1999-07-10-Scribbles from Lytske
Topic: Scribbles from Lytske
Group: 11:11 Progress Group
Prayer: Dear God, thank You for the miracle of life. Thank You for my being-ness, and the journey of self-discovery and unfoldment. Thank You for the insight that I am allowed to love myself, and that I am worthy of discovering a deep joy and contentment in me. Thank You for my inner growth.
Dear child, life is meant to be a journey of self-discovery and unfoldment. It can truly be a journey full of joy, of happiness, and of anticipation of the ages ahead in higher realms. You have been given much information regarding the ascension plan, so lovingly put in place by the Creators -- the First, Second and Third Sources of everything -- as set forth in your text, the Urantia Book.
You are your own ‘workbook’ by experientially putting into practice the Fruits of the Spirit. It would be a source of great joy to you, if you could memorize them, and let those grow into your cellular memory so you literally become one with loving tolerance and loving in service with undying hope and merciful ministry including confiding trust.
Child, you hesitate to summarize the Fruits of the Spirit on paper. This shows you that much still needs to be done about your memory. You do know the fruits, and are practicing them, but in trying to access them verbally when you want to, you create an immediate block of anxiety for your being less than perfect in your memory recall. Do not berate yourself, or ‘beat up on yourself.’ In time your memory will improve as you shed more of you anxieties regarding your low self-worth and of your not being capable.
These things need to be rooted out at the cellular level, which will happen through a greater awareness with the realization that all things are possible for those who trust. The greatest possibilities can become undoable due to this crippling anxiety of doubt and fear. These are humankind’s greatest curses placed here as an outcome of the Lucifer Rebellion, which, as you know, has ended.
Have patience with yourself and others, with present centered awareness and focused thinking. In this way you will clear up a lot of confusion and indecisive thinking. Be an observer of your own thought processes. Slow them down, as this can be done so easily. Be mindful and have a joy-filled day.
Note: The Fruits of the Spirit are: Loving service, unselfish devotion, courageous loyalty, sincere fairness, enlightened honesty, undying hope, confiding trust, merciful ministry, unfailing goodness, forgiving tolerance, and enduring peace.