absolute kind of glue. It's taking me awhile to feel her and experience her as a person. So I have the exact opposite problem of V. For me it's hard to feminize this absolute part of the cosmic mind, this individuation of the infinite spirit.

We also have this physical impersonal kind of [[Electrochemical|chemical/electrical]] body that obeys absolute [[mathematical]] laws. And I've always conceived of the [[Mother Spirit]] as the connection. We're living within her being. And by her very being here and being these [[dimensions]] of the [[Adjutant Mind Spirits|thought adjutants]], all these levels of her mind, that actually enable us to think, to feel, to realize, to have this [[experience]] be real for us. This connection of our own spirit and Michael's spirit and the Father's spirit, enables us to realize this unique physical being we have.

Anatolia: And it is because She is what you might conceive as super-feminine that you would not want to relate to Her in the way in which you would relate to a humanly feminine individual. And all of the ideas are presented to you so you have some contextual way in which to relate to them. But truly, our Mother is a person of Deity that is experienceable, just as is the Father in Paradise and Michael in Nebadon. Our Mother Spirit resident on Salvington, whose being pervades the universe of Nebadon, is equally contactable and experienceable.

So it's taking me awhile to conceive of this as a kind of absolute kind of [[glue]]. It's taking me awhile to feel her and [[experience]] her as a person. So I have the exact opposite problem of V. For me it's hard to feminize this absolute part of the [[cosmic mind]], this individuation of the [[Infinite Spirit]].

But how you will experience her is uniquely predicated upon your ability to step beyond the ideation of feminine qualities, and move into the realm of how Spirit functions in the world that is nurturing and loving and warming and everywhere pervading - just as you might understand or appreciate a tender and lovingly devoted mother to her human children.

Anatolia: And it is because She is what you might conceive as super-[[feminine]] that you would not want to relate to Her in the way in which you would relate to a humanly feminine individual. And all of the ideas are presented to you so you have some contextual way in which to relate to them. But truly, [[our Mother]] is a person of Deity that is experienceable, just as is [[the Father]] in [[Paradise]] and Michael in Nebadon. Our Mother Spirit resident on [[Salvington]], whose being pervades the universe of [[Nebadon]], is equally contactable and experienceable.

We will move into an experience this evening, so that you have a greater range of knowledge of her within your being. And I will lead you in that realm when you have shared with me your questions. Then we will discuss what you have experienced. So are there any other questions before we begin?

But how you will experience her is uniquely predicated upon your [[ability]] to step beyond the ideation of [[feminine]] qualities, and move into the realm of how Spirit functions in the world that is nurturing and loving and warming and [[everywhere]] pervading - just as you might understand or appreciate a tender and lovingly devoted mother to her human children.

Student: Yes, I would like to speak up now, Anatolia. I'm inspired by the possibility that the Mother Spirit is able to assist individual men and individual women to be more effective on the human level in male-female relationships. You even acknowledged yourself a few minutes ago that it is very difficult on this level for that to happen successfully. And thereby I'm making a request, I suppose, to find out if by asking is it possible for the Mother Spirit to be invited into our self, our minds, our integrity, and assist us to be able to be more relatable to the feminine, the women on our planet - even to the extent that we are able to be successful in one on one marital relationships? I'd like to find out if that's a feasibility right now.

We will move into an [[experience]] this evening, so that you have a greater range of [[knowledge]] of her within your being. And I will lead you in that realm when you have shared with me your questions. Then we will discuss what you have experienced. So are there any other questions before we begin?

Anatolia: While you will never in your gender relationships truly understand one another, you can come to a mutually accepting appreciation of the qualities that the genders bring into a relationship. And instead of being antagonistic with one another, they can actually be a source of harmony and complement one another because they are based on the qualities of Michael and Mother as the universe pattern of gender relationships.

Student: Yes, I would like to speak up now, Anatolia. I'm [[inspired by]] the possibility that the [[Mother Spirit]] is able to assist individual men and individual women to be more effective on the human level in [[male]]-[[female]] [[relationships]]. You even acknowledged yourself a few minutes ago that it is very difficult on this level for that to happen successfully. And thereby I'm making a request, I suppose, to find out if by asking is it possible for the [[Mother Spirit]] to be invited into our self, our minds, our integrity, and assist us to be able to be more relatable to the feminine, the women on [[our planet]] - even to the extent that we are able to be successful in one on one [[marital]] relationships? I'd like to find out if that's a feasibility right now.

The most important element to bring into a human marital relationship is love and acceptance. And when the one spouse does not understand what the other spouse does or says, it is not appropriate to condemn that individual, but to go into the realm of Spirit and ask for enlightenment and a deeper perspective awareness of where that individual is operating. This is what is so sorely lacking on your planet. Men and women consistently try to evaluate the other from their own perspective. And this is a certain recipe for disharmony, discord, and divorce.

Anatolia: While you will never in your [[gender]] [[relationships]] truly understand one another, you can come to a mutually accepting appreciation of the qualities that the genders bring into a relationship. And instead of being antagonistic with one another, they can actually be a source of [[harmony]] and complement one another because they are based on the qualities of [[Michael]] and Mother as [[the universe]] pattern of [[gender]] relationships.

In your approach to those who are different from you, look to those differences and ask for the harmonization of those differences that you see within you to be afforded a higher understanding, so that the differences become unified and strengthened to create a new truth reality in the relationship that will be mutually beneficial, and will keep the relationship growing in a healthy manner. Does this answer your question?

The most important element to bring into a human [[marital]] [[relationship]] is [[love]] and [[acceptance]]. And when the one spouse does not understand what the other [[spouse]] does or says, it is not appropriate to condemn that individual, but to go into the realm of Spirit and ask for [[enlightenment]] and a deeper [[perspective]] awareness of where that individual is operating. This is what is so sorely lacking on [[your planet]]. Men and women consistently try to [[evaluate]] the other from their own perspective. And this is a certain recipe for disharmony, discord, and [[divorce]].

Student: It helps. I get a sense from what you said that the key is to be open and expressive with the other person. And that it would be most desirable for both to take advantage of your suggestion of when there are differences to rise above them and make an effort to be in tune with the example of Michael and the Mother. And to accept differences that may not be able to be understood, but to go ahead in some manner that is more spiritually able to happen as the result of rising above it as a mutual activity. I can see that as a great opportunity in becoming involved with somebody to discuss and agree on even right from the very beginning.

In your approach to those who are different from you, look to those [[differences]] and ask for the harmonization of those differences that you see within you to be afforded a higher [[understanding]], so that the differences become unified and strengthened to create a new [[truth]] reality in the relationship that will be mutually beneficial, and will keep the relationship growing in a healthy manner. Does this answer your question?

Anatolia: The essential element is that you love this individual. And by that I am not referring to the sex attraction that you feel for this individual, but from a deeper and more committed affectionate response of wanting good - and doing good - for that individual. That this individual is so highly regarded by you that you seek everything that is good and beautiful and true for that individual to happen in her life. And this is the fundamental building block of a healthy relationship. Do you understand?

Student: It helps. I get a sense from what you said that the key is to be open and [[expressive]] with the other person. And that it would be most desirable for both to take [[advantage]] of your suggestion of when there are differences to rise above them and make an [[effort]] to be in tune with the example of [[Michael]] and [[the Mother]]. And to accept differences that may not be able to be understood, but to go ahead in some manner that is more spiritually able to happen as the result of rising above it as a mutual activity. I can see that as a great [[opportunity]] in becoming involved with somebody to [[discuss]] and agree on even right from the very beginning.

Student: I think I do. It sounds like that's applicable to any connection, male-female.

Anatolia: The essential element is that you love this individual. And by that I am not referring to the [[sex]] [[attraction]] that you feel for this individual, but from a deeper and more [[committed]] affectionate response of wanting good - and doing good - for that individual. That this individual is so highly regarded by you that you seek everything that is [[good]] and [[beautiful]] and true for that individual to happen in her life. And this is the fundamental building block of a healthy [[relationship]]. Do you understand?

Anatolia: It is applicable in all situations. But when you are in an intimate liaison with an individual, it becomes increasingly more striking.

Student: I think I do. It sounds like that's applicable to any connection, [[male]]-[[female]].

Student: Is it possible to ask for Mother Spirit to guide us in discerning another person who would be able to be matched in this capacity with us?

Anatolia: It is applicable in all situations. But when you are in an [[intimate]] [[liaison]] with an individual, it becomes increasingly more striking.

Anatolia: You may approach Her in this manner if you feel so compelled. (Thank you.) (Pause) Are there other questions before we begin?

Student: Is it possible to ask for [[Mother Spirit]] to guide us in discerning another person who would be able to be matched in this capacity with us?

Student: I'd just like to ask a quick question. I once thought I contacted the Supreme Being. I got a sense I actually delineated the Supreme Being evolving deity. Now I'm beginning to wonder if, possibly, it was the Mother Spirit. You have permission to scan my mind to see if I was on track or not.

Anatolia: You may approach Her in this [[manner]] if you feel so compelled. (Thank you.) (Pause) Are there other questions before we begin?

Anatolia: I am sorry. I will not be able to honor your request for this is beyond the parameters of what I am permitted to disclose. (Okay, thank you.) Student: Yes, Anatolia, I notice that you were speaking as a woman speaking, and within me, my body, what I was feeling was confusion and resistance. And I guess uncertainty about the Mother's place in my life. And maybe that's one part of my life where I am lacking. Could you speak upon that?

Student: I'd just like to ask a quick question. I once thought I contacted the [[Supreme Being]]. I got a sense I actually delineated the Supreme Being evolving deity. Now I'm beginning to [[wonder]] if, possibly, it was the [[Mother Spirit]]. You have permission to scan my mind to see if I was on track or not.

Anatolia: I believe the experience tonight will open you more than my words can convey at this time. My only comment to you would now be: Are you captivated by the idea of having a relationship with this person of Deity, and are you open now to her revealing herself into your mind, so that you can avail yourself of the Divine Minister more fully to aid your growth?

Anatolia: I am sorry. I will not be able to honor your request for this is beyond the [[parameters]] of what I am [[permitted]] to disclose. (Okay, thank you.)

Student: Yes. I feel like I need to be softened, and to be less judgmental and critical of others whose lack of being spiritualized, in a sense, for lack of a better word, kind of spills into my life and other people's lives and causes people discomfort and harm. I guess I feel a strong sense of anger toward those kinds of people. So I do need to soften my judgmentalness and criticalness. I do desire to come from a place of love, for I know it is their own ignorance and lack of understanding.

Student: Yes, Anatolia, I notice that you were speaking as a woman speaking, and within me, my body, what I was feeling was [[confusion]] and [[resistance]]. And I guess [[uncertainty]] about the Mother's place in my life. And maybe that's one part of my life where I am lacking. Could you speak upon that?

Anatolia: You have correctly ascertained that she can indeed soften you and make you more loving and gentle with people. So let us now go into her domain, into her womb, as she has invited you in the past.

Anatolia: I believe the [[experience]] tonight will open you more than my words can convey at this time. My only comment to you would now be: Are you captivated by the idea of having a [[relationship]] with this person of Deity, and are you open now to her revealing herself into your mind, so that you can avail yourself of the Divine Minister more fully to aid your growth?

Mother, your sons now are ready to be encircuited within you, seeking to come to a greater experiential awareness of the love that you have for your children. Ask her to reveal the quality that is important for your growth, and allow yourself to experience that which she delights in giving to her beloved children. (pause)

Student: Yes. I feel like I need to be softened, and to be less judgmental and critical of others whose lack of being spiritualized, in a sense, for lack of a better word, kind of spills into my life and other people's lives and causes people discomfort and harm. I guess I feel a strong sense of [[anger]] toward those kinds of people. So I do need to soften my judgmentalness and criticalness. I do [[desire]] to come from a place of [[love]], for I know it is their own ignorance and lack of [[understanding]].

I call you back into the awareness that as you bring your attention present, allow her ministry to continue to work within you as you share with me what you experienced as you grow in relationship with our Mother. Please share with me when you feel so moved to speak.

Anatolia: You have correctly ascertained that she can indeed soften you and make you more loving and [[gentle]] with people. So let us now go into her [[domain]], into her [[womb]], as she has invited you in the past.

Student: For me, Anatolia, I had a feeling of softening in my ability to communicate to my brother, who is having a hard time in his marriage, and who doesn't understand or appreciate who I am, spiritually and from his perspective the way he lives his life. So I had a sense that I could write a letter and have a greater chance now than ever before of getting across in a way that speaks to his heart.

 

 

Student: For me, Anatolia, I had a feeling of softening in my [[ability]] to [[communicate]] to my brother, who is having a hard time in his [[marriage]], and who doesn't [[understand]] or appreciate who I am, spiritually and from his perspective the way he lives his life. So I had a sense that I could write a letter and have a greater [[chance]] now than ever before of getting across in a way that speaks to his [[heart]].

Anatolia: Thank you for sharing that with me.

Anatolia: Thank you for sharing that with me.

Student: Anatolia, I liked your way of asking or praying to the Mother from her perspective what qualities would she recommend I bring into my consciousness. The first quality of that was discipline. That through Welmek, through yourself. I remember a wonderful dance you and I had years ago, Anatolia; leaving these meetings with you and Welmek and feeling reborn. The night air was just fresh and this wonderful thing of getting in touch with feelings. It's like advancing my left foot and now it's time for my right foot now to come along and now that I'm getting in touch with my emotion, it is time for some discipline to start putting into practice what I am actually able to know now.

Student: Anatolia, I liked your way of asking or praying to [[the Mother]] from her [[perspective]] what qualities would she recommend I bring into my [[consciousness]]. The first quality of that was [[discipline]]. That through Welmek, through yourself. I remember a wonderful dance you and I had years ago, Anatolia; leaving these meetings with you and Welmek and feeling reborn. The night air was just fresh and this wonderful thing of getting in touch with [[feelings]]. It's like advancing my left foot and now it's time for my right foot now to come along and now that I'm getting in touch with my [[emotion]], it is time for some discipline to start putting into [[practice]] what I am actually able to know now.

 

 

At first I thought it was because we associate discipline with the masculine. But with your caution that this is beyond gender, I think the Mother Spirit wants us to be strong and healthy and discipline is what I got as the main thing I need now. And from the Mother!

Student: Oh yes, Anatolia, we [[males]], even on a human level, are living through a marvelous time of the last 20 or 30 years, maybe of the last several hundred years, where our [[females]] are really coming out and just realizing all their various natures. It is a great time to be alive. The females we are [[surrounded]] with now are just blossoming out of all these centuries of being [[repressed]]. It is a marvelous time. And it is easier and easier for us to be degenderize, in a sense, all these qualities. I see Mother and Michael, beyond this complementarity they have, their shared [[divinity]] and beyond our genderization, as you call it, we share with our females a common [[humanity]]. It's a marvelous time to be alive. I think the Mother has a big hand in it all.

Anatolia: And you may be very surprised as you continue to develop your relationship with her at the ideas and ways she reveals herself to you. Break down your constructs of gender that you are used to dealing in as you open yourself to a greater range of understanding your Mother's presence in your life. Do you think you will be able to do this at your will end?

Anatolia: Oh yes, she does! And it is true, many new facets of her are emerging now on [[your planet]]. It is, indeed, wondrous to behold.

Student: Oh yes, Anatolia, we males, even on a human level, are living through a marvelous time of the last 20 or 30 years, maybe of the last several hundred years, where our females are really coming out and just realizing all their various natures. It is a great time to be alive. The females we are surrounded with now are just blossoming out of all these centuries of being repressed. It is a marvelous time. And it is easier and easier for us to be degenderize, in a sense, all these qualities. I see Mother and Michael, beyond this complementarity they have, their shared divinity and beyond our genderization, as you call it, we share with our females a common humanity. It's a marvelous time to be alive. I think the Mother has a big hand in it all.

Student: Anatolia. The [[quality]] I believe [[the Mother]] is trying to reveal to me is her simple, [[beautiful]], [[gentle]], soft love that she has for me and each individual. And as she was doing this, I felt a sadness inside of me. It was real light. I felt like I was almost floating, floating in her [[presence]]. This is the experience I had, different from the one I had when she first revealed herself to me about a year ago, actually. I actually felt a [[transformation]] taking place in my [[consciousness]]. She has many different sides.  

Anatolia: Oh yes, she does! And it is true, many new facets of her are emerging now on your planet. It is, indeed, wondrous to behold.

Anatolia: And it will be your joy to open yourself to appreciate as many aspects of her as you humanly can while you still walk in the mortal flesh.

Student: Anatolia. The quality I believe the Mother is trying to reveal to me is her simple, beautiful, gentle, soft love that she has for me and each individual. And as she was doing this, I felt a sadness inside of me. It was real light. I felt like I was almost floating, floating in her presence. This is the experience I had, different from the one I had when she first revealed herself to me about a year ago, actually. I actually felt a transformation taking place in my consciousness. She has many different sides. Anatolia: And it will be your joy to open yourself to appreciate as many aspects of her as you humanly can while you still walk in the mortal flesh.

Student: I can call on her every day to [[experience]] another side of her.

Student: I can call on her every day to experience another side of her.

Student: Anatolia, I am glad you mentioned the words [[Divine Minister]]. It has helped me realize that the work that D has been doing with me, the gardening of my [[mind]], is really the Divine Minister. The feeling I got was a renewed desire to help people with their [[loneliness]].

Student: Anatolia, I am glad you mentioned the words Divine Minister. It has helped me realize that the work that D has been doing with me, the gardening of my mind, is really the Divine Minister. The feeling I got was a renewed desire to help people with their loneliness.

Anatolia: Let her speak deeply into your [[heart]]. When you feel so engaged to minister to humans in their [[loneliness]], call on her and ask for her pervasive mind to come into the realms of that person's loneliness, and to uplift them into her [[embrace]] where they will be able to receive in the spirit the [[comfort]], the safety and the warmth of a loving mother. Everyone needs this [[touch]]. And it will be your delight to provide them with this experience. When you are conversing with them, hold them in this prayerful [[communion]] with [[Mother Spirit]], and they will benefit greatly. (Pause)

Anatolia: Let her speak deeply into your heart. When you feel so engaged to minister to humans in their loneliness, call on her and ask for her pervasive mind to come into the realms of that person's loneliness, and to uplift them into her embrace where they will be able to receive in the spirit the comfort, the safety and the warmth of a loving mother. Everyone needs this touch. And it will be your delight to provide them with this experience. When you are conversing with them, hold them in this prayerful communion with Mother Spirit, and they will benefit greatly. (Pause)

Student: What I notice, Anatolia, was that beneath this [[judgment]] and [[criticism]] of others was how my own heart was guarded from really totally and fully loving and [[expressing]] the [[truth]], my truth. I saw how I keep myself at a distance. I noticed this the other day that I can see, I can feel the joy, but it only goes so far. It's like I don't allow myself to swim into it, that I guard myself, that I don't feel safe enough to swim into the joy completely, to celebrate life completely. And I wish to feel safe, to totally, completely, [[celebrate]] life and feel it without fear of being judged or criticized.

Student: What I notice, Anatolia, was that beneath this judgment and criticism of others was how my own heart was guarded from really totally and fully loving and expressing the truth, my truth. I saw how I keep myself at a distance. I noticed this the other day that I can see, I can feel the joy, but it only goes so far. It's like I don't allow myself to swim into it, that I guard myself, that I don't feel safe enough to swim into the joy completely, to celebrate life completely. And I wish to feel safe, to totally, completely, celebrate life and feel it without fear of being judged or criticized.

Anatolia: In the coming days come into her [[presence]], and allow yourself to be uplifted into that realm of [[safety]]. And she will soften all of those places within your mind that you are steadfastly guarding, to help you realize that through her [[embrace]] and [[Michael]]'s love you will no longer need to be so [[vigilant]] in your guard. For they will replace the hurt you have felt with a self-reliance and [[confidence]] that will make you strong and give you greater capacity to lovingly appreciate other people. Do you think you would like to achieve this?

Anatolia: In the coming days come into her presence, and allow yourself to be uplifted into that realm of safety. And she will soften all of those places within your mind that you are steadfastly guarding, to help you realize that through her embrace and Michael's love you will no longer need to be so vigilant in your guard. For they will replace the hurt you have felt with a self-reliance and confidence that will make you strong and give you greater capacity to lovingly appreciate other people. Do you think you would like to achieve this? Student: Yes, very much so, especially now that I know that I am being stretched beyond what I had known. I need to feel that sense of safety, that I am being protected, as I reach out beyond my own limitations and boundaries therein.

Student: Yes, very much so, especially now that I know that I am being stretched beyond what I had known. I need to feel that sense of safety, that I am being protected, as I reach out beyond my own [[limitations]] and boundaries therein.

Anatolia: And you will be held in the most loving arms you can possibly imagine. My dear brothers, what more can I say? I leave you in the loving embrace of our Mother: for you to experience her more fully tonight has been a privilege for me to share with you. And I leave you in the full recognition that her ministry is continually creating a wonderful place within you that will make you even more spiritually unified and glorified, as you emulate our Mother in the unique ways she will reveal herself to you.

Anatolia: And you will be held in the most loving arms you can possibly [[imagine]]. My dear brothers, what more can I say? I leave you in the loving [[embrace]] of [[our Mother]]: for you to [[experience]] her more fully tonight has been a privilege for me to [[share]] with you. And I leave you in the full recognition that her ministry is continually creating a wonderful place within you that will make you even more spiritually unified and [[glorified]], as you emulate our Mother in the unique ways she will [[reveal]] herself to you.

We will continue this instruction next week as I rejoin you. And in the coming weeks please spend your stillness time, or a portion thereof, with her, in asking her to come to you and reveal herself to you in the ways she knows will benefit you greatly. Good night, my dear friends.

We will continue this instruction next week as I rejoin you. And in the coming weeks please spend your [[stillness]] time, or a portion thereof, with her, in asking her to come to you and [[reveal]] herself to you in the ways she knows will benefit you greatly. Good night, my dear friends.

==Session 2==

==Session 2==

===Opening===

===Opening===